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No Plagiarism!1FxRWsiTKc0k67MAaUCLposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!673Please respect copyright.PENANAaHpXkAl6ut
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection669PENANASbSOGxp7AM 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection669PENANAuALzidoZzw 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAph1LRdQDXq 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAs8cv285Qik 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection669PENANAfS3bFOeW1o 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAZ87fcjQQtu 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection669PENANAPt7ujdZCeU 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAlFbKQ4jpTs 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection669PENANAbRJxFaHwB6 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection669PENANARMJKOpwF7I 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAj7CtW35qN0 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection669PENANASVDujasj4y 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection669PENANApRlEKRXHmE 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAkpgS4jpCXb 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection669PENANAYZFe1PZQ0t 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection669PENANAcPlgDpIAm8 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAAgQ0DqM74o 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAOIT9skJ6Kb 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection669PENANAR1T7KLuzOW 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAYda0hKn9nm 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection669PENANABbmvzdVG4W 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAl5NWWEuNEJ 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection669PENANAwLVzOx5pLx 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection669PENANAP8qviQ2Tyy 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAXkIbRZMvJV 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAkJbJelfNSm 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection669PENANABW04Cm7n55 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAkzc6FXtmEz 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAI651HjETEr 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection669PENANA3m3R4186e8 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection669PENANALEcNF07etm 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAUwpiRcApAJ 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection669PENANALozb76FO32 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAQbRpZg7GCJ 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAM9075fOIiS 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection669PENANA3Qeda3linr 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAsLLic7zBmn 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAetOtK8VbW3 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAJiG64QJJjs 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection669PENANAq18L8lB2hl 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection669PENANAj9EyBh8xs3 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAkEwlJMoWld 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection669PENANAF93pctvXYX 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection669PENANAADhBJBQG3J 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection669PENANA4dy9agGV9p 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAvtR9XJUhSt 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection669PENANAXgODIZ2q3r 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection669PENANAUJCNbVae9s 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection669PENANAs6pAJND8s7 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection669PENANAVMJoruuG1A 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection669PENANAoGR7KxxqF1 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAT0nxP2RcYd 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAvWUyBvtjaG 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAEM4ctjQIfV 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection669PENANACUQLcRzvcQ 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAOVPwTBqZij 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection669PENANAat8HGZGcL6 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection669PENANA7FTK3FNxlx 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection669PENANAU4mooMUTVV 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection669PENANApoPjmrmhik 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection669PENANArj7ICD1tgW 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection669PENANAIQhQ5W2PSS 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection669PENANAgfRCEYWl6E 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAl0MMw5V0Hj 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAGyeW2R3LZ3 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAirGI8810MP 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection669PENANA1CnJpnKe3t 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection669PENANAGpfghvMhBG 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAxBQRNISR5u 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection669PENANASkKs8L21mK 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection669PENANA5E400n2Ttg 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection669PENANAco34VkbebB 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection669PENANAR8HLdjncDi 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection669PENANAaiZt0uqIBz 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAwAVtyXErIH 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection669PENANAawPj3zzrav 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection669PENANANdSNhNIKhX 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection669PENANAfvif9cq4mj 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAIE4ThdmYG7 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAIQjfwJqW7L 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAzHuLyhbY2R 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection669PENANA410k5ZFELr 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAKGxiBYr5gL 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAYTSS10WWeM 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection669PENANAQ53FysNLlA 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAzuyC8ShPUT 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection669PENANAWlcpSKID3h 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection669PENANA6Bsi0mv9eC 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection669PENANAcKEeywJGTz 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection669PENANAnhiMlKoL7i 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection669PENANA4gZtvwiqKt 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection669PENANAj4mRsbciWi 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.673Please respect copyright.PENANA0s1VeSYo4k
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