洗畫具其間,同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。689Please respect copyright.PENANA8Sq5ILrjjO
689Please respect copyright.PENANAQemHSBYtcK
我的身後,也排了數人。689Please respect copyright.PENANAo4q7eRv1M4
689Please respect copyright.PENANAUBAobNf3qN
關水喉——689Please respect copyright.PENANAtaP25KLHMb
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我洗完,便讓位給下一個人,把畫筆等等物歸原處。689Please respect copyright.PENANAe4HCbTRxzY
689Please respect copyright.PENANA54wT0Bxhwh
「傾姐,你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAz8AX14Yxeo
689Please respect copyright.PENANACsM3Lf1JtF
「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟?」女同學再問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAXMECmQXdiw
689Please respect copyright.PENANATWriFMwptm
陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前,被多名同學包圍,也被爭相發問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtd1bATKlAD
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「嗯,算係啦。」傾姐回答。689Please respect copyright.PENANAESkhYiwRaV
689Please respect copyright.PENANAgsozW5HtOY
「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅?幅畫叫咩名?主題係咩?」有同學問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAYovCmgbVgi
689Please respect copyright.PENANAJA9Kb3QmdJ
我豎起了耳朵。689Please respect copyright.PENANARMJ8fREIjZ
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清醒!快點清醒吧!孫正直存在的目的,是要完成傾姐的願望。689Please respect copyright.PENANAlzUHaz0gHw
689Please respect copyright.PENANAq8mik9VSUX
「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAR8wNH8Zb8s
689Please respect copyright.PENANAUj6Vg36R9M
脫離現有的生活,是什麼意思?689Please respect copyright.PENANAWTHx10Hw8C
689Please respect copyright.PENANAjmUDvPIhxO
她對現狀有什麼不滿?內心嚮往著怎樣的生活?689Please respect copyright.PENANASSzidy4Mrz
689Please respect copyright.PENANAuMuNWUwpIq
今天一定要搞懂這些問題!要不然,我根本無法對症下藥。689Please respect copyright.PENANApyAcLmzL6q
689Please respect copyright.PENANAifFdbmGk8L
神明丁說過要珍惜時間,我不能夠有一刻的分心。689Please respect copyright.PENANAXVteJcvzFR
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於是,我走了過去,聚集在同學堆中。689Please respect copyright.PENANAgvlB9brO7w
689Please respect copyright.PENANArgESzKE9NA
「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》,主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAOFNTcfJLTs
689Please respect copyright.PENANAHUX65FjSQZ
「傾姐,你點會孤獨啊?有我地係度吖嘛!」謝美婷說話了。689Please respect copyright.PENANA9fYANOduCS
689Please respect copyright.PENANAFVbNXps1y4
「係囉,傾姐,你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說,想安慰她。689Please respect copyright.PENANARNJIdfEClN
689Please respect copyright.PENANAFcme8r5FpJ
「喂,喂,你地一個二個做咩啊?我交份功課啫,你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說,叫大家不用想太多。689Please respect copyright.PENANAPfm66P9uSV
689Please respect copyright.PENANAntohI39KEF
當下,我猜大部分人都相信了她的話,都一起去看其他人的作品了。689Please respect copyright.PENANADv2NmJZk6Y
689Please respect copyright.PENANAyeNPENL9ut
唯獨我,仍然站在畫前。689Please respect copyright.PENANA9nixAb7NAl
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認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。689Please respect copyright.PENANAOe9X8vOzVq
689Please respect copyright.PENANASvfBy6lXDq
畫中女人所穿的衣服,並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸,頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。689Please respect copyright.PENANAaaObBG5oFz
689Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZXCimcbOw
那麼,她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。689Please respect copyright.PENANAMINs2zd6Iq
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她畫的是內心世界?漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。689Please respect copyright.PENANANIX94YLWSt
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還是……689Please respect copyright.PENANAA3PnaM9Q8f
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陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方?她會在夜晚,有心事的時候,到海邊坐一坐?689Please respect copyright.PENANAP10nsQucbJ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAiSASwovBNz
我摸著下巴,默默地想。689Please respect copyright.PENANAkMfWRgMAH3
689Please respect copyright.PENANAV6LfZYFOOV
今晚我要再去一次,看看她會不會出現。689Please respect copyright.PENANA3y4xXQzc9u
689Please respect copyright.PENANA0JPBTpfoBb
「喂,你地睇下新同學哩幅?」大家終於走到窗邊,都在注視我的作品。689Please respect copyright.PENANAfQnD2lZ6Gi
689Please respect copyright.PENANAeRQZJcHKA1
當中也包括傾姐。689Please respect copyright.PENANAdhvMQ0WQV3
689Please respect copyright.PENANAVyVQfJr7mI
「現代主義?現代派風格嘅畫作?」有男同學賞識,「用指紋做背景,夠抽象,同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAEDP7eZA3uf
689Please respect copyright.PENANAGA4V0eUpTl
「孫正直,過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。689Please respect copyright.PENANACwAW1IZmuZ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAA66XRQLgjv
我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題,腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。689Please respect copyright.PENANAiDDyW388dQ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAvBNALzcGQh
不久,連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。689Please respect copyright.PENANAIZ1PjRVDc5
689Please respect copyright.PENANAePRUzVbCv2
「哩幅畫中間個女仔,你畫嘅係邊個?」有人問。689Please respect copyright.PENANA3TX5EbXOrJ
689Please respect copyright.PENANA3IZIqa0khO
聽到這問題,我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼,與她對視了一下。689Please respect copyright.PENANAu179pxUO9f
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最後下課的鐘聲響起,我還沒回答,大家就散開了。689Please respect copyright.PENANALoK5Pvvoq9
689Please respect copyright.PENANAhxWLrTjxd4
「啲畫留係度就可以,乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAdQjgKagMkZ
689Please respect copyright.PENANA7bD9SUkju0
「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說,一個個地離開視覺藝術室。689Please respect copyright.PENANAMC3CN4rS9b
689Please respect copyright.PENANAinH9ciYfxe
上了數層樓梯,我獨自地回到班房。689Please respect copyright.PENANAm9Zpr3JmmY
689Please respect copyright.PENANA3jDApe4259
歐陽派終於把手機還給我,說裡面入了很多同學的電話。689Please respect copyright.PENANAoH6lql1oc9
689Please respect copyright.PENANAfpUAsQ3vy9
「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相,其他女同學都有幾張,等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAsHdJBnHXqG
689Please respect copyright.PENANAYQ09mhrzS7
「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說,稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtjeKBq1ZMq
689Please respect copyright.PENANAogh6Hxask7
突然,門外有人猛烈地敲門,「叩叩叩——」689Please respect copyright.PENANA747RtnS3lS
689Please respect copyright.PENANAJ74E9BSOpR
他個子很高,兇神惡剎,像是中六的同學。689Please respect copyright.PENANAUUCbbjJ06w
689Please respect copyright.PENANA1HALxhSo0Q
陸傾兒這時要進來了,他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。689Please respect copyright.PENANABGFDMjVYLh
689Please respect copyright.PENANARshxC0UljY
「傾姐。」他敬重地說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAbypJIdmYdq
689Please respect copyright.PENANAaREqrWVQRv
「阿豪?」傾姐認識他,「做咩事咁躁?」689Please respect copyright.PENANAVKc3bFOSaV
689Please respect copyright.PENANAa6zBx3TPWx
「琴日啊,你地班有條友,放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少,要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說,「依加蔣少話要見佢。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA0pXYrMKAEz
689Please respect copyright.PENANAcS541hCVGZ
對了,還有一個叫蔣少的人。689Please respect copyright.PENANAvOoN7ZZqUV
689Please respect copyright.PENANAgRIJhKUZ8d
他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係?他們會是情侶嗎?689Please respect copyright.PENANABjRtSTB9Dq
689Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1J9K1i0xn
「你地邊個得罪咗人啊?自己企出嚟啦!」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAVlctJihBU7
689Please respect copyright.PENANAEBNJUfTH3R
結果現場鴉雀無聲,無人回應。689Please respect copyright.PENANA98nNdmjBY0
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這時,又有一個中六同學來到,個子跟阿豪差不多。689Please respect copyright.PENANAOwQuiEteV2
689Please respect copyright.PENANALUr9EKcjcB
「喂阿豪,點啊?刮唔刮到條死仔?」他問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAHfFIcsgZgU
689Please respect copyright.PENANAaWw9PWPHqw
「未啊。」阿豪答,「阿晨,係你見過佢,你捉佢出嚟。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAwwj8tgWZ0s
689Please respect copyright.PENANABXk0hj7dBt
「鄭家明,自己企出嚟啦,係你喇。」阿晨說,一步步走進我們的班房,走到李可兒的身後,抓住一名男同學的衣領。689Please respect copyright.PENANAsERpsskttw
689Please respect copyright.PENANAmf5U2Ye5Uj
大家都讓開得遠遠的,生怕會被牽連。689Please respect copyright.PENANAYpQ9Jghxv1
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「我……我咩都冇做過啊!」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了,「我只係……」689Please respect copyright.PENANAzpvVsyi0gN
689Please respect copyright.PENANAvZfxgO5Ay7
「唔洗同我講,等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來,強行要把他拖出去。689Please respect copyright.PENANAjiS50IveV8
689Please respect copyright.PENANAkDQeZGxths
看不過眼,阿豪也過來幫忙。689Please respect copyright.PENANASJaPkb1PmQ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAtI8wVF05VZ
鄭家明的身型不算瘦小,但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯,一下子就被夾走了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAQA6IgxAZJ2
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我全程目睹,但幾乎說不出話。689Please respect copyright.PENANACWCPQT95dC
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「喂……」久久才能發一聲。689Please respect copyright.PENANAWSWqcsqDW0
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「咩?」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。689Please respect copyright.PENANAM0Jtt1dVTN
689Please respect copyright.PENANAHI8rBryL6F
「有冇收到料?知唔知咩事?」我逼切地問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAPobxk2ebv7
689Please respect copyright.PENANAZyN44X3p1N
「唔知啊,但係蔣少,或者佢班馬仔,間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說,聲線發抖,「好運嘅,玩一個星期,唔好運嘅,玩到你退學。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAvznRfzpYVI
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「中途如果邊個插手,去幫被人玩嗰個,下一個就會到佢。」他再說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAah7vl9HPLt
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然後,他再次拍我的肩膀。689Please respect copyright.PENANA5KjEVZ7qG5
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「所以,唔好理咁多喇,總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說,摸摸胸口,「畀人玩嗰啲,最多咪忍埋今年,下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業,就唔會再有事。」689Please respect copyright.PENANArPQYh6mzjS
689Please respect copyright.PENANAe2lUEyuBhg
「咩冇嘢啊,有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說,「忍一年?點忍啊,根本一日都唔應該忍!」689Please respect copyright.PENANAJZ3kuezece
689Please respect copyright.PENANAZu3ZQZVjRG
「傻仔,你唔好亂諗嘢啊,千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸,「如果唔係,下一個就到你喇。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAgdFtsLgc8K
689Please respect copyright.PENANAlW4zyeVf5U
「到時佢地有可能,叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度,又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說,「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAcEoHrFiA9s
689Please respect copyright.PENANAG9C8XLESD5
聽到這裡,我沒有再反駁什麼。689Please respect copyright.PENANAaCeLfSBBps
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的確,其他人的事與我無關。689Please respect copyright.PENANAymvebK0LNm
689Please respect copyright.PENANA5BOLR51bEF
那個叫鄭家明的人,只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外,便沒有什麼交情,他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。689Please respect copyright.PENANAZt3BHON24S
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即使前去幫他,也不會有什麼利益回報,連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。689Please respect copyright.PENANAd9za1di5QU
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再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上,可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。689Please respect copyright.PENANAxUQrqJ0qzY
689Please respect copyright.PENANAjX21iA2wH9
萬一每日小息都被抓去玩,就麻煩了。689Please respect copyright.PENANASosts3QKgK
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所以,還是坐視不理吧。689Please respect copyright.PENANAyWXwuhmetA
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神明丁說過,祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我,十分明白這句話的含意,因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。689Please respect copyright.PENANAEPaHiuXSXH
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在專注去救一個人的時候,就可能顧不上其他人。689Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ldf19NBQ7
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因此即使從神的角度來看,我的做法也沒有錯。689Please respect copyright.PENANAoWnwmw2h9x
689Please respect copyright.PENANAtVQ7LBcfkB
經過以上種種理性分析之後,我安心地拿出手機,逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。689Please respect copyright.PENANAsDjyRwd4yY
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刪著一張,刪著一張……689Please respect copyright.PENANA7c3IxotSbT
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刪了五、六張之後……689Please respect copyright.PENANAJKCvQyLSKy
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我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照,有舉中指的,有基情的。689Please respect copyright.PENANAWFonZw2x7X
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他們都是快樂的高中男生。689Please respect copyright.PENANARM92j9Zn49
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「唉。」我眼已紅,沒能刪掉。689Please respect copyright.PENANAF9iuvo7Qx1
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根據我做這麼多年人的經驗,我充分地明白了一個道理。689Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ75ndPB2j
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對了,為什麼我會忘記了呢?這個非常重要的人生座右銘。689Please respect copyright.PENANAKCThsRJ0k0
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「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZqaKjc3g8
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如果理性分析是可靠的話,當年我就不會錯失這麼多了,如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAzBNoxxBE2j
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人生所有的藉口,都是理性分析的產物。689Please respect copyright.PENANAICOw5HFbur
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關了手機屏幕,把手機放進褲袋。689Please respect copyright.PENANAR8GE8oexUe
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「歐陽派,我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說,站了起來。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtoGdYaqrDW
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「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。689Please respect copyright.PENANA7GBadFSxYv
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「唔好意思。」我抱歉。689Please respect copyright.PENANAm4vRuOI10W
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「如果廁所太多人,太逼嘅話,就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。689Please respect copyright.PENANA0Zp5D2MmHq
689Please respect copyright.PENANAtUctX2YrMI
「知道,唔該晒。」我感謝他。689Please respect copyright.PENANA3oJ9Z6I7H5
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離開班房的時候,我跟站在門邊的傾姐,點了一下頭。689Please respect copyright.PENANAYpxAVJgVUd
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才徐徐加快腳步。689Please respect copyright.PENANA0DqqclZWOq
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