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No Plagiarism!K4AZBr7wlhINLDgeZsTKposted on PENANA 深夜,化妝桌搖晃不停,鈴響不止。8964 copyright protection78PENANAjRN6UiOW1F 維尼
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隨著鈴響,抽屜中冒出的白霧充斥房間,直至傳出一下鈍聲。8964 copyright protection78PENANARTIHxRLHV2 維尼
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「…想出叮噹設定的人類是笨蛋。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAe5MyLSzhui 維尼
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某匹狐狸把頭從抽屜伸出,頭上正腫上一個瘤,漆黑下瞳孔顯得深綠。8964 copyright protection78PENANAESaICRvyna 維尼
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我在醉後異常熟睡,沒有絲毫察覺。8964 copyright protection78PENANA0B3s0abRb4 維尼
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「…幸好沒有大礙。」祂再嘆道:「真的在甚麼時候也可使人握出冷汗呢,小渚。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAl07YUvD7ul 維尼
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相隔一天,稻荷終於現身在我的房間。8964 copyright protection78PENANALHZx4bYVWb 維尼
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但就在祂放下心的同時,我的臉色突然變差,因為我突然再次進入與昨天一樣的夢境。8964 copyright protection78PENANAGzlXMzonWO 維尼
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屍體堆積成山,周圍漂着血腥味。一分神手中已經緊握住他人的脖子,指甲陷入其皮膚而流出鮮血,手掌染上血色。8964 copyright protection78PENANAIousqvmkzr 維尼
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感到害怕、即使想逃離,總有一股力量拒絕放手。漸漸精神越來越矇糊,不斷加強力度。8964 copyright protection78PENANAPvBEI2eoOT 維尼
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必須殺死牠。當這念頭充斥腦袋之際,耳畔的一聲鈴響使我瞬間回過神來,同時白霧蓋過夢境,而霧一散,我則身處在曾經與稻荷分別的竹林。8964 copyright protection78PENANAfaNKtHjPxU 維尼
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終於來了。8964 copyright protection78PENANAy08eWTMhKj 維尼
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這如雪花散開的一鳴,我絕不會認錯。8964 copyright protection78PENANAgbhopoDOty 維尼
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然而我始終不禁問道:「是稻荷嗎…?」8964 copyright protection78PENANA3e4zojxCKw 維尼
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「新年快樂,小渚。」8964 copyright protection78PENANA5f6nWeSiCz 維尼
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祂正站在我的身後,轉身一看則是一頭比以前更巨大的九尾狐,即使舉手也碰不到祂的下巴。雖然是熟悉的臉孔,巨大的身軀始終帶有壓迫感。8964 copyright protection78PENANA3MFvH0rhuW 維尼
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看來是祂把我拉出惡夢。8964 copyright protection78PENANAlkvObRghIa 維尼
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即使離別只過兩個月,內心已有許多累積下的東西想跟祂說。8964 copyright protection78PENANAkERBuGQo0O 維尼
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「新年還早吧?」8964 copyright protection78PENANAODIhKXqvYQ 維尼
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「日本是按照西方太陽曆計算,吾的說法可沒有錯。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAIJ6ETppmSp 維尼
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香港所慶祝的農曆新年即古時歷法的新一年;至於日本則是按西歷慶祝,因此兩者慶祝時段會產生時差。8964 copyright protection78PENANAPZPV9AXVek 維尼
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「那也晚了太多吧?已過了十多日欸。」8964 copyright protection78PENANARfM7K8L0pv 維尼
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既使有時差,一月早已過半。8964 copyright protection78PENANADECx0x4nen 維尼
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「這些小事便不要計較吧,吾也很忙碌的。怎樣?來久違的談談吧?」稻荷在我手上變出一杯熱茶,差點把我燙到。8964 copyright protection78PENANADKIQZ7LMii 維尼
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先不追究為何是和風的杯子,一喝,是微糖紅茶,祂有好好記住我的喜好。8964 copyright protection78PENANAB9OBU5GZte 維尼
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於是我就坐在月夜之下,草坪之上,以及祂的懷中。這裏十分寧靜卻不會使人生厭,好好放鬆。另外祂的毛髮比以及更厚,厚度應該可以把臉埋進中。8964 copyright protection78PENANAfXmzNly3AO 維尼
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「一個人的生活怎樣?習慣嗎?」8964 copyright protection78PENANAAidQ2PdSJS 維尼
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「習慣了…。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAY2JfU6wrQP 維尼
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「真的?」8964 copyright protection78PENANApjf0LEg48N 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection78PENANAB1fEkrv007 維尼
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單要一句追問,我的淚水已快溢出眼眶。8964 copyright protection78PENANAhkPxUfPlMZ 維尼
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低頭一刻,一滴落在茶杯之中。8964 copyright protection78PENANAD9dXiyn12F 維尼
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「雖然習慣了,不過…過得很辛苦。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAnwkdW5hIcv 維尼
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「畢竟沒有祢在,我甚麼做不好。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAmUOGfXxhvn 維尼
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在話語裏沒有修飾,亦沒有左想理由、右想藉口,只直率的說出感受。反正暪不過祂,我是如此想着。8964 copyright protection78PENANA3oBVYU8hyX 維尼
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正勉強笑着,卻一直低着頭。8964 copyright protection78PENANAyDIxabooDK 維尼
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就不想被稻荷看到。8964 copyright protection78PENANAivsqU1EISn 維尼
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「想必這兩個月令汝蛻變了不少吧。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAhhVCL3aV9M 維尼
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祂再說:「汝從以前便害怕讓人得知自己的軟弱,現在能從話語表達出來可是大進步。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAr4nGXerQvz 維尼
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「有聽過這事嗎?當人感到煩惱時,頭髮會生長更快,令以前的人認為頭髮正是煩惱的本身。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAYA2P2klFaz 維尼
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祂所映在地上的影子開始縮小,用爪子把我白灰的髮絲掬起,再像梳子般開始替我梳頭髮。並說:「故此擁有大量煩惱實際是很奢侈的事。蠢材既成不了,聰明人也不會想成為。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAmZsMyLDSOf 維尼
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「那我是甚麼?」我不禁反問。8964 copyright protection78PENANAeiAfDwqRdg 維尼
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「普通人,是再普通不過的一般人。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAhnZr6n5efX 維尼
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對祂而言是理所當然的評語,但這評價使我的精神感到呆滯,一服空虛向我襲來。8964 copyright protection78PENANATg4K2lIaBg 維尼
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空虛像把腦袋引空,然而昨天的要事卻在此時浮起。8964 copyright protection78PENANA3J5Wp0jXVx 維尼
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「是的…還有昨天的事。快查看我前天傍晚的記憶。」我淡淡的轉身,與稻荷額頭相碰。8964 copyright protection78PENANAQWlezcezGV 維尼
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「…照片的事,祢知道些甚麼嗎?」8964 copyright protection78PENANAGttl3EQgcB 維尼
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「吾的話還未完……先等一下。」祂閉上雙目約數十秒便再說:「這又發生了一件麻煩事……遺憾地,憑吾追溯不了犯人的蹤跡。這般的靈力操作,吾不擅長。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAoYjPgZjw73 維尼
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「…又與靈力有關?」已成空殼的我下意識喃出一句:「…完全搞不懂的說。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAVgWKEiTaG6 維尼
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稻荷對此只一笑置之:「呵,不能理解是當然的。世上幾乎不存在與靈力不相關的事物,要完全理解等於要認識世界整體,人有限的生命只足以認識其角鱗,即使對神明而言也相當需時。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAisi9JFQgQD 維尼
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再說:「不過借用先代的話語,簡單而言,靈力就跟空氣一樣無形,理所當然地無處不在,是組成世界不可或缺的元素。」8964 copyright protection78PENANA2LdKlhU0Rl 維尼
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「但正如人即使得知身體內流着血液,亦不能靠自力完全改變其流動一樣;世上大多正在流動的靈力亦一樣,按理存在且按理流動。故此不必刻意去理會,畢竟那不是有一般了解便能簡單左右。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAmC3Ob0BKPw 維尼
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「要是影響能這麼大的話,那阿晴們不會有危險?要不也先聯絡上阿雨……」8964 copyright protection78PENANAipXxREs9Eo 維尼
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「說實程度算是惡作劇程度,對他們的影響甚少…這點吾能以稻荷神元二代目、現四代目的名號保證。不過即使說了,事實上他們也做不了甚麼。只能等待該神明再次動手。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAfa2pP1UgPQ 維尼
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犯人果然是神明。8964 copyright protection78PENANA5PBDj6ZPwA 維尼
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我那時候的直覺沒有錯。8964 copyright protection78PENANAibfHHRMJTX 維尼
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「那稻荷,能告訴我神明怎樣才能變成神明嗎?」8964 copyright protection78PENANA7wY0eOozQc 維尼
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面對唐突的問題,稻荷並沒有太大反應,亦沒有深究,只誠實的回答。8964 copyright protection78PENANAfdsdbphEs3 維尼
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「首先,汝必須了解神明何物。以吾作例子,稻荷神是依靠代代傳承,將神髓⋯即最初由祈願組成的本體交託下一世代,讓下任接手。」8964 copyright protection78PENANA11FGoObuVQ 維尼
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神明是由「神髓」和「靈力」所形成意念。8964 copyright protection78PENANALGDU5JBgDN 維尼
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神明所持的神髓等同於支撐身體的骨骼,由神髓保持形狀,再由靈力組成身軀,因此靈力是其現身必需。靈力不足會使軀殼消滅,變為像幽靈般的狀態。8964 copyright protection78PENANAip9fyTOUSF 維尼
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同時軀殼有作為儲存記憶容器一任,肉身受損會使所持的記憶流失,嚴重的話甚至會影響對神髓的記憶,因此神明對傷口都馬上處理以被免流失。8964 copyright protection78PENANAbgVtcQSdLF 維尼
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流失神髓的神明不再自知,甚至對力量本身亦可能失去認知,因此發揮不了原來力量。大8964 copyright protection78PENANAsPA1v1WkqQ 維尼
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幸的是,神髓總會以某種形式殘留世上;不幸的是要是本來已虛弱的神明,單靠自己基本不可能尋回。8964 copyright protection78PENANAJVsdy7sC5F 維尼
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「一切有關神明的資料大多可追溯歷史,但前提祂們在如此狀態下沒有記憶力。在祂們角度上,就等同在黑色的畫紙上找出鉛筆跡一樣,極之困難。只能碰運氣去接觸各種事物……」8964 copyright protection78PENANAZ8KOi395ZQ 維尼
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「我想知道的不是這些。」8964 copyright protection78PENANANhBOn4JX7E 維尼
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我打斷了祂的話。8964 copyright protection78PENANAOrOXtbF0Kv 維尼
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「以前的汝才不如此性急子。」8964 copyright protection78PENANA90y3mtJ1jm 維尼
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祂嘆後再道:「嫌長的話請另尋高人,例如汝體內的新住客?那可是大人物。」8964 copyright protection78PENANArzY0kD27jV 維尼
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直至稻荷提起,我才察覺青並不在體內。8964 copyright protection78PENANA0m7RIWGOEO 維尼
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見此稻荷便解釋:「這裏是吾的境界,而今次前來的只有汝的精神,肉體還在房間,因此祂也在那裏熟睡。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAC9QZy8YeCm 維尼
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「吾雖不直接認識祂,不過對祂的消息則有曾聞訊。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAUCSMPxSUl3 維尼
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在香港被瘟疫所纏、稱為疫埠的初期,按道理是人人祈求安寧,本為強勢期的神明卻因失去信仰而大量死去。如是者,僅僅留下一名負上全任,直至祂亦消失,此地最後成為無神之地這消息則在神明間傳開。8964 copyright protection78PENANAS64mNmaGf9 維尼
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要青為存活的本土神,最大可能就是那最後的一位。謎團尚有兩點,為何祂會重新出現、以及祂的「死因」。8964 copyright protection78PENANA4sP5xHRZcG 維尼
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「消滅神明最直接的方法是除去信仰的源頭,而最簡單的就是傷害其神髓。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAG6NTtsQdEJ 維尼
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青幾乎沒有靈力殘留,因此稻荷推斷是受到相當大的衝擊令驅殼完全崩壞。8964 copyright protection78PENANA0bkK3gUtQG 維尼
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「昨天汝暴走的靈力確實被及時阻止。雖暫時得救,兩股差異過大的靈力在同一軀殼早晚會產生相斥。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAdWF4lZBvDh 維尼
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「再放任下去,汝必死無疑。」8964 copyright protection78PENANATkI8PGyHQf 維尼
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所謂將靈力封印是把兩者靈力抵消,保持沒有溢出為零的狀態。8964 copyright protection78PENANA5PoEUTz1kH 維尼
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然而維持抵消亦等同沒有動力,我的身體早晚會壞掉;另一方面,青總會耗盡靈力而消失於塵世。現在青和我的身體正進行消耗戰,但青要比稻荷熟悉靈力,能夠在耗盡前棄身自保。8964 copyright protection78PENANAhcdF9bqgy0 維尼
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「祂的確為源於自然現象的古神,不像本來具肉體的生物機靈。要是認真想當神的話,汝去把其神髓奪去便可以。」8964 copyright protection78PENANA4xhUad1Njm 維尼
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「畢竟不動手死去的就是汝,沒有不反抗的道理。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAd1DcUzs27T 維尼
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只要把青的神髓奪取,我便能馬上成神;要是不奪取,我的身體便會被消耗至死。8964 copyright protection78PENANAdWrzXikGuw 維尼
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稻荷的意思是要我在兩者之間二選一。8964 copyright protection78PENANAouiclbrzTN 維尼
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要是還在昨天的話,我恐怕已經下手,能夠毫無疑問地讓祂消失。8964 copyright protection78PENANAabJKt9GVSl 維尼
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但剛才青醉後的話仍在內心不斷徘徊,使我狠不下心。8964 copyright protection78PENANAcHO7MpqQu4 維尼
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看來我已欠青太多了。8964 copyright protection78PENANAPhK2kczWgu 維尼
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「吾已予汝實現願望的方法,還在猶豫甚麼?」8964 copyright protection78PENANAPwppULTKNc 維尼
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「不要強迫我…!」「況且這一切不都是稻荷的錯…!」8964 copyright protection78PENANA5FTYRG9Pub 維尼
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要是昨天稻荷有及時現身的話,一切也不會發生,我也不用面對這樣的事。內心像是能接受一切,卻又在否定一切,只有一股漆黑的心情殘留在心中,不斷發出雜音影響思考。8964 copyright protection78PENANARV3HUBd0ND 維尼
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全是神的錯。本抱著這心態的我在一瞬清醒,透過目睹稻荷受傷的表情。8964 copyright protection78PENANAWEwgldfWIl 維尼
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又怎樣…?我說的都是事實,有錯嗎?8964 copyright protection78PENANA5JrxIqw94O 維尼
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稻荷把身子背向我,默默的說道:「的確…一切都是把汝拉進「這邊」的吾的錯誤。」8964 copyright protection78PENANA6f8EC3TAdl 維尼
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明明作為神明,卻開始懺悔。8964 copyright protection78PENANAJ83TO3uPGg 維尼
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「汝本想要力量通過考試,想要好的未來而已。按理吾本不應從中協助,也不應與汝接觸,更不應結下緣份。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAhAdINPFCgn 維尼
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「從一開始,吾便不應留在汝身邊,更不應向汝搭話。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAOUTqe9pIA7 維尼
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「至於京都的意外,吾很抱歉。令汝的身體千蒼百孔,吾直至現在也十分後悔。要是吾也有有回到過去的能力便好,兩個月間念頭幾乎沒有離開腦袋……所以果然不相遇的話一一」8964 copyright protection78PENANAEEKeHOK1pY 維尼
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「夠了。不要再說下去。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAuNJ2JfRmkO 維尼
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腦袋像是失去控制,連我也不清楚自己想要做甚麼。所以拜託你……8964 copyright protection78PENANAsK3Orb1SP2 維尼
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不要認同我的話。8964 copyright protection78PENANA3MUzWglba8 維尼
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不要否定我的現在。8964 copyright protection78PENANAdrwepSNeSa 維尼
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不要把我拒諸門外。8964 copyright protection78PENANAbbu1fCfyeg 維尼
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「汝的要求未免過於任性吧。」「當事物關係更親近,緣份越深,共享的事物便越多;本來隔遠地亦能夠相連,突然拒絕吾的存在正是汝!」8964 copyright protection78PENANAhDJFJb01nx 維尼
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「想過來也來不了,連發生甚麼也不知道!不是因汝薰醉令拒絕意識分散,吾才能把沿著緣物前來此處。神明雖很狡猾,但絕非「萬能」的代名詞。」8964 copyright protection78PENANA4IKmJ39xVg 維尼
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「故此,汝絕不可能成為汝想像中的神明。即使能夠成為,那會比死更難受。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAjpDjyMJuxR 維尼
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暪不過祂,或許這正是拒絕原因。8964 copyright protection78PENANAkWwnOOuTc9 維尼
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失去稻荷的我沒有自己價值,是連屬於自己的工作也會猶豫、會因一時情感改變原則、最後連體恤別人的心也燃盡,留下的只有不被任何人需要的渣滓。8964 copyright protection78PENANAD4qdmJHQJy 維尼
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「我只是想跟祢一樣能成為別人的神明,成為別人的助力而已…!作為神很辛苦這種事…我當然知道!別永遠當我是笨蛋!」8964 copyright protection78PENANAa9RFFF8uMQ 維尼
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「我只是…我是……」8964 copyright protection78PENANAtEcp0oT6WQ 維尼
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「想被需要,不想孤獨而已!」8964 copyright protection78PENANAE1AqkKJSMC 維尼
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出於羞愧,身體不斷在顫抖。8964 copyright protection78PENANACj96MFTHQp 維尼
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所謂不被需要的人渣,用兩字便能夠形容,那就是「自由」。8964 copyright protection78PENANA9vsj2IwAws 維尼
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正因為處於不需要的自由,人才追求秩序。會與未知事物交約換取安全,建立神明;相反在秩序下,人嚮往無拘無束,再做出神明,互相矛盾並依賴着。8964 copyright protection78PENANA9ZkmrJbRTH 維尼
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「正因為不是神明,正因為人的作為十分有限,才要在極限邊緣做到做好……看來汝已忘記了。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAKUvoDulbZ4 維尼
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稻荷將身驅縮回熟悉的大小,抬頭說道:8964 copyright protection78PENANAkGjWIgNylv 維尼
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「吾是毀掉汝的日常的兇手,但吾沒有後悔向汝搭話的一刻。老實說,吾十分享受與汝一起的生活。平談輕鬆,對吾而言是十分幸福的時光,不過再留下去,汝的人生便會被吾浪費。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAVlr9VFqJ2o 維尼
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「才不會浪費…!與稻荷過的日子我很幸福,所以才會這樣追求下去……為了不讓那些日子不會褪色。」我大喊道。8964 copyright protection78PENANAxllN8ZDfv5 維尼
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「汝並不無謀,雖直覺敏銳,但比常人害怕失敗,只是一位十分普通,非常努力的人…」8964 copyright protection78PENANAN9JzBBB6CE 維尼
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「但是,到頭來無人能為汝的人生負上責任,正如吾影響汝、汝影響吾,只要有互相影響的一瞬間,那就已經打平。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAHT4avZAdUj 維尼
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「所以,聽清心聲中最響亮的一句。遵從自己內心便好。」8964 copyright protection78PENANA8tAuvkHJZF 維尼
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不知從何時開始,內心一直有股黑霧纏繞著。與稻荷的白霧一樣能夠蓋過事物,痛苦的事、麻煩的事、像一副面具,不想看到都會自動蓋過。「面具」的真身正是視而不見的行為。8964 copyright protection78PENANADR4j6Ak1Jb 維尼
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但面對強光,再強的霧也再擋不住,平安夜那天黑霧遇光形成驟雨,形成像是半陰半晴、太陽雨的心情,感情從此失調。8964 copyright protection78PENANAv16cYn3iXs 維尼
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討厭觸碰別人的痛苦,既不想再目睹也不想理會;同時源於痛苦的光輝十分溫暖,卻又過於耀眼,看不清周圍。最後變得依賴這份溫暖,變得盲目。8964 copyright protection78PENANAX1SBAyIBrj 維尼
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生而為人,在小時候打算把變得幸福的責任推給成人後自己,但成人後依然重技故施,把算再把責任推向神明。8964 copyright protection78PENANAZCc1TAtM23 維尼
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一旦成神,則沒有下一位可推卸,積下的責任只會使自己痛不欲生,所以裝神明遊戲還是投降了。8964 copyright protection78PENANAColtdrHRGT 維尼
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只要活着,裝神弄鬼的面具早晚會破裂。8964 copyright protection78PENANAgaPC7lQq1Z 維尼
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「果然只能是祢,拍擋。」8964 copyright protection78PENANApU6b6lDrDE 維尼
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比自己還要了解自己,這樣的傢伙不喜歡一起才怪。8964 copyright protection78PENANABEqaALOvKn 維尼
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「怎會,世上願意了解汝的大有人在。例如…阿傑。」8964 copyright protection78PENANATlXLBqzOuo 維尼
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「絕對…不要!!」8964 copyright protection78PENANA4o9lL22he5 維尼
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惟有這點是十分明確。8964 copyright protection78PENANA7Pn0h0Gffq 維尼
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「以免忘記,先跟吾約定一事…今後要將結緣物貼身攜帶。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAgJugF7g4k2 維尼
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據稻荷所說,我的所持結緣物是離開京都的當晚,趕緊為我打造的特製品。8964 copyright protection78PENANApQQwQ1ddcA 維尼
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它有能夠壓抑神化的大部分後遺症,當中包括對應失去靈力限制的作用。要是有帶在身上,它便會成為我的限制器,阻止流失過多。8964 copyright protection78PENANAoNt0TWYkrD 維尼
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「還有有關古神的事,古神拼上性命的恩,汝所欠的,用汝的方法去報答吧。」8964 copyright protection78PENANAHjg2BP1m3r 維尼
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這點不用祂提及,我本來便有這打算。8964 copyright protection78PENANALALvf7aczm 維尼
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關鍵是神髓,完全沒有印象和想像的事物,我抬頭看向夜空,對自己說:「無問題的吧…應該。」8964 copyright protection78PENANARqkx0AmXxe 維尼
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「總有方法的。」8964 copyright protection78PENANACWVALJrNJj 維尼
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神髓也好、甚麼也好,也給你找回來。8964 copyright protection78PENANAHDArm5rOPa 維尼
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「保持這股氣勢就好。要是真的危險的話,吾會把靈力分身汝身上。雖靈魂能夠保住形狀,但這也代表汝將不會活於人世,了解嗎?」8964 copyright protection78PENANA8AlZSSUnz8 維尼
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我和稻荷的感覺可以由緣物同步,但要把靈力跨地傳遞始終會有延遲,不能過於安心。8964 copyright protection78PENANAJAaFKgpXwN 維尼
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至少在解決前的期間在一起…但稻荷指神明間存在着引力,要是不注意,靈力會自動流向強的一方,所以現在祂要是久留便可能進一步危害到青的性命。8964 copyright protection78PENANA1jAV2Up61v 維尼
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