It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtup1NMGCFy
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVD5LdEIcH
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a9MmQacCC
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsQFUGGatN
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEssGsPsKH
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4nLy4Eao8
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviWXDgElJN
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ARflx6CB0
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLWbHM9Jpb
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07PkXmzd2F
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoqUIo6FuZ
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQK24ZJzX7
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHodZInYyNE
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3qGovFN2p
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzxdXglCjk
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwc6r7i9yw
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4edO3GOh6
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGF2cxfEo6
Wow. So it's not just me then?586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6c6FNoS1Q
"No, it's not."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuOtK5bvqe
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlISaragRa
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss9xLPA9ui
"How about dinner?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r97pxI8uI
"Okay."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmA5NSh3Uu
He smiles a smile of victory.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHZghmqRrO
"When do you finish?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxmpnvkM12
"Five."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx5HV6EeLs
"Okay. I'll pick you up."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWP5gFl7U5
"I have to shower."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQzHeLDuCD
"I'll take you home first then."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wwHELslC5
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzuHS0Mol2
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCFYsZo4mK
***586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3AF4dhFKY
"Tell me about yourself."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ1OiSky0g
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJGXMAbPkv
"What do you want to know?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i00hq6lQi
"Siblings?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67IJUqnjEs
"No."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxKQMUPBiq
"Aunts or uncles?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbowCF7tN04
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8HLHhxePI
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TyDtpYcVU
I smile.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsmhqTFW9V
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tx8vypgy0
He stays silent for a few seconds.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM2e96ciyB
"So you're Catholic?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzfrMxE6cY
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR2zmjoWqE
"What are you then?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kjjFHBBhW
"Nothing, really."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40V1dvKpwx
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl8jBQNj6R
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bRkuvqr3M
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Jj9EgUCg
"Really? What did you do?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Xz6PXfKG3
"BA in Drama."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXQGYHfWSr
"Cool."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirdwRk3i7M
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5gUi7FUPi
"Come on."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQv1MBLh6o
***586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsD1bd1jXu
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo5frS9oyA
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWnZg24EMa
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDiAZmpowM
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vt9L25nCi
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDYSGJWxPN
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMAxRee77I
He nods, satisfied with my answer.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyGdJjRKid
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz45OPWHzhI
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6A8SeVmlP
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb71fpNx46u
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLbW278BHj
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdACcubUujd
"Someone's hungry."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe19O4gSnB
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxklcC1sgm8
His smile broadens.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRzamuYF7x
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPCRyqaq7f
"Um..."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf15LTUWxmQ
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEgAd8Ciwq
"I think I can guess."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBd7Fxk9Fs
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLo0gtG3f5
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfyONDszBy
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJWaAXpy7r
Now.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFLfYYScJ5
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8aaOYvGzq
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8snwbEYLG
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXc8Z3pXjD
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKSgkCXeOG
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA7TH894oc
do know this; I just didn't expect him to.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7229ZCod8
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E8xnlywSw
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlrBSghhPw
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy4Ksj4jqh
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BzhSJbP6S
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFPnBuHBNu
"The question is, will you let me?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2MbVw9idu
Those four words: "will you let me?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h48PD4O8W
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIEMvApBEn
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDJE0MxDFW
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqxf6RJ86L
"Desta?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsawkmcwWpD
"Hm?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrY4zV9GKN
"Tell me about yourself."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw3ix1vV5O
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNluec8ta7g
"What do you want to know?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HVd88oXxA
"Full name?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJTyvtfm6y
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ09bkNHJ3
"That's actually really... poetic."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyhYNEhBFb
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW9251SN4v
"So... are you Rastafarian?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxgXQUYc7p
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7jESXEjGn
"How about your mother?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIQMoUE92d
He remains silent for a few seconds.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaksxhuuvhX
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6plkWmhrq
"Oh. I'm sorry."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3UkY9EDb9
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDTdl5XSMA
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBlmRdVMBz
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGheOnhEE3
"Mason?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FAWCALMg9
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAzixmaFJU
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOEJDLXaxA
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YS7OZfLq6
"Why?" 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiALaULOK6R
"Because he's gay."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbXLN2uqBa
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVdKl3mrt5
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1udYSxOmQe
"Your father sounds amazing."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9NP8evYpk
"You can meet him."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5iQBzMx68
"What?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0j4f1Qr9x
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIYrjf0RpN
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7xS9Mu9IW
"I thought you said you liked it out here."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DXwEVgYNR
"I'd prefer your restaurant."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn3Z03haXC
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQSFKWLcPW
We're sitting outside my house, now.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRWtTqIxIw
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreBcVWmlut
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBxebT0s99
"Yes."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrJNJXZ9CZ
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQV20w1ekr
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TVvLOll28
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xQx8afdXW
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzVLHKqjlg
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANlHnw6EoB
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbXUkEtyu4
I'm done.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM2u4Dlbgi
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NyrixQbgs
"Don't say anything."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01kPitdwdd
"I think it's cute."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvOmviEo5Z
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPzDrA3scl
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53gpxItQqd
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhEN8kpsWh
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu7aZ0JzG6
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPehxdJOdyK
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum6WfIxf3R
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
