這算什麼?724Please respect copyright.PENANAYdsDIqwYSc
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突然之間出現,說要給我一個測試,突然之間說完就完。724Please respect copyright.PENANAYVepFVNbm8
724Please respect copyright.PENANATu1T0dZWnR
說什麼,我為傾姐哭了一回,她以後就會改變。724Please respect copyright.PENANAIhq6ASjY0v
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說什麼人最厲害的地方在於改變態度,什麼事都能夠做到。724Please respect copyright.PENANALn8s26fTkm
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說什麼脫離不了人的思維,說什麼不如開創自己的人生。724Please respect copyright.PENANATQrkCs6ybI
724Please respect copyright.PENANAWUbs1eWP8E
神明丁在看著我,手中仍然拿著練習簿。724Please respect copyright.PENANAw1QeTN78au
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我伸手接過練習簿,慢慢站了起來。724Please respect copyright.PENANAPbGDatV7sn
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走去岩石旁邊,拾起厚皮的孤島日記,裡面仍然夾著葉片。724Please respect copyright.PENANAAKGzoAWM5n
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然後便準備下山了。724Please respect copyright.PENANAiuurkJgZK1
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「其實我想聽朝先畀本簿你……」神明丁說。724Please respect copyright.PENANA7Oi6dSNECp
724Please respect copyright.PENANALu2OG7ST6o
「你想去邊?」祂再問,一直注視著我。724Please respect copyright.PENANAKGszLAHMxI
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我嘴巴兩動,「餵雞。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAIAaU1SB8Xf
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一步一步離去,不久消失在祂的眼前。724Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1DnjYm4SJ
724Please respect copyright.PENANAHUFPQws8dZ
到了山腰,我撥開茂密的樹枝葉,走到空曠的樹底。724Please respect copyright.PENANAwlT8G9zhUY
724Please respect copyright.PENANAx50SazFZO3
樹幹旁邊綑了一個雞籠。724Please respect copyright.PENANAifyXrzpTVz
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雞籠是我用很長時間,以枯枝、樹滕和氣根織成的。724Please respect copyright.PENANA0oO5hIYT0j
724Please respect copyright.PENANAfIKAmixL7D
裡面住了三隻山雞。牠們都是雌雞,一年有幾個月會生蛋,其餘時間白養。724Please respect copyright.PENANAlrBOkRo8bB
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養雌雞的好處是,不會晨啼,不會在陽光出來的時候,「額咯咯咯……」724Please respect copyright.PENANAWiot3X643Z
724Please respect copyright.PENANA1CyEMvCoRh
不會告訴我,又一天了。724Please respect copyright.PENANAG6AHWd20Le
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在沒有光的晚上,雞會發雞盲,什麼都看不見。724Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6xn4lvLR4
724Please respect copyright.PENANA6gf2rYxodh
我總是在這個時候,偷雞蛋吃。724Please respect copyright.PENANAWYES643gt4
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現在就是沒有光的時候,但也沒有雞蛋吃。724Please respect copyright.PENANAfswVjHt4a4
724Please respect copyright.PENANAoIJ3CohKtQ
我摘了一個水果,咬了一口,又咬了幾口。724Please respect copyright.PENANAVVWOX9dhQl
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靠著樹幹坐下,我打開神的練習簿,從第一頁開始看起。724Please respect copyright.PENANA0Yt7IGx3MA
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAV1piA1ovmb
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摸著書頁,仍然覺得紙張的質感很特別,像是摸著人的心靈。724Please respect copyright.PENANAsSSoK3OOrE
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但此刻的觸感,跟最初摸的時候不同了。724Please respect copyright.PENANAxLhUw8jPfD
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怎麼說呢?724Please respect copyright.PENANA2dyqCKIwNf
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本來是偏冷感的,現在多了一份溫暖,有冷中帶暖的感覺。724Please respect copyright.PENANA4u3bMw1MpM
724Please respect copyright.PENANAvWZjE4C3PS
「陸傾兒。」我撫摸著。724Please respect copyright.PENANA9cTnLkWR18
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翻開下頁,記錄著我的所思所想。我像個新的人一樣,無知又懷舊地上學。理性又感性地救人。724Please respect copyright.PENANAjAQLrINk33
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那天剛好也是我的生日,完完全全是慶祝我的新生啊。724Please respect copyright.PENANAJbBAQwEVeK
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「新生……」我繼續看著,翻後一頁。724Please respect copyright.PENANASK45NFRORl
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「咁聽住喇喎。」她看著我說,表情漸漸柔和起來。724Please respect copyright.PENANAZbZsVMFc26
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我再點頭。724Please respect copyright.PENANAYY6We8l8nm
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。724Please respect copyright.PENANA8LGJol5KYk
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一天完了,有一個記號「END」。724Please respect copyright.PENANAVRtiu6gZUx
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我馬上看第二天。724Please respect copyright.PENANALrCvR6nHLH
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中六的阿豪和阿晨還沒遭到天譴,還不知道蔣少的下場,李可兒的事情還未處理。724Please respect copyright.PENANAZqyYOuOxBE
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在傾姐以外,仍有很多問題未解決。724Please respect copyright.PENANAoZNNgUmqww
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在海邊替她戴頸巾、蒙眼餵麥提莎、訴說心事……724Please respect copyright.PENANAcjl5hNmnOz
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聽著她說自責的話,讓有共同體會的我,流下了淚。724Please respect copyright.PENANA34pDR3uswL
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「如果我喊一喊,就能夠令佢產生咁大嘅轉變……」724Please respect copyright.PENANA7D1UQYYqcQ
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「咁我做更多嘅嘢,咪會有更大嘅轉變?」724Please respect copyright.PENANA44ZVTfIYs0
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第二天「END」出現。724Please respect copyright.PENANAFk6hbtlsLS
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我蓋上了練習簿。724Please respect copyright.PENANAh314HtSz6u
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雙手把練習簿抱在胸前,深深地感受心靈的重量。724Please respect copyright.PENANARYDcQCVJrO
724Please respect copyright.PENANAmiKGxpUFWh
如果換一個態度去面對,會變成怎樣?724Please respect copyright.PENANAQf6o8jLxyN
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深深地嘆一口氣。既然我已經不合格了,那麼我就不需要在意什麼神的慧根,什麼神的做法,不需要在乎神的目光。我就只需要做我認為對的事,做我自己就可以了。724Please respect copyright.PENANAiXjAcz26kE
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問題是,我不只有一個自己,我有孤獨且軟弱的我,也有堅強而積極的我。724Please respect copyright.PENANAds5UhANxYJ
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活在這個孤島的我,是軟弱的我。這兩天,進入練習簿中的是另一個我。724Please respect copyright.PENANAVV4M7xP9iX
724Please respect copyright.PENANAjkC04UvsWw
但無論哪一個我,都受著過去的影響。724Please respect copyright.PENANAdWKmrOL4Fd
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有人說,過去的經歷會影響人現在的生活。沉重的過去會成為腳上的鎖鏈鐵球,阻礙著自己前進。724Please respect copyright.PENANAcs1YXPSWBK
724Please respect copyright.PENANADTsoLCXVpG
我現在是不是正被過去束縛,而停滯不前?724Please respect copyright.PENANA7JcHwjtyWz
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剛剛看完練習簿,在學校裡的我總是回憶和感觸,放學後也是,看見別人在牽手也感慨一番。724Please respect copyright.PENANA5NM5qdCyLs
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只有一個時候,我變得特別不同。特別珍惜時間,沒有回想過去,腦海像是沒有過去的人一樣只享受現在。724Please respect copyright.PENANAZoirFKi0xN
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「你都有今日。」陸傾兒陰笑,馬上得逞地說,「繼續答頭先嘅問題。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAZhRoy9KaRI
724Please respect copyright.PENANAoha0aOWUkj
「我揀大膽。」我逃避地說。724Please respect copyright.PENANALIhLiqGuwm
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「吓?」她難以置信,激氣地說,「我話畀你知,我突然之間好唔開心!你揀大膽嘅話,你真係要好大膽先得。」724Please respect copyright.PENANA0yYGf9uCgb
724Please respect copyright.PENANAVxND8PhjN5
「嗯,我揀大膽。」我無可避免地說。724Please respect copyright.PENANATFf2h8REkv
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放下練習簿,放在日記旁邊。724Please respect copyright.PENANAXtmB5xqHkR
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我再摘下水果,用石頭砸成幾塊,悄悄放進雞籠子裡。724Please respect copyright.PENANAFMyE0RIj0J
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然後再次坐好。724Please respect copyright.PENANA45bhTIYw1A
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「陸……傾兒。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAM82oiaeoJF
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這一晚,在睡著之前,我一共想起了她四次。724Please respect copyright.PENANAWNXWtxsYyA
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陽光再次出現,睡醒的我看著雞籠,山雞正在喙食水果。724Please respect copyright.PENANAf84RHMxz6T
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紅頭黑頸啡身綠屁股的山雞,並不是常見的家禽品種,而我已經強制養了牠們很久。724Please respect copyright.PENANAINBfFtaGqR
724Please respect copyright.PENANAow3JnDUQV1
一身骯髒的我,這時,有了溫暖的想法。724Please respect copyright.PENANAoEagcjGlKu
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不如拆掉籠子,看看牠們會不會走。724Please respect copyright.PENANAEs1oIqnvpD
724Please respect copyright.PENANAAitwktiTkd
牠們會不會因為這裡有膳食而留下呢?或者,會不會對籠子產生了感情呢?724Please respect copyright.PENANAmppoMcSbzJ
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於是,我伸手去拆開籠子,解開至牠們能夠出來為止。724Please respect copyright.PENANADQYxIGLDKd
724Please respect copyright.PENANAT9O8JPPoBC
坐在一旁的我,看到了有趣的一幕。724Please respect copyright.PENANAwx34Et8Xio
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山雞喙起果肉,馬上跳跳,再拍拍拍拍翼飛走了。724Please respect copyright.PENANAYb82gFpjez
724Please respect copyright.PENANAAwILodecso
第二隻也是,第三隻掉了果肉,回來喙起,也再次起飛了。724Please respect copyright.PENANAlpy1mGzgam
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雖然只能飛五秒左右就墮地,但牠們沒有放棄過逃生,一直跳走跳走飛飛。724Please respect copyright.PENANAoF9EWrQgqj
724Please respect copyright.PENANAQtI72dBuf3
不愧是山雞,有著天生的野性,跟被人類選來圈養的雞種不同。724Please respect copyright.PENANAn3urdhBdPJ
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這些山雞,從基因裡,就有著不被馴服的特徵。724Please respect copyright.PENANAoZIKY4BlBT
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所以,不會甘心一生留在籠裡。724Please respect copyright.PENANAT527o8NflP
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只要有機會,就一定會逃出去,再次過自由自在的生活。724Please respect copyright.PENANA2kaNWNPAks
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那麼,我呢?724Please respect copyright.PENANAJqUvHiBmSq
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我會選擇留在籠子裡,還是想辦法逃出去?724Please respect copyright.PENANAHRFXU6ayQn
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「點啊你?」神明丁問,仍在山頂上等我。724Please respect copyright.PENANAuOJYZrjpVh
724Please respect copyright.PENANASgxfPJzw11
我來到山頂,帶回練習簿和日記。724Please respect copyright.PENANAqfxfH4mUke
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「你好似精神咗喎。」祂說,正在看著我。724Please respect copyright.PENANA8OteUSnTBR
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「係咩?」我問,走到祂的身旁,掠過祂的身旁。724Please respect copyright.PENANACYItELbag6
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屁股坐在扁平岩石上。724Please respect copyright.PENANAbuwU1pC0YG
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第三次出發,我要做到什麼? 724Please respect copyright.PENANArFmhXVyRJV
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最後一次出發,我要過怎樣的一天? 724Please respect copyright.PENANAP9tD2wuq5a
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「神明丁,你覺得我應該點做?」我默默地問。724Please respect copyright.PENANAOkDUGuBSZu
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「最好……唔好咁悶啦。」神明丁說,「太無聊嘅話,冇人會想睇。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAq6UqHD91nC
724Please respect copyright.PENANAXPXvYZolXs
「神明丁,我好多謝你兩日前嚟到哩度。」我說,「係我想讀完本日記就自殺嘅一晚,你及時出現,令我活到今日。」724Please respect copyright.PENANA39NJNCYCE0
724Please respect copyright.PENANAM0PRQnwAZF
「今日,雖然你話我已經唔合格。」我說,「但我一早有咗心理準備,早就同自己講,至少我賺咗沖一個熱水涼、食到魚蛋燒賣。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAAqdfz8BqZO
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「所以,即使我對你有好多不滿,但終歸嚟講,我都係感謝你,能夠嚟搵我嘅。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAATv47NJ7QE
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「係……係。」神明丁聽著。724Please respect copyright.PENANAqneVwNtNdI
724Please respect copyright.PENANARESojfWbec
「今日,」我回歸今日,「我一樣會救想救嘅人,幫要幫嘅人。無論係咪測緊試,我認為我都係要繼續做嘅。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAUa36pO2DPQ
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「嗯,嗯。」祂點著頭。724Please respect copyright.PENANAHlVldJ3mh2
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「今日,我會活得比你『預知』嘅我,更加出色,更加超乎想像。」我宣言。724Please respect copyright.PENANA4lsOObZIuF
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不然的話,就太對不起這「一天」了。724Please respect copyright.PENANAguCyFUpQCG
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我已經很多年沒有重視過一天是怎麼活,但今天,我稍微地,想試一次。724Please respect copyright.PENANA8QD4Nl7MFy
724Please respect copyright.PENANAUfjFUTWG2c
不受束縛的我,到底能活成怎樣?724Please respect copyright.PENANA8Tz5Eg44a0
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我期待著。724Please respect copyright.PENANAshFHnWemZd
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——揚起嘴角,流下了淚。724Please respect copyright.PENANAjemBogN4Yw
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「點啊你,準備……好未?」神明丁問。724Please respect copyright.PENANApxHXpHwBKi
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祂用白淨的手袖,替我抹抹。724Please respect copyright.PENANALc0xS91zVO
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「今日,我要毫無遺憾咁度過,就算遇到令人心碎嘅畫面,我都要好似神明辛咁,勇往直前,甚至做得比佢更好!」724Please respect copyright.PENANAUOzdp3Nfdg
724Please respect copyright.PENANAZdblHqCDCW
「加油。」神明丁眼裡的我。724Please respect copyright.PENANAJWSqiP7LlB
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「我會睇住你。」神明丁再說,十分認真,「全程睇住,你放心啦。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAX2mejAf8ae
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「好,咁我去喇。」我說。724Please respect copyright.PENANA52NXukHXeX
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「啊,係你去之前,我有一句話想講。」神明丁說。724Please respect copyright.PENANAu2JbdchsOz
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傾耳以待——724Please respect copyright.PENANA2xR97pBMya
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「孫正直,做唔到一個合格嘅神,你做神『不合格』,係唔緊要。」724Please respect copyright.PENANAPwrs09Puau
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「最重要係,唔可以做一個不合格嘅人。」祂再說。724Please respect copyright.PENANAKqPC5xDI4U
724Please respect copyright.PENANAwJZoT4GeEQ
聽完,我便低頭,準備打開練習簿。724Please respect copyright.PENANAUr6eautAfv
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「你諗住坐係岩石度?」祂問。724Please respect copyright.PENANAJwkkbse46f
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「唔通又企一日咩?好攰。」我說,正在翻開,「同埋我都唔係諗住坐。」724Please respect copyright.PENANA5Lpex16R0u
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身體傾後,躺了下來。724Please respect copyright.PENANAhnKoFpkCmv
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「係諗住攤。」724Please respect copyright.PENANA5vnpFt0MtG
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翻到新一頁,意識隨即被牽扯。724Please respect copyright.PENANAXkeJrmkTSc
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神明丁站在一旁,默默地守候著我,目光在看著我。724Please respect copyright.PENANAUsdNjYYm1t
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