昨晚我徹夜難眠,心中之火燒得更加猛烈。981Please respect copyright.PENANAVh7TJPzYXq
981Please respect copyright.PENANAIxMBYx8WV5
從前只要跟著阿熹作選擇,通常會平安無事,但是正正因為這樣,令我覺得自己簡直活在他的暗影之下。981Please respect copyright.PENANAcPoCUF7Usu
981Please respect copyright.PENANAcIezmLpONW
要是沒有他指引,我會變成怎樣?981Please respect copyright.PENANAKDy6xN7DN6
981Please respect copyright.PENANAMqeAMuUdfP
能夠做得更好嗎?不知道,答案只能在未來揭曉。981Please respect copyright.PENANAwi5radXfpA
981Please respect copyright.PENANAoypn5jQ8mz
我們是朋友,相信他確視我作真心朋友。981Please respect copyright.PENANA6slhw67Ohd
981Please respect copyright.PENANAPkNtScDd4h
但…坦白說,我很明白過去自己對他的依賴關係,已經不似是朋友,說是師徒可能更適合。981Please respect copyright.PENANAyTdtt8yr38
981Please respect copyright.PENANAwBiPFe2Ua3
對於這種關係,我不甘心,所以坦白說,我的確難以視他作朋友。981Please respect copyright.PENANAExFkRn3RGI
981Please respect copyright.PENANAmToEgGOOlh
你可以說這是妒忌。981Please respect copyright.PENANA6cTcn0Egym
981Please respect copyright.PENANAyvtRlARH0T
好,我承認自己確有妒忌,雖然有著一個如同非洲人的外貌,但他才華的光芒太耀眼了,實在太耀眼了!981Please respect copyright.PENANAgrEMB1sFK7
981Please respect copyright.PENANAlN8Ma9wl2D
但在他旁邊,我簡直就好像汁男一樣!981Please respect copyright.PENANA2gopGFOlPQ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAjIoVCGR4ET
所謂汁男,就是在AV裡負責從旁助興,造出人多勢眾的感覺,增加影片氣氛,必要時做些不用露面的演員。很多時候,只能輕微觸摸一下女優,呆站比表演的時間多,關鍵的出鏡時間只有兩秒,簡直就是無藥可救的可憐蟲。981Please respect copyright.PENANAwDTNn84wB9
981Please respect copyright.PENANAr7CssYK7Of
而在每次每次,阿熹都是最出眾的男優,只有他才可以與女優作最親密的接觸。981Please respect copyright.PENANAlbExPpqjrQ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAzlMxxvx8Oo
我這種可有可無的汁男,跟這種光芒耀眼的男優做朋友,真的可以嗎?981Please respect copyright.PENANAbDZlssQnj7
981Please respect copyright.PENANA3tgmtrO3u1
981Please respect copyright.PENANAh1esSmrFMY
我從來沒有想過這個問題,只是希望盡快能夠晉升為男優,一個比阿熹更優越的男優,如果可以,我更希望他被降為汁男……981Please respect copyright.PENANAEOJQkghx8a
981Please respect copyright.PENANA2Id5Fffu6W
可以現實哪有這麼如意,我只是繼續當我的汁男,他就繼續當他的男優,一直以來,這個地位的差距都沒有得到一個突破。981Please respect copyright.PENANA1xlPY0u4ko
981Please respect copyright.PENANAeg9dUwrATk
981Please respect copyright.PENANAl5xG8IOuB3
但!今次不再會這樣了!981Please respect copyright.PENANA5RYcnc3P3S
981Please respect copyright.PENANADzpc5UapVQ
我要藉著今次魚柳包的事件脫離暗影!981Please respect copyright.PENANAp7ej5HGeA2
981Please respect copyright.PENANAQzL7JLCtuI
981Please respect copyright.PENANAQDbx640i8q
只要把握今次的機會,動用「巴別塔」的力量作後勤,比阿熹更迅速地破解魚柳包事件,早一步把M記的假面具剝下,就能證明自己的實力,時代就會轉換……981Please respect copyright.PENANASWhuCCg0IV
981Please respect copyright.PENANAghkXLzJTQK
981Please respect copyright.PENANAAaODIKpFeU
我將不再是一個寂寂無名的可憐汁男,而是擁有非凡實力的新晉男優!981Please respect copyright.PENANAgkt6OSrRrl
981Please respect copyright.PENANAkUbkJWnE3o
981Please respect copyright.PENANAYOPHRCnzUc
一想到這裡,一想到將來能夠擁有的榮譽,我就忍不住大笑起來了!981Please respect copyright.PENANAhyRd3zoonZ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAKZBcB5hQUJ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAMOFd8mIn9A
為了得到更多的資訊,我自昨晚到現在,努力不懈地處理有關「巴別塔」的問題。981Please respect copyright.PENANA4ntOppjuLz
981Please respect copyright.PENANAG0WyyTw6Di
這份無聊又沒前途的IT Support,現在發揮了極佳的作用,在沒有人監管情況下,其實私人時間是挺多的。981Please respect copyright.PENANA07frc9XkiH
981Please respect copyright.PENANAKpwsn9ZnPT
而且巡察論壇,搜索資料,撰寫新聞稿,討論開發中app的效能,與四眼仔溝通,全都可以用一部I Phone解決。981Please respect copyright.PENANAYNNqMYDDty
981Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8ZKAr2o45
背影看來正處理公務,雙手卻在處理私人事情,絕對是一個完美的形態,這一刻我真的感謝老母多管閒事了。981Please respect copyright.PENANAqqGbD0K3r7
981Please respect copyright.PENANA6MObTQhyEt
981Please respect copyright.PENANAeHm3bSQdYM
時間比以前過得快得多,感覺輕鬆自在,望望手錶,又夠鐘放工了,我執拾好東西,離開窄得要命的貨倉。981Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5P9LWDnqn
981Please respect copyright.PENANAe8VCZatcvp
彷彿一隻搞錯時間的蝙蝠一樣,離開黑暗寧靜的山洞後,外面居然陽光普照,而且正有一群人類在用粗暴機械在剷平森林一樣。981Please respect copyright.PENANAs3qOc8GcE6
981Please respect copyright.PENANAeBaDzfwsnO
視感,聽覺,嗅覺與精神一拼受到嚴重打擊。981Please respect copyright.PENANA5IIGKUIVSS
981Please respect copyright.PENANASEqEULPzy6
雖然貨倉窄,但是寧靜,舊光管的薄弱白光提供了足夠的照明度,而且很多時候都是獨處,對象都是電腦,至少比起外面,這裡讓我過得更自在。981Please respect copyright.PENANAO6OhCmcZRv
981Please respect copyright.PENANAVPxpqUTtYt
我瞇著眼,走出門市,用了足足五秒才開始適應這種討厭的環境。981Please respect copyright.PENANA0BEoCdlqky
981Please respect copyright.PENANAiddaEmTzbo
一如以往,沒有半個人理會我,更沒有人向我道別,聽起來好像很可憐,可是這種孤獨,正是我最想要的。981Please respect copyright.PENANAzlJK1dyP6r
981Please respect copyright.PENANA70Mn3ZSa8T
981Please respect copyright.PENANAZeOzqP4Tro
離開公司,所有關於工作的問題都拋諸腦後,現在終於能夠專心處理論壇的問題。981Please respect copyright.PENANAIBTqQaVNl6
981Please respect copyright.PENANACE8U9QA0Mt
其實在公司空閒時候可以用I Phone處理的問題,我都已經處理好了,其他就留待回家後再搞吧。981Please respect copyright.PENANAJJCPazrYXd
981Please respect copyright.PENANAwabEOGjDYP
今晚有點特別,老豆和老母需要出席某個遠房親戚的婚宴,丟下我和細妹兩人獨自吃晚飯。981Please respect copyright.PENANA7P29UxH0v3
981Please respect copyright.PENANASW908fswCB
原以為細妹會找朋友吃飯,今晚自己到樓下茶記隨便買盒乾炒牛河當晚飯就可以了。981Please respect copyright.PENANAnbGoex31VY
981Please respect copyright.PENANAGxuUbvIGVd
但她居然罕有地whatsapp我,稱今晚約不到朋友,叫我放工後聯絡,相約到哪吃晚飯。981Please respect copyright.PENANAzSntsC3oJ4
981Please respect copyright.PENANAVQrfcFSu2O
981Please respect copyright.PENANAmePc6ujnnB
所以放工後,我就乘地鐵到黃大仙,在不遠處已看到她在便利店看雜誌封面的背影。981Please respect copyright.PENANAvaI0mRTUgp
981Please respect copyright.PENANA1v2C1NAW4q
她與我讀書時的女同學不一樣,上身沒有薄羊毛外衣,只是單純地穿著純白的長袖恤衫,配上紅藍色格子短裙和黑色及膝襪,顯出她的不拘小節。981Please respect copyright.PENANAqaxk4bxcZX
981Please respect copyright.PENANAQYlOlnWV1c
求學時期特有的青春馬尾以純白的恤衫作背景,輕輕搖擺。981Please respect copyright.PENANAgdBJZEfFfJ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAXdc2Dnqj9W
嗯……為何女學生的恤衫總是特別純潔,特別潔白?981Please respect copyright.PENANAnPvlKCwccR
981Please respect copyright.PENANAhs7sJzIGOF
看衣著,就知她放學後大概到了什麼地方閒逛而未有回家。981Please respect copyright.PENANAmXirgUsixZ
981Please respect copyright.PENANABKfHFQRJXU
在我這個高達180CM的猛男面前,她就有如小矮人一樣,我走近叫喚她一聲:「菁。」981Please respect copyright.PENANAYxusS99YkQ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAq0RHP9izbl
平常我都叫「喂」的,今次不知為何口誤一下。981Please respect copyright.PENANAdFHhuwOEuv
981Please respect copyright.PENANAoN9nKQOTCu
她一回頭,一臉若無其事地簡單回應一句:981Please respect copyright.PENANA21GXTyZu0V
981Please respect copyright.PENANAHDwYzd0zpr
「行啦。」981Please respect copyright.PENANAG5bymbF68N
981Please respect copyright.PENANA5rHNXVoWLL
981Please respect copyright.PENANAiChjzj9UkJ
我們就並行離開地鐵站,去到了一家距離家有大段距離的四川菜館吃晚飯。981Please respect copyright.PENANA57yEyxVhe5
981Please respect copyright.PENANAalnVtXTMfd
這是她提議的,反正我們兩兄妹也嗜辣的,所以是個好選擇,剛好今日是閒日,人也不多,一進去就能入座。981Please respect copyright.PENANAtuovyi6UZQ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAUekzC1SshD
店面的燈非常多,讓店內也算是大的空間保持光猛,桌椅放得不太密,坐下來也挺輕鬆,沒有壓迫感。981Please respect copyright.PENANADeizIyyMSy
981Please respect copyright.PENANA41bdtk8BnX
我們的位置是處於角落的淺木色小圓桌,我拿夾在牙簽筒與醋瓶之間的菜單給細妹,整間店的牆壁上,大半都鑲上了鏡子,而在鏡子頂端就貼著一張張寫上不同菜式的長條形顏色紙。981Please respect copyright.PENANAWsAU8oGohy
981Please respect copyright.PENANAIsBYS7wBzq
我左顧右盼不同的顏色紙,看看上面寫的菜式,有什麼想吃的。981Please respect copyright.PENANAfCzmpwXqzy
981Please respect copyright.PENANAPzCiL0XiLW
沒什麼心水,看看細妹,打算詢問她的意見。981Please respect copyright.PENANApjaO9NcJTn
981Please respect copyright.PENANA21DDbgjjdG
看她就想,雖說我們是兄妹,但外表卻完全不相似。981Please respect copyright.PENANAdNFAjRAaCp
981Please respect copyright.PENANAvVzo2wMyMD
我的眼大,她的比我更圓,而且沒有我的橫扁鼻子與薄唇大嘴巴,取而代之是高鼻樑與豐唇小嘴。981Please respect copyright.PENANAf63QE117bp
981Please respect copyright.PENANAi7hzkdaS3h
這個世界總有些怪事,就是一個粗亢野蠻的男人,總會有個容貌不錯的女兒,壞基因跑到哪裡?981Please respect copyright.PENANAYJe3nO6tud
981Please respect copyright.PENANASx7mhF3ndx
大概跑到我身上吧。981Please respect copyright.PENANAL0o0uIgRfG
981Please respect copyright.PENANANXlYVQejXM
媽的,上帝真不公平,如果情況是相反的話,我是個美男的話,你說多好呢?981Please respect copyright.PENANAtkwQCt8eFJ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAqKPflGh7rb
我用力貶一下眼,將這種無聊的負面情緒趕走,然後輕輕地向注視著菜單的她問:「有咩心水啊?」981Please respect copyright.PENANADRccup7G9x
981Please respect copyright.PENANAFEqCXCnX8A
「男人老狗無主見咩?」她望也沒望過我一眼,懶懶閒說。981Please respect copyright.PENANA4xKpCBSZmx
981Please respect copyright.PENANAHxDPe7ZCPq
真的目中無人,雖說我真的沒什麼主意……為了作為兄長的尊嚴,我必須硬著頭皮反駁:「睇你想食乜姐,你諗到咪就下你囉,比發言權你又話鬼我,想點先?一係我叫哂囉。」981Please respect copyright.PENANAjaXmQy2iwv
981Please respect copyright.PENANAa4vHgE0faO
她聽罷把菜單合上,然後笑嘻嘻地望著我說:981Please respect copyright.PENANA6lXPJcWGXb
981Please respect copyright.PENANAIXLXmt4ir4
「好啊,你叫啦。」981Please respect copyright.PENANAiRdU2me6fe
981Please respect copyright.PENANAibmNk27zxu
這個笑容!我永遠都不會忘記這個笑容!這就是以前撞破我打飛機時的惡鬼笑容!981Please respect copyright.PENANAgau7kL2nqF
981Please respect copyright.PENANAhL8fBMYoAe
沒有回應她,我只舉手叫一聲:「伙計!」981Please respect copyright.PENANAQObv8WqOMg
981Please respect copyright.PENANAUrIMi2nX0w
伙計一秒後就來到,拿著筆與紙候命。本來沒什麼好主意,準備隨便叫幾個菜的我開口前,細妹就連珠爆發,說出一個又一個菜色。981Please respect copyright.PENANAG20n3KTy0p
981Please respect copyright.PENANAbJXrcop6Sr
見伙計火速記下,我根本沒有插話的機會,整個叫菜的過程就完結了。981Please respect copyright.PENANAkDXpC0BopQ
981Please respect copyright.PENANAn6vsN5pq6S
一共五個小菜兩碗担担麵。981Please respect copyright.PENANAbHOd9Fh5Pl
981Please respect copyright.PENANAH8p2FKWBOB
媽的,看來這餐沒三百元也走不掉了。981Please respect copyright.PENANA0igW78Xfoj
981Please respect copyright.PENANAyzJ6BdoqzI