洗畫具其間,同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。441Please respect copyright.PENANAXinOlTg7Jf
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我的身後,也排了數人。441Please respect copyright.PENANAJl31w5qPom
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關水喉——441Please respect copyright.PENANA8a0fe6CUMf
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我洗完,便讓位給下一個人,把畫筆等等物歸原處。441Please respect copyright.PENANArRXHdFoL42
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「傾姐,你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。441Please respect copyright.PENANApSg1azrUWj
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「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟?」女同學再問。441Please respect copyright.PENANAqbAYmlcHMB
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陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前,被多名同學包圍,也被爭相發問。441Please respect copyright.PENANAUVKdcaPrhg
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「嗯,算係啦。」傾姐回答。441Please respect copyright.PENANAUO7nqrVr45
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「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅?幅畫叫咩名?主題係咩?」有同學問。441Please respect copyright.PENANAvNOr0HZTSb
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我豎起了耳朵。441Please respect copyright.PENANAGVIyzmD8Bb
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清醒!快點清醒吧!孫正直存在的目的,是要完成傾姐的願望。441Please respect copyright.PENANASGS03sFG6y
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」441Please respect copyright.PENANAxrCM6KeghO
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脫離現有的生活,是什麼意思?441Please respect copyright.PENANAQoDJD8HWny
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她對現狀有什麼不滿?內心嚮往著怎樣的生活?441Please respect copyright.PENANAXXloAkFNiB
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今天一定要搞懂這些問題!要不然,我根本無法對症下藥。441Please respect copyright.PENANAIroBD13sMG
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神明丁說過要珍惜時間,我不能夠有一刻的分心。441Please respect copyright.PENANAahQZ9odStB
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於是,我走了過去,聚集在同學堆中。441Please respect copyright.PENANAAuf4Vyvww2
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「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》,主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。441Please respect copyright.PENANAu6WN1cwAVP
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「傾姐,你點會孤獨啊?有我地係度吖嘛!」謝美婷說話了。441Please respect copyright.PENANANSEllVDkfL
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「係囉,傾姐,你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說,想安慰她。441Please respect copyright.PENANAT09tFFg5Rw
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「喂,喂,你地一個二個做咩啊?我交份功課啫,你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說,叫大家不用想太多。441Please respect copyright.PENANAbYk7UnG4JO
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當下,我猜大部分人都相信了她的話,都一起去看其他人的作品了。441Please respect copyright.PENANAOuDh8ydJhY
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唯獨我,仍然站在畫前。441Please respect copyright.PENANA8bt15s6ire
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認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。441Please respect copyright.PENANAeKO5bwqoPU
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畫中女人所穿的衣服,並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸,頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。441Please respect copyright.PENANAOkUaiL9skR
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那麼,她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。441Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ2L6nspdO
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她畫的是內心世界?漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。441Please respect copyright.PENANAETI0BEGvzP
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還是……441Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9Iw1YOR1E
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陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方?她會在夜晚,有心事的時候,到海邊坐一坐?441Please respect copyright.PENANAskoQUhiQSM
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我摸著下巴,默默地想。441Please respect copyright.PENANAgOiz0are9X
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今晚我要再去一次,看看她會不會出現。441Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZarkGj9z4
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「喂,你地睇下新同學哩幅?」大家終於走到窗邊,都在注視我的作品。441Please respect copyright.PENANAmbFuo4XuX2
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當中也包括傾姐。441Please respect copyright.PENANAHuNShGtQ6A
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「現代主義?現代派風格嘅畫作?」有男同學賞識,「用指紋做背景,夠抽象,同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」441Please respect copyright.PENANAavgSihMOht
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「孫正直,過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。441Please respect copyright.PENANAOiqihZMAhB
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我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題,腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。441Please respect copyright.PENANAikdsfQIhlI
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不久,連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。441Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ7sr8E2PE
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「哩幅畫中間個女仔,你畫嘅係邊個?」有人問。441Please respect copyright.PENANAItjYNb5Kkj
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聽到這問題,我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼,與她對視了一下。441Please respect copyright.PENANAwqlq98YY4p
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最後下課的鐘聲響起,我還沒回答,大家就散開了。441Please respect copyright.PENANAKykghegvxz
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「啲畫留係度就可以,乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。441Please respect copyright.PENANAgHLtshbTY5
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「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說,一個個地離開視覺藝術室。441Please respect copyright.PENANARgC2eIZZKn
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上了數層樓梯,我獨自地回到班房。441Please respect copyright.PENANAQONMy8NJeE
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歐陽派終於把手機還給我,說裡面入了很多同學的電話。441Please respect copyright.PENANAf8dajSAaGs
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「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相,其他女同學都有幾張,等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。441Please respect copyright.PENANA91mlSTnNcS
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「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說,稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。441Please respect copyright.PENANAK2HrrtiUUr
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突然,門外有人猛烈地敲門,「叩叩叩——」441Please respect copyright.PENANAE4c0Leabac
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他個子很高,兇神惡剎,像是中六的同學。441Please respect copyright.PENANASdt6GFjawQ
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陸傾兒這時要進來了,他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。441Please respect copyright.PENANAxjQYd16pHZ
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「傾姐。」他敬重地說。441Please respect copyright.PENANAhw9s9p2w4t
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「阿豪?」傾姐認識他,「做咩事咁躁?」441Please respect copyright.PENANAU7qvCo955N
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「琴日啊,你地班有條友,放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少,要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說,「依加蔣少話要見佢。」441Please respect copyright.PENANA9NxuAxDUSv
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對了,還有一個叫蔣少的人。441Please respect copyright.PENANAWFWDF9ujSp
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他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係?他們會是情侶嗎?441Please respect copyright.PENANABzhRdHFaM1
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「你地邊個得罪咗人啊?自己企出嚟啦!」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。441Please respect copyright.PENANA4T38dnnIwC
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結果現場鴉雀無聲,無人回應。441Please respect copyright.PENANAYx8EfCuSTV
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這時,又有一個中六同學來到,個子跟阿豪差不多。441Please respect copyright.PENANApyjNrYyfNf
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「喂阿豪,點啊?刮唔刮到條死仔?」他問。441Please respect copyright.PENANAQW2fvE1g4H
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「未啊。」阿豪答,「阿晨,係你見過佢,你捉佢出嚟。」441Please respect copyright.PENANARbmPt5xqsZ
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「鄭家明,自己企出嚟啦,係你喇。」阿晨說,一步步走進我們的班房,走到李可兒的身後,抓住一名男同學的衣領。441Please respect copyright.PENANAsuyxZ5FAWw
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大家都讓開得遠遠的,生怕會被牽連。441Please respect copyright.PENANAwhucrreXxn
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「我……我咩都冇做過啊!」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了,「我只係……」441Please respect copyright.PENANAkvJq4J63bv
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「唔洗同我講,等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來,強行要把他拖出去。441Please respect copyright.PENANAJpkwr0Pg0k
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看不過眼,阿豪也過來幫忙。441Please respect copyright.PENANAGTYmom3lFp
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鄭家明的身型不算瘦小,但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯,一下子就被夾走了。441Please respect copyright.PENANASmAhDqBSJg
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我全程目睹,但幾乎說不出話。441Please respect copyright.PENANAply0lMuVv0
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「喂……」久久才能發一聲。441Please respect copyright.PENANAoVWSEC9RNA
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「咩?」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。441Please respect copyright.PENANAba5aBFbUFd
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「有冇收到料?知唔知咩事?」我逼切地問。441Please respect copyright.PENANAFHHcrFrLXq
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「唔知啊,但係蔣少,或者佢班馬仔,間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說,聲線發抖,「好運嘅,玩一個星期,唔好運嘅,玩到你退學。」441Please respect copyright.PENANAc8sPhHZTQW
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「中途如果邊個插手,去幫被人玩嗰個,下一個就會到佢。」他再說。441Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z9TNXrN00
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然後,他再次拍我的肩膀。441Please respect copyright.PENANAbIEqMXBi9z
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「所以,唔好理咁多喇,總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說,摸摸胸口,「畀人玩嗰啲,最多咪忍埋今年,下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業,就唔會再有事。」441Please respect copyright.PENANA9ho1n33IH7
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「咩冇嘢啊,有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說,「忍一年?點忍啊,根本一日都唔應該忍!」441Please respect copyright.PENANA0EIb6u4sRl
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「傻仔,你唔好亂諗嘢啊,千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸,「如果唔係,下一個就到你喇。」441Please respect copyright.PENANAM3ojNeFUGI
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「到時佢地有可能,叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度,又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說,「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」441Please respect copyright.PENANAIX495e6ZA7
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聽到這裡,我沒有再反駁什麼。441Please respect copyright.PENANAuEpPVvHUXK
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的確,其他人的事與我無關。441Please respect copyright.PENANAkpBUHeWH4h
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那個叫鄭家明的人,只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外,便沒有什麼交情,他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。441Please respect copyright.PENANAjh1ElqwTdN
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即使前去幫他,也不會有什麼利益回報,連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。441Please respect copyright.PENANAy2Xd2bocKF
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再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上,可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。441Please respect copyright.PENANAjK19NuDPnz
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萬一每日小息都被抓去玩,就麻煩了。441Please respect copyright.PENANAr0UEGTv5bT
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所以,還是坐視不理吧。441Please respect copyright.PENANAe6IxEplrQn
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神明丁說過,祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我,十分明白這句話的含意,因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。441Please respect copyright.PENANATA7sH8fgWf
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在專注去救一個人的時候,就可能顧不上其他人。441Please respect copyright.PENANAxE988mGqoa
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因此即使從神的角度來看,我的做法也沒有錯。441Please respect copyright.PENANAFIoONic0C7
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經過以上種種理性分析之後,我安心地拿出手機,逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。441Please respect copyright.PENANAvt1vzMDFNE
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刪著一張,刪著一張……441Please respect copyright.PENANAdIRKZkVGSO
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刪了五、六張之後……441Please respect copyright.PENANAOTZbJ9hJsp
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我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照,有舉中指的,有基情的。441Please respect copyright.PENANAFMm9d2YhyC
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他們都是快樂的高中男生。441Please respect copyright.PENANAr1BXSyUgTb
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「唉。」我眼已紅,沒能刪掉。441Please respect copyright.PENANAB64ib5CrFS
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根據我做這麼多年人的經驗,我充分地明白了一個道理。441Please respect copyright.PENANAJeVSk4GvxW
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對了,為什麼我會忘記了呢?這個非常重要的人生座右銘。441Please respect copyright.PENANA5QOjlCOndb
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「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」441Please respect copyright.PENANA0iNRYkLf5A
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如果理性分析是可靠的話,當年我就不會錯失這麼多了,如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。441Please respect copyright.PENANAhjV08pOZkW
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人生所有的藉口,都是理性分析的產物。441Please respect copyright.PENANApuxLen8yiq
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關了手機屏幕,把手機放進褲袋。441Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZAiATXY6K
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「歐陽派,我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說,站了起來。441Please respect copyright.PENANAgaEOAWBrDq
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「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。441Please respect copyright.PENANA0qYVFpBfvt
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「唔好意思。」我抱歉。441Please respect copyright.PENANAMH20ek24pt
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「如果廁所太多人,太逼嘅話,就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。441Please respect copyright.PENANAgpogrMhmkN
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「知道,唔該晒。」我感謝他。441Please respect copyright.PENANAmdVLzTOmPy
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離開班房的時候,我跟站在門邊的傾姐,點了一下頭。441Please respect copyright.PENANA1VS6FnOkS6
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才徐徐加快腳步。441Please respect copyright.PENANAuijvKLl6pn
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