洗畫具其間，同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sq5ILrjjO
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQemHSBYtcK
我的身後，也排了數人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4q7eRv1M4
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBAobNf3qN
關水喉——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaP25KLHMb
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M5VxAiec9
我洗完，便讓位給下一個人，把畫筆等等物歸原處。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4HCbTRxzY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54wT0Bxhwh
「傾姐，你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8AX14Yxeo
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsM3Lf1JtF
「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟？」女同學再問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMECmQXdiw
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWriFMwptm
陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前，被多名同學包圍，也被爭相發問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd1bATKlAD
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMhjZ6o61k
「嗯，算係啦。」傾姐回答。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESkhYiwRaV
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsozW5HtOY
「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅？幅畫叫咩名？主題係咩？」有同學問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYovCmgbVgi
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA9Kb3QmdJ
我豎起了耳朵。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMJ8fREIjZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi6lpeo3tH
清醒！快點清醒吧！孫正直存在的目的，是要完成傾姐的願望。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzUHaz0gHw
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8mik9VSUX
「陸傾兒，17歲的少女，願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8wNH8Zb8s
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj6Vg36R9M
脫離現有的生活，是什麼意思？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTHx10Hw8C
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmUDvPIhxO
她對現狀有什麼不滿？內心嚮往著怎樣的生活？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSzidy4Mrz
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMuNWUwpIq
今天一定要搞懂這些問題！要不然，我根本無法對症下藥。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyAcLmzL6q
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifFdbmGk8L
神明丁說過要珍惜時間，我不能夠有一刻的分心。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVteJcvzFR
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmm7AjMloC
於是，我走了過去，聚集在同學堆中。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvlB9brO7w
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgESzKE9NA
「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》，主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFNTcfJLTs
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUX65FjSQZ
「傾姐，你點會孤獨啊？有我地係度吖嘛！」謝美婷說話了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fYANOduCS
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVbNXps1y4
「係囉，傾姐，你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說，想安慰她。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNJIdfEClN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcme8r5FpJ
「喂，喂，你地一個二個做咩啊？我交份功課啫，你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說，叫大家不用想太多。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfm66P9uSV
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntohI39KEF
當下，我猜大部分人都相信了她的話，都一起去看其他人的作品了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv2NmJZk6Y
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeNPENL9ut
唯獨我，仍然站在畫前。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nixAb7NAl
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp56ntfuzRi
認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe9X8vOzVq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvfBy6lXDq
畫中女人所穿的衣服，並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸，頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaObBG5oFz
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZXCimcbOw
那麼，她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMINs2zd6Iq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGrR5fdvWl
她畫的是內心世界？漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIX94YLWSt
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2nzedX6p3
還是……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3PnaM9Q8f
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k0RcQn5vX
陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方？她會在夜晚，有心事的時候，到海邊坐一坐？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP10nsQucbJ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSASwovBNz
我摸著下巴，默默地想。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMfWRgMAH3
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6LfZYFOOV
今晚我要再去一次，看看她會不會出現。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y4xXQzc9u
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JPBTpfoBb
「喂，你地睇下新同學哩幅？」大家終於走到窗邊，都在注視我的作品。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQnD2lZ6Gi
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRQZJcHKA1
當中也包括傾姐。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhvMQ0WQV3
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyVQfJr7mI
「現代主義？現代派風格嘅畫作？」有男同學賞識，「用指紋做背景，夠抽象，同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDP7eZA3uf
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA4V0eUpTl
「孫正直，過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwAW1IZmuZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA66XRQLgjv
我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題，腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDDyW388dQ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBNALzcGQh
不久，連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ1PjRVDc5
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePRUzVbCv2
「哩幅畫中間個女仔，你畫嘅係邊個？」有人問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TX5EbXOrJ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IZIqa0khO
聽到這問題，我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼，與她對視了一下。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu179pxUO9f
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bC90qfC9e
最後下課的鐘聲響起，我還沒回答，大家就散開了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoK5Pvvoq9
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxWLrTjxd4
「啲畫留係度就可以，乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQjgKagMkZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bD9SUkju0
「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說，一個個地離開視覺藝術室。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC3CN4rS9b
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinH9ciYfxe
上了數層樓梯，我獨自地回到班房。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9Zpr3JmmY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jDApe4259
歐陽派終於把手機還給我，說裡面入了很多同學的電話。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH6lql1oc9
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpUAsQ3vy9
「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相，其他女同學都有幾張，等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHdJBnHXqG
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ09mhrzS7
「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說，稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjeKBq1ZMq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogh6Hxask7
突然，門外有人猛烈地敲門，「叩叩叩——」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ747RtnS3lS
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ74E9BSOpR
他個子很高，兇神惡剎，像是中六的同學。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUCbbjJ06w
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HALxhSo0Q
陸傾兒這時要進來了，他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGFDMjVYLh
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRshxC0UljY
「傾姐。」他敬重地說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbypJIdmYdq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaREqrWVQRv
「阿豪？」傾姐認識他，「做咩事咁躁？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKc3bFOSaV
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6zBx3TPWx
「琴日啊，你地班有條友，放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少，要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說，「依加蔣少話要見佢。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pXYrMKAEz
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS541hCVGZ
對了，還有一個叫蔣少的人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOoN7ZZqUV
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRIJhKUZ8d
他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係？他們會是情侶嗎？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjRtSTB9Dq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1J9K1i0xn
「你地邊個得罪咗人啊？自己企出嚟啦！」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlctJihBU7
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBNJUfTH3R
結果現場鴉雀無聲，無人回應。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98nNdmjBY0
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43fjC4Fjfb
這時，又有一個中六同學來到，個子跟阿豪差不多。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwQuiEteV2
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUr9EKcjcB
「喂阿豪，點啊？刮唔刮到條死仔？」他問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfFIcsgZgU
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWw9PWPHqw
「未啊。」阿豪答，「阿晨，係你見過佢，你捉佢出嚟。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwj8tgWZ0s
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXk0hj7dBt
「鄭家明，自己企出嚟啦，係你喇。」阿晨說，一步步走進我們的班房，走到李可兒的身後，抓住一名男同學的衣領。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsERpsskttw
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf5U2Ye5Uj
大家都讓開得遠遠的，生怕會被牽連。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpQ9Jghxv1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCZpkwTc9C
「我……我咩都冇做過啊！」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了，「我只係……」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpvVsyi0gN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZfxgO5Ay7
「唔洗同我講，等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來，強行要把他拖出去。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiS50IveV8
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDQeZGxths
看不過眼，阿豪也過來幫忙。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJaPkb1PmQ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI8wVF05VZ
鄭家明的身型不算瘦小，但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯，一下子就被夾走了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA6IgxAZJ2
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaojn5BFh2
我全程目睹，但幾乎說不出話。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWCPQT95dC
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIGEmdfePN
「喂……」久久才能發一聲。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSWqcsqDW0
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB1rdq46jh
「咩？」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0Jtt1dVTN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI8rBryL6F
「有冇收到料？知唔知咩事？」我逼切地問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPobxk2ebv7
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyN44X3p1N
「唔知啊，但係蔣少，或者佢班馬仔，間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說，聲線發抖，「好運嘅，玩一個星期，唔好運嘅，玩到你退學。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvznRfzpYVI
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnrsdiTi07
「中途如果邊個插手，去幫被人玩嗰個，下一個就會到佢。」他再說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah7vl9HPLt
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQGR5pEZHm
然後，他再次拍我的肩膀。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KjEVZ7qG5
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf39tJCkwI
「所以，唔好理咁多喇，總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說，摸摸胸口，「畀人玩嗰啲，最多咪忍埋今年，下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業，就唔會再有事。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPQYh6mzjS
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2lUEyuBhg
「咩冇嘢啊，有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說，「忍一年？點忍啊，根本一日都唔應該忍！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ3kuezece
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu3ZQZVjRG
「傻仔，你唔好亂諗嘢啊，千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸，「如果唔係，下一個就到你喇。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdFtsLgc8K
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW4zyeVf5U
「到時佢地有可能，叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度，又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說，「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEoHrFiA9s
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9C8XLESD5
聽到這裡，我沒有再反駁什麼。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCeLfSBBps
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzFTujcRFA
的確，其他人的事與我無關。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymvebK0LNm
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BOLR51bEF
那個叫鄭家明的人，只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外，便沒有什麼交情，他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt3BHON24S
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKHOcXjAfu
即使前去幫他，也不會有什麼利益回報，連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9za1di5QU
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ00G2TbGf
再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上，可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUQrqJ0qzY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX21iA2wH9
萬一每日小息都被抓去玩，就麻煩了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSosts3QKgK
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpThVXw1wn
所以，還是坐視不理吧。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWXwuhmetA
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2DAaf4e9c
神明丁說過，祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我，十分明白這句話的含意，因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPaHiuXSXH
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbOauEA5S1
在專注去救一個人的時候，就可能顧不上其他人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ldf19NBQ7
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9K8UQQiGY
因此即使從神的角度來看，我的做法也沒有錯。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWnwmw2h9x
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVQ7LBcfkB
經過以上種種理性分析之後，我安心地拿出手機，逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDjyRwd4yY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpgLL4BWa1
刪著一張，刪著一張……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c3IxotSbT
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzW9Z17KkK
刪了五、六張之後……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKCvQyLSKy
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ6gpgre7O
我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照，有舉中指的，有基情的。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFonZw2x7X
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRyFWRQAYN
他們都是快樂的高中男生。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM92j9Zn49
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「唉。」我眼已紅，沒能刪掉。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9iuvo7Qx1
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根據我做這麼多年人的經驗，我充分地明白了一個道理。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ75ndPB2j
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對了，為什麼我會忘記了呢？這個非常重要的人生座右銘。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCThsRJ0k0
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「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZqaKjc3g8
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如果理性分析是可靠的話，當年我就不會錯失這麼多了，如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBNoxxBE2j
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人生所有的藉口，都是理性分析的產物。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICOw5HFbur
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關了手機屏幕，把手機放進褲袋。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8GE8oexUe
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「歐陽派，我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說，站了起來。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoGdYaqrDW
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「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GBadFSxYv
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「唔好意思。」我抱歉。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4vRuOI10W
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「如果廁所太多人，太逼嘅話，就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Zp5D2MmHq
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「知道，唔該晒。」我感謝他。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oJ9Z6I7H5
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離開班房的時候，我跟站在門邊的傾姐，點了一下頭。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpxAVJgVUd
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才徐徐加快腳步。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DqqclZWOq
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