"So, he made you come by kissing you?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KrJAdozrG
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j9N7EsCi2
"You like him more than you let on."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVyOTfZbnL
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPmv4zRa0D
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnymMdEkCL
"Fuck you," I reply.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWARNB7sX36
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQtgnXkxut
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hYH8h9SKl
"I have to go."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKEWrFH1yo
"Where you going?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg6sPcnyVY
"Home. Away from you."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBLg0mih8B
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P5joQ3tpc
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lQmGGuoXl
"Oh, and E?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39squqxuCM
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwybI24TLWJ
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYCWCvGMLP
"Fuck off, and goodbye."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALcnNBv1Hu
"I love you too!"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlZ9qHxtVZ
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxXYAMN3Gi
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1esbzKoBb
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAHiJMJMSW
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT25meRGPxu
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kg4onsQ4f
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXWrLuEgIc
"What's it now?" I asked.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtvIAAIG6V
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRKyTyCYM1
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdA5Bkzlpl
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cLvCRzGn8
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkulTapK8nl
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29qI3eGMZV
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAtpVH5Zlx
"Rozii?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOreXr91iCr
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbm9GiZ4FD
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGTf8JXYBh
"Please don't laugh."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlAQMR6wSt
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IFbZclHLx
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1v18JtKr6
My story is interrupted by his laughter.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxGVqvsYv9
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ9JVHCsLG
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNeSiAGFo7
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNahjyYMoM
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF41ccLJ7oY
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeBwGOOvgM
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSFgdDvRYJ
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIps4sQA8f
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7ZkZuXnKY
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TXqCUEHKO
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzLfQH2Vnz
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ6JiJcQ7r
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA8KYQFb8S
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvYJv3OXHy
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9NvlfxD92
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AV6vHnECu
Bad hair. I hate that term.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V3HnjkTFY
"Desta..."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ImAR9N1CJ
"It's fine. I don't need friends."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS78keCxBJ
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4jtTfhrlY
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK3G9XpyZe
"Rozii can be your friend."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyf9f6ftLO
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqEdpcY4yH
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGKHNqiOKG
"I'm not enough."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4GLeAmtGL
"Never say that!"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ChtDTVZP7
Why is he shouting?598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DivGIA4cG
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PHveKL8xB
"Desta—"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3JOhQkB6T
"Shut up."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dkxjvX4S8
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrU6fmJT4n
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm6CMVmESh
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCERBwxTWgn
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z8MVRvXPb
"Answer me."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KiA7NeubL
"Y-yes, Desta."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxS6xMEVhl
"Sir."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQkPy5DnM6
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0wr9eIIpg
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3VAvQ7pxC
"Hold on to the bars."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TRVyncN5T
I do.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY6IQJ6vgR
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h65wKuyNY
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxHqv8qRQj
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4V4n1z88R
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRjvq8Cbqy
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmMDw2cZmL
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloNLhAhKre
Why am I thinking about this now?598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOppTjG0BiB
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7HnQcUElq
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEbbLz0XfX
It's a bloody lie.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yKGks2zSQ
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNHM3IGJhK
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1r1MWsEvv
"Don't come."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMamqqe666
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrLlEEQ7Vn
He pauses to look at me.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTtNk5T8uB
"Please what?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zhOzPdl3M
"Please, sir, please!"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gBiavv1mm
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWk1fnaAvA5
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LDDpN228g
Seriously?598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjZB1KArQN
"That's not what I meant."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZqfHMyH8Z
"Then what did you mean?"598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmOU3N6GMl
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD5YufLGGo
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYg4F5tGBw9
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwjBeERYND
"Come for me."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Bcb3NT7U
One more suck, and I'm a goner.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpzRlf8VJk
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3oUOoQ1Ui
Well, this is it.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzu9Czn78e
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc1ABMNPcO
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfevkpZs0bQ
"You are enough. At least, for now."598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrWXE1t7V5
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXc4FiGkAM
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rfz6snCWa
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG6vFLagAY
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg4p2F364T
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99vdgL3b6Y
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaFx56iTPV
*The Quad, aka Quad598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKHRV9qwmp
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- Night club in Jamaica.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Z2ZSAzng
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
