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我的話很快就被這裡的安靜給吞沒。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSCBc12xq5
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他不會在回答我任何一句話，也不會再用他那冷漠的表情看著我。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V5ZHPo22x
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面對早已死去的他，我還眷戀什麼？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpkgkKOvqV
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「這位子真的很適合你啊。」把頭撇向窗外，回憶。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XjAxNNnzN
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不適合處於熱鬧環境的你，肯定很滿意阿龍他們選的這裡吧？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5oIbySScV
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雖然這是我自以為是的猜測。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN7w1B9Lyc
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我始終不了解你，無論是你生前、還是死後。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TU8xhFYpr
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留下那麼多謎給我，你覺得公平嗎？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQo9PwHQUs
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「阿龍他們一直都很想你，你應該知道的吧？」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXAh8g7Qjy
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你是有聽到的吧？即使你無法在回答我。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrGxwp4rp5
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當年阿龍告訴我你的事情時，他是抱著怎樣的心情？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQh5JvkFAl
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而同樣在場的小迪呢？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY29t5q8Hjd
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你的死狀甚至是你生命的最後一刻，都是由他們兩個親眼見證，他們承受的痛苦是我無法想像的。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC7pdc5542
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但是他們沒有逃避，甚至和其他人一起處理你的後事，他們勇敢面對你的死亡。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡru1qdQltuf
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那我呢？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Eh62lOse8
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逃避了一年多才來見你，你會生氣嗎？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFtCXMCSEO
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……還是，你一直在等我來這裡？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPXtoOAKIW
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你沒有任何生氣和不諒解、只有等待？是這樣嗎？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5gbfU6gue
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「我改，妳等我，好好照顧自己。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMnQQyVUDP
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「我也在等你，等你的改變。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SczuSPHsk
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可是已經等不到了啊。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPhRL8mtMh
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楊瑀峰，我已經等不到你了，怎麼辦？我還沒看到改變後的你、還沒等到你回頭帶著我重新開始我們的一切，你怎麼就先走了？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQT0eQMUav
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視線從窗外移回到瑀的照片上，緩緩的吐了口長氣。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCDhB4liKf
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「對不起。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYb9bj7Hjn
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眼淚不知何時滑落至臉龐，我沒有用手抹去，一年了，該讓自己好好的為你流一次淚。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ4iil6CZT
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一直累積在心裡滿滿的愧疚終於有了出口，我蹲下身，把頭埋進手臂裡，哭泣。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSaIfy6kxd
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謝謝你曾經走進我的生命裡。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ6t6EiqM0
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已經逝去的人，只能活在回憶裡了。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGpwpumZP1
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二零一二年，一月。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3B8ghKxo1
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練團室一直持續的音樂終於停止，我放下手中的貝斯，跟著其他人一起收拾器具。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXpq66gyhf
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高一那時我進了熱音社，和幾個在社團認識的朋友一起組團，開始融入熱鬧的環境。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99AXkgwGeV
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「妳變了」這句話從我玩音樂開始就有人對我說。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY4QqeHfdO
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不在陰沉、不在獨來獨往。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW698dTJKO6
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我喜歡現在的自己，這樣是好的，至少我是這樣認為。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCfVzSZyfv
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和大家道別後，我走到離此處不遠的公車站。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbrDeONK09
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已經九點多了，天色很暗，還好今天並沒有很冷。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQumBKPoPoA
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在我準備坐下等待的時候，公車緩緩的從遠方開過來。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LTa0f36II
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真是剛好啊。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5wOtJ97sP
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走上前招手，公車在我這站停下，車門在我面前打開。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOkZDyP3UG
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拿著悠遊卡刷過感應區，車上人不多，我馬上走到最後面並找到位子坐下來。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW03mll70Hi
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放下沉重的貝斯，頭靠向了窗，睡意開始來襲。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU8SVSDv6p
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等到我再次睜開雙眼時，已經快到家了。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceVyzck4CF
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微微的伸了個懶腰，感覺很累、莫名的累。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOQAigVcCh
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有人比我早一步按了下車鈴，我起身，走到後門口，等到公車停了車門開了才下車。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJuwPQTal7
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慢慢的朝家的方向前進。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYAaUsGESZ
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有時候會突然很懷念有人載我的時候呢！259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzE7Cin4gu
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但是已經是過去。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUCPxBxfWK
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他真的會改嗎？我們還有機會復合嗎？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1GXPHV4lO
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這問題一直在腦中盤旋，但始終是無解。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgSS6vrqWQ
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到了家門口，翻了口袋拿出鑰匙打開鐵門。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrRW6wDX2D
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我用最快的速度走進房間並關上門，把貝斯放好後馬上癱倒在床上。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5hQ8u7i5L
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好累。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSxBknMCMH
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已經懶得爬起來去洗澡了，洗澡這種事等隔天睡醒在做吧。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4shomWEjL
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我把手機放置在窗戶邊，調好睡姿，入眠。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9YGDPNdE5
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〈我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重 …… 〉259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WCcSHn5bW
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嗯？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQtXEi8jsE
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〈誠實的過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走 ……〉259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfWPOjVt4c
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努力的睜開雙眼，我好像睡了一段時間了，而窗邊的手機一直在響。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhmNudzsJc
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伸出手拿了手機，螢幕上顯示沒有看過的號碼，而時間是深夜一點多，原來我從回家之後就睡了這麼久？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e6TnKnQoF
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〈愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感動 ……〉259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKwmn9tvd2
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我按了接聽，把手機放置耳邊，喂了一聲。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudIzBbMZ1o
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「妳是橋嗎？」一個很耳熟的聲音傳入耳裡。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB9upRWATc
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他是誰？我沒辦法立刻想起來。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL3bahDiOd
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「嗯，你哪位？」大概是剛睡醒的關係，我口氣並沒有很好。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4rXxt2TqN
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「我是阿龍，林正龍。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsvT4DvKT7
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阿龍？我瞬間驚醒過來，為什麼阿龍會打給我？他怎麼會有我的號碼。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhIjbkTod9
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我沒有提出我的疑問，他打過來讓我有種很不好的預感，他的聲音……感覺不太對。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cCXECsZgG
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「阿楊走了。」在我聽到他喘了很大口氣之後，他才說了這句。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQRUnytFHo
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走了？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYh0qQMXqJ
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「走去哪？」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8ikxReARr
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車，出了車禍，緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重，阿楊他──死了。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGpB0XC5Qm
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我愣愣的握著手機，一時不知道該說些什麼才好。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBNhAS9eey
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怎麼可能？兩個月前他才打給我不是嗎？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0vdGRCR5x
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不可能。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0lSJNHLPv
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「你別騙我了。」我說。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AQbUsrJPC
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「葉星橋──」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8TfIU5knw
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我掛上了電話，手機關機。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJrVv11rm7
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把手機放回窗邊，我起身開了房門，走向廚房，打開冰箱從裡面拿出之前我放在裡面的啤酒，然後再走回房間，關門。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREN9UBHLS5
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毫不猶豫的開了酒，喝下去。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimKgmns99V
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腦袋一片空白，我不停的喝著、毫無意識的喝著。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mVMLJyZXZ
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車，出了車禍，緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重，阿楊他──死了。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡit3m6SXP1K
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忘不掉……259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eU1negWFv
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為什麼會這樣……259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx4ppb1cSs
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殘酷的事實總是重傷人心，你──從此完全退出我的人生。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWPisyC5gI
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