半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsMVPBP4wM
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ519qcoG5tC
「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5ytsNocx8
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bDnLcs0Fd
我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2pEtgfsAM
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5dI0BuYXT
大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa0ua5b4cD
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzb0h7QJkl
食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevVh10sM52
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICzS9vBMNw
剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKXF3oZQWC
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjexNxMCr2H
「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYVsnDoDCX
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1GFGFoOVk
「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI323Fg4Or
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkJQIsugxi
把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIzzDLachw
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5nQSdXHEb
在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJkG6DBFYq
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULLHJmwgiN
朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE72K7wh1lY
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卻停下了。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve8s9H6xQQ
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6HBDqXwVs
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDU6gGSPo5S
「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7n2HVpZHW
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdXLUlpmos
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KiATxqff9
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMUueEE2X8
「變態！」她推開我。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCC6uyARE3
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtvg1hzalb
「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oqGBVSgI6
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2wnF9Bgth
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchyOAdEs42
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAhvSpWDEa
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zTl7zTWCV
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0LDTiQ7tr
然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYbJy6rCNg
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYxc8yVuro
KO便利店袋則放好。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZUi1GswkC
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xpjPQsBiH
收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e0TWfd9Gl
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wU0yTyrCS
刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM1p2iWaz9
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoEVKNSor8
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R9FrxUiSx
大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKtHUW4Hh8
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfVzxb7AUI
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPC8ap9lwp
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx0Jz8fwwL
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28guYUl6Hc
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LH67RCDqa
時間已經快將三點。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK58mi2xkZC
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpTR2rtWoc
我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1YktVTgPW
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrkWYqpWhR
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPA6l8yDl7
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY2RJnR5MN
海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYcjqlAqbq
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjfQLOtMR7
三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPkdoBaZu0
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlB4ytj6z9
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36N7HgIWqY
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8kyeVNa5Q
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmBiUMI9xB
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0Bf95obuM
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTUfuIMlFK
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWg5UproyL
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkbUCqPyKd
「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrlak2bLwK
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2W11tWOZ9
「早抖」我發出。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKd0fgqcgF
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DbPRHjC34
最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmDqPunnMT
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrHFSt0NxX
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKq4x5z8VP
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktC2zoRZg9
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORPczYGoqZ
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtmTskswxx
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc37lk185Z
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkJAuBHPan
直至……714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CrioS1Bzo
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHuJzkq7pW
耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOrqQTJoAs
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uo1n00zbT
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWujJoKuS5
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct3LQv9xBH
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8jirIqL61
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7Z4D1mxPd
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCWQDYhGTc
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ247JnlpKuA
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1iOXay3zE
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxh5VNlbNd
「係啊。」祂說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vruUv54ir
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK2z97BtdW
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU5febcowF
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPct6CJ7on
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfucIj7HSZ2
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45HwPvbYen
「係啊。」我說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bg29Pv1we
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrit1oUmzhO
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLcJFhNzlb
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2hp6rjOVW
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB4YNxhCKH
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTzs68Kpa3
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjazENg3d7w
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQvgHK9EAB
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo4tVGhdj0
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOSUqpIivu
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfUwxIFuYa
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdY42Sawn4
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaBeO1PS8S
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhlTNKF0pz
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBOk2fMhmW
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrtP5UIJOs
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifP1H6hlaa
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrxto6TpVw
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtngpuDUZzC
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpBmMX19i2
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyIyfDCemd
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvTPJlTR36
「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80zgbc2xP6
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxEirj9mEj
膝蓋跪了下來。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTRD77r85F
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECSYxggVIk
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F1n4ZAn3N
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRnosRRIdM
「咩能力？」我問。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9skTLkVaI
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmUHJgZv3T
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTOmOuich3
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs12nn7gKN
「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ7yYUzQKo
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8NkiXYzHT
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHMBKXhRJZ
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaJQZeaZJS
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqFqsJK1nT
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGb2b6PzhZ
「所……以？」我想聽下去。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvsggsqWfJ
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX2bI7XTV3
「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirT0KUuXJB
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5w4XnCo7M
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz37ej0KKQ
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze4R2MlDcA
「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyf6M6VdbD
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ984OOTLjng
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmNIoT3ZHA
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauMfYpOSUr
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCQOmRy8Tc
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNdq0NJOMj
「不過，孫正直——」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDeb7KsjYj
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ59ohdfZwL
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUpz9LFPsj
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvWhjBknIP
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QotUSLns1
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeRPnZNhC3
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi6ygeC3kE
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAvhXPCQc0
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPGeKIpoFQ
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzLcYSpxkL
而我，低下了頭。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU4yCEKAs9
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvzgPKXQkQ
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfKhCocXAV
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuiEWL0qW6
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAQpPWhPfT
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNwZjK9NGA
我狠狠地盯著祂。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUknk5S61tt
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcm60TxwqV
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrI86aPIrc
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaECxgRIhHt
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqShQ2uxvQW
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIJve2BdJT
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GdOqdBQ9o
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSufeFN0nU
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rBeedLoEn
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