洗畫具其間,同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。440Please respect copyright.PENANAERz7fFpU5v
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我的身後,也排了數人。440Please respect copyright.PENANA7lRQqqBR4H
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關水喉——440Please respect copyright.PENANASqaylIsNWO
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我洗完,便讓位給下一個人,把畫筆等等物歸原處。440Please respect copyright.PENANA9WyoBbeaD9
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「傾姐,你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。440Please respect copyright.PENANAMhfCoPgSco
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「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟?」女同學再問。440Please respect copyright.PENANA6F2FW5hMVo
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陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前,被多名同學包圍,也被爭相發問。440Please respect copyright.PENANAVesy5H3MjU
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「嗯,算係啦。」傾姐回答。440Please respect copyright.PENANAzbdYyVFY62
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「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅?幅畫叫咩名?主題係咩?」有同學問。440Please respect copyright.PENANAj8W4FdJEg5
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我豎起了耳朵。440Please respect copyright.PENANAc8egPtGFCE
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清醒!快點清醒吧!孫正直存在的目的,是要完成傾姐的願望。440Please respect copyright.PENANAGQamMRH5kt
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAlwfNt3Vr0Q
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脫離現有的生活,是什麼意思?440Please respect copyright.PENANAaLDfZJThC2
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她對現狀有什麼不滿?內心嚮往著怎樣的生活?440Please respect copyright.PENANABvQGMjylxi
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今天一定要搞懂這些問題!要不然,我根本無法對症下藥。440Please respect copyright.PENANA4tgdfrDpdQ
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神明丁說過要珍惜時間,我不能夠有一刻的分心。440Please respect copyright.PENANAtN83zFePa9
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於是,我走了過去,聚集在同學堆中。440Please respect copyright.PENANAE4X0lzmo0D
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「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》,主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。440Please respect copyright.PENANAeUc1x2E8uk
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「傾姐,你點會孤獨啊?有我地係度吖嘛!」謝美婷說話了。440Please respect copyright.PENANAoW1r6lEcY6
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「係囉,傾姐,你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說,想安慰她。440Please respect copyright.PENANAKtUfDXvAc6
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「喂,喂,你地一個二個做咩啊?我交份功課啫,你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說,叫大家不用想太多。440Please respect copyright.PENANA7T87oZCw30
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當下,我猜大部分人都相信了她的話,都一起去看其他人的作品了。440Please respect copyright.PENANAKrdUrF9F9f
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唯獨我,仍然站在畫前。440Please respect copyright.PENANAtR7KDTnXG5
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認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。440Please respect copyright.PENANAMptmbFXlx6
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畫中女人所穿的衣服,並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸,頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。440Please respect copyright.PENANAsUrQxmQulR
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那麼,她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。440Please respect copyright.PENANAVkCUzi6tb0
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她畫的是內心世界?漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。440Please respect copyright.PENANAAT7LDbv6DA
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還是……440Please respect copyright.PENANAkF9YCbTI3S
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陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方?她會在夜晚,有心事的時候,到海邊坐一坐?440Please respect copyright.PENANA4A74w288YN
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我摸著下巴,默默地想。440Please respect copyright.PENANAMa6nPtVaZW
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今晚我要再去一次,看看她會不會出現。440Please respect copyright.PENANAaO08khSW7m
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「喂,你地睇下新同學哩幅?」大家終於走到窗邊,都在注視我的作品。440Please respect copyright.PENANAmbRtWCjmQW
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當中也包括傾姐。440Please respect copyright.PENANAu686gbhuGI
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「現代主義?現代派風格嘅畫作?」有男同學賞識,「用指紋做背景,夠抽象,同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAlBuzXXNCO4
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「孫正直,過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。440Please respect copyright.PENANALHZFgjirMQ
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我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題,腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。440Please respect copyright.PENANAKZ7pejI8Kg
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不久,連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。440Please respect copyright.PENANAO2e2Mr1n7C
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「哩幅畫中間個女仔,你畫嘅係邊個?」有人問。440Please respect copyright.PENANAaFOOpuldyK
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聽到這問題,我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼,與她對視了一下。440Please respect copyright.PENANAVaKqUqnTc7
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最後下課的鐘聲響起,我還沒回答,大家就散開了。440Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3BljnvIkM
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「啲畫留係度就可以,乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。440Please respect copyright.PENANA98QA08pLeh
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「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說,一個個地離開視覺藝術室。440Please respect copyright.PENANADlgYwIzFTu
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上了數層樓梯,我獨自地回到班房。440Please respect copyright.PENANAfDDXn05Auj
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歐陽派終於把手機還給我,說裡面入了很多同學的電話。440Please respect copyright.PENANAtBKVINIVpp
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「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相,其他女同學都有幾張,等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。440Please respect copyright.PENANA42r1Jnm64V
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「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說,稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。440Please respect copyright.PENANAeLDVIZ9oVK
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突然,門外有人猛烈地敲門,「叩叩叩——」440Please respect copyright.PENANAtjiekGjfzj
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他個子很高,兇神惡剎,像是中六的同學。440Please respect copyright.PENANAEvHNIfY2oD
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陸傾兒這時要進來了,他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。440Please respect copyright.PENANArsgrCy0mMs
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「傾姐。」他敬重地說。440Please respect copyright.PENANAJV8i6GeY1V
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「阿豪?」傾姐認識他,「做咩事咁躁?」440Please respect copyright.PENANAnDpNXlY6kA
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「琴日啊,你地班有條友,放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少,要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說,「依加蔣少話要見佢。」440Please respect copyright.PENANApNbmXiBSrW
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對了,還有一個叫蔣少的人。440Please respect copyright.PENANA6AfpvsMS5b
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他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係?他們會是情侶嗎?440Please respect copyright.PENANAXK35Z2zTQR
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「你地邊個得罪咗人啊?自己企出嚟啦!」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。440Please respect copyright.PENANAhZAZdYL9AJ
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結果現場鴉雀無聲,無人回應。440Please respect copyright.PENANA9BWNYHV1Bw
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這時,又有一個中六同學來到,個子跟阿豪差不多。440Please respect copyright.PENANAazLt1YHgCu
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「喂阿豪,點啊?刮唔刮到條死仔?」他問。440Please respect copyright.PENANAOggIMoM73g
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「未啊。」阿豪答,「阿晨,係你見過佢,你捉佢出嚟。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAjdrxcUiKLa
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「鄭家明,自己企出嚟啦,係你喇。」阿晨說,一步步走進我們的班房,走到李可兒的身後,抓住一名男同學的衣領。440Please respect copyright.PENANAFXBHpm5d6D
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大家都讓開得遠遠的,生怕會被牽連。440Please respect copyright.PENANAUD8DSurA8c
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「我……我咩都冇做過啊!」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了,「我只係……」440Please respect copyright.PENANAgwCcBbFzK2
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「唔洗同我講,等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來,強行要把他拖出去。440Please respect copyright.PENANAbyRe2eBdrb
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看不過眼,阿豪也過來幫忙。440Please respect copyright.PENANAYrOEZ77Yjh
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鄭家明的身型不算瘦小,但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯,一下子就被夾走了。440Please respect copyright.PENANAdZW8QExbUU
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我全程目睹,但幾乎說不出話。440Please respect copyright.PENANAAifyvkOEMi
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「喂……」久久才能發一聲。440Please respect copyright.PENANA7qmFfrjplC
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「咩?」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。440Please respect copyright.PENANAidEugSLh1A
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「有冇收到料?知唔知咩事?」我逼切地問。440Please respect copyright.PENANA6H8NxNJEen
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「唔知啊,但係蔣少,或者佢班馬仔,間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說,聲線發抖,「好運嘅,玩一個星期,唔好運嘅,玩到你退學。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAby5t2dT11M
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「中途如果邊個插手,去幫被人玩嗰個,下一個就會到佢。」他再說。440Please respect copyright.PENANAX56op7gCAn
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然後,他再次拍我的肩膀。440Please respect copyright.PENANASMH1wbgiot
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「所以,唔好理咁多喇,總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說,摸摸胸口,「畀人玩嗰啲,最多咪忍埋今年,下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業,就唔會再有事。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAkHHNFckZPJ
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「咩冇嘢啊,有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說,「忍一年?點忍啊,根本一日都唔應該忍!」440Please respect copyright.PENANAF8zTo6h2gw
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「傻仔,你唔好亂諗嘢啊,千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸,「如果唔係,下一個就到你喇。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAt7vzFCXkGd
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「到時佢地有可能,叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度,又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說,「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAbdD4kOZyUZ
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聽到這裡,我沒有再反駁什麼。440Please respect copyright.PENANAsjfYteqEbe
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的確,其他人的事與我無關。440Please respect copyright.PENANAYYViAArkCC
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那個叫鄭家明的人,只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外,便沒有什麼交情,他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。440Please respect copyright.PENANAo6J1hGOzeD
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即使前去幫他,也不會有什麼利益回報,連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。440Please respect copyright.PENANA8LIDzzieFQ
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再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上,可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。440Please respect copyright.PENANA1prNLNThsC
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萬一每日小息都被抓去玩,就麻煩了。440Please respect copyright.PENANAJT7Wp61FbA
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所以,還是坐視不理吧。440Please respect copyright.PENANAj1y2V0EcEO
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神明丁說過,祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我,十分明白這句話的含意,因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。440Please respect copyright.PENANADQDhsLRd88
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在專注去救一個人的時候,就可能顧不上其他人。440Please respect copyright.PENANA2y3wCDJdqc
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因此即使從神的角度來看,我的做法也沒有錯。440Please respect copyright.PENANAjEybObspd8
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經過以上種種理性分析之後,我安心地拿出手機,逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。440Please respect copyright.PENANAhGo6wzGvSk
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刪著一張,刪著一張……440Please respect copyright.PENANA2JjtZYCDJ9
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刪了五、六張之後……440Please respect copyright.PENANAbgwZrJNwVS
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我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照,有舉中指的,有基情的。440Please respect copyright.PENANA7HG4m8loGv
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他們都是快樂的高中男生。440Please respect copyright.PENANARvIRxz8NDT
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「唉。」我眼已紅,沒能刪掉。440Please respect copyright.PENANAYDk9XOOQKs
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根據我做這麼多年人的經驗,我充分地明白了一個道理。440Please respect copyright.PENANAXzWc9936A9
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對了,為什麼我會忘記了呢?這個非常重要的人生座右銘。440Please respect copyright.PENANAYdSxgnjiJV
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「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」440Please respect copyright.PENANAgDkW5jUaUG
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如果理性分析是可靠的話,當年我就不會錯失這麼多了,如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。440Please respect copyright.PENANAsX9tRGKDCD
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人生所有的藉口,都是理性分析的產物。440Please respect copyright.PENANAGK7OQhVZY9
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關了手機屏幕,把手機放進褲袋。440Please respect copyright.PENANAgdmRTbJIkv
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「歐陽派,我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說,站了起來。440Please respect copyright.PENANAmPjVHtrMcU
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「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。440Please respect copyright.PENANAUUcw5cFLSf
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「唔好意思。」我抱歉。440Please respect copyright.PENANAaCfhPFCYD7
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「如果廁所太多人,太逼嘅話,就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。440Please respect copyright.PENANAHIwgG7Ekod
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「知道,唔該晒。」我感謝他。440Please respect copyright.PENANABg785pY1kr
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離開班房的時候,我跟站在門邊的傾姐,點了一下頭。440Please respect copyright.PENANAEoVWTREuNl
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才徐徐加快腳步。440Please respect copyright.PENANA1trTRXlJfJ
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