"So, he made you come by kissing you?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPFY4g9KSy
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QyyN6ILDU
"You like him more than you let on."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKBbf2GaMr
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9eLhG8FdL
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xn9bUZZ6C
"Fuck you," I reply.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarlUpKUjrE
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmqKGAGy7U
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8rBykkfEb
"I have to go."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7RvNtfF8r
"Where you going?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8T4vYqyk0
"Home. Away from you."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaLXJxQCau
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlf4aLet5m
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTiAsZkEch
"Oh, and E?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKZQyoGreV
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbMnw7QoJW
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre8zMcxqEM
"Fuck off, and goodbye."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhhOPN1nLe
"I love you too!"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxZwagPb6S
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9K98S3O0o
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz8Log40lH
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3DOzj7sHO
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHBvXjGnPl
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYtI82c4bO
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinB9DPrELG
"What's it now?" I asked.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lSvRhDqgp
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0HxZY3pua
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVK9cALEjy
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQxTrgLCrR
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6ffEDmMKH
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsySKZAUVI
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e0Ypcdfxl
"Rozii?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI2KhtOP2F
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrU7SQUa8F
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoczTLYjBR
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He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyS6ssd4t9
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjrao8TwXX
My story is interrupted by his laughter.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAwhDiGfpP
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAHd1mGv5j
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9a2wwywIL
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFTJ4XnWpG
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI64BoMhFnh
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnshmUhUiUt
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuYqwsHlUa
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3Rpt555j2
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrszlcNOky7
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHezEI9El7Q
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTymSRvl3ZQ
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNwUapQgrX
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgExvPSayZ
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzKtRbXocJ
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaScZpg5p1c
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvbnjK8hxk
Bad hair. I hate that term.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c52OJHrsM
"Desta..."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntMCTgQlnq
"It's fine. I don't need friends."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTg4OZmrwD
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBhGqfsF1I
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjBpsRqJz6
"Rozii can be your friend."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxiYCpxBAK
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnpuiqN99m
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLRqrhT9Xx
"I'm not enough."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqCiWY4FzN
"Never say that!"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCkGUHPNTm
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUnBCRNVYM
"Desta—"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bbJNhYtSn
"Shut up."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBYvHdfnLk
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMQeA6AYmm
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO22B17V3t
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31a9xAqRmA
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBkydSIXsF
"Answer me."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBQM5y1rFp
"Y-yes, Desta."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG27Gm0h2u
"Sir."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC7XYCrhdL
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFfU7RX70c
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC78UllYmyc
"Hold on to the bars."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXyxTwZEpw
I do.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7xdTyPIvh
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mJxnUv97v
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQBwyyY1HV
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc6OVak7z7
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgGVVEY2aJ
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ye0qD2WmA
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbcCTNeZf8
Why am I thinking about this now?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnXbeNGaeo
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGAULXIn9Z
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5t3K9qE3K
It's a bloody lie.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9qC3FJlGK
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuULiJhXzOH
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjqGuiQ04F
"Don't come."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY6Px381mS
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpdNJ5Hm6I
He pauses to look at me.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKQyJ32qtm
"Please what?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbuaJIIQHu
"Please, sir, please!"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ4DLT5r6o
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct3EZoL6Nf
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JQmCzwVAl
Seriously?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOYYAZpI5C
"That's not what I meant."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLABKFDvMb
"Then what did you mean?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv2p3xUJ2L
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi9etz2HJp
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPnrxKyFsx
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaRNdsKX7z
"Come for me."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgdoY0brIe
One more suck, and I'm a goner.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1hVJQ3b9k
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4ahfxvY3q
Well, this is it.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3XIEVbNSS
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnchQfzIUGQ
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAGGCX06bu
"You are enough. At least, for now."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMAesJIXeP
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP2sIWc8Em
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTwbGqUgh1
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6Uv05ctAY
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZdE3q8Bg4
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyYQau9L1G
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzQb4GjRff
*The Quad, aka Quad635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkirvR2ZBzf
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
