飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7lm8cmVSL
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糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV44VJs7FH
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日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDWWYpN0B6
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iwkIQ2zys
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPsEoXv5M8
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他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin5Wt6blQl
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隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bpVHifb7l
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaspDQzAiP2
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訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXHJ4DHjNq
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早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr7fSgrHzB
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL3Jei032t
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下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhgMSwMPBV
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自選課程內容：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzArgZmfRp4
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5fT2TGomR
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整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JqTHRtvns
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除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU19QL3DvpE
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「¿Tan pronto?」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetBM31UnFP
（回來這麼快？）35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZozMgR8Uo
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他點點頭，腳沒停。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqNGAc0jrt
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「¿Estás bien?」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBd3VggOpN
（你還好吧？）35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GewF09IK9
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「Sí.」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXDyxH3KbN
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他只說這一個字。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VPYHauCU3
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第三天，一樣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2grNfmXun
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第四天，差不多。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fDS4mCeMS
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只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVOtqLnGmb
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經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg0nbV5zNT
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但這裡不是日本。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MHZNmPX3W
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXMOIzgmuH
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就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrk3zSQ9lF
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這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJKEPhlT7p
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直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmg0hmP52x
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他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJufrfuIcyG
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「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1OAGw3cIy
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語氣很輕，像開玩笑。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMUVtY9IgO
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXfo54O8b8
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糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8awXaBhauB
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沒笑，也沒回。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9BCN7E0YB
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但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXa4MTTDud
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4loqZQAcG
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一切沒有變。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmMWy1HNQJ
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那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa86aBzVcAF
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就靜靜地，放在那裡。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy22eOxbKyw
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糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj9wVKvGo6
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星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3wWEVWnty
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「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUskq58TUS
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攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Aw5cwPCKo
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每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfChIkWiSe
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棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQExNySuXJL
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9lJFrYxqg
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一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad9xv2uWPe
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換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MHgwLerqr
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化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RvATbOT2j
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講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4w3mCfo3L
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85mvUz804S
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很輕，也可能是她聽錯。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyLFqnVFk6
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她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZQ4xoMRAS
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEggngwmJ7R
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星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RoLvypa4W
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沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN8N31Mt8F
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDxHSueX8s
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就像往常那樣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH78R9fePes
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她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfTkhMokvT
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但不嚴重——還撐得住。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhDwwnWeET
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拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke5Yr2e0Em
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「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48KulKiSvC
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星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIMTt8OgxO
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星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDYZe801LN
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一上車，空氣明顯變了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpbke0jVYx
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小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqaM9DgyvH
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「他們在等著我們露餡。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn8YsOwN03
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語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroXLb7qIjm
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「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv2w44lrol
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說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUExHEKQF9
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「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B2zgfSRLW
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星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lzhTt5MB9
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即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk8zn8X1vH
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNK8cqYX0M
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——所以她現在也沒說話。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVGHBCPZ1K
像在忍耐，也像是接受。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjucDyCpt4
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想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdxacFRTpE
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那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSywRUqpOX
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW74F8OV8Mc
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——他不會回的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFWZsHmD33
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心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYMc6rYudE
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小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV8fCQtMD8
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「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GTME7PE4U
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「啊？」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZv0tXpf21
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「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs2d4LNYTT
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「我們⋯⋯」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2SlI5s4vB
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星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjagwr48RAV
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrKXFRIPjS
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「我們⋯⋯」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dYFjk4Aj6
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小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJG7kCMsOu
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「只有妳認定，是嗎？」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BRfQEBBmy
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「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK1S0O9s1w
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「要想那麼久嗎？」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U0oEjk1pG
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小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtOb2MHbaf
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「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck0t2QQCX4
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG59NRmq8Y
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小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid0rDlZM9L
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「我們必須提前準備。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTe1QZh0WD
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那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt4kgZopIy
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLQI1lwhBZ
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她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz3Ncu37jO
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——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp8xzmpK2a
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只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29J7zzGsKJ
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小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKlUgwmeBk
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「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKs5O6Os16
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助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQcDfLxYmg
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小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdVC9hW8DM
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「等不到的。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw6V3ysTPC
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星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9mpPPz7Za
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她早就知道，他不會說。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiPtdtmpi5
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對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiPJZth1Xc
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUY6ERmBva
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更別說這次，是關於他自己。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8njkiUZ0mn
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只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT3ReZpErP
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提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuQKmKySV1
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4QaJ4sKt9
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星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPErnyUn3v
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不是不理解。也不是不甘心。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzageKi9VL
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只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7fGR0rwW3
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhcQhOS2mz
主要是運動員之間的默契文化35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEl6czDNmJ
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Hn6q91GpH
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1.保持距離的尊重35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud8PEYKK95
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfFIWGqjFH
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYuaoVoeqX
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這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc17YzwhdY
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西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqXRRkiw8x
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnOy6H1O1R
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但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4FedGjNgN
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所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstSbZbxI4K
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文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77v9rvRFN7
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGMiGCfOX3
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主要是運動員之間的默契文化35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP57izPE2Z
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83IybvHfzl
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxRO5q49Ac
1.保持距離的尊重35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPI7EqCfB8
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKYm9IAnK3
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyPhXKwXjI
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJex3GLNkpy
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJGBnXiXZE
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7T6KikMBZ
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpJVNbzus4
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFgsWtCG8a
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs04bQ64Bp
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs4ZZYknC9
35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0r1IsnRyU
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDzXt45HGo
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文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT74V4rsEQ
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
