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No Plagiarism!zcpJWkYKVY1RxgsnsngEposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!674Please respect copyright.PENANAP0KXRPqcUm
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection670PENANAXVyT0qgdXg 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection670PENANAV5Z9Ngxzc6 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection670PENANA9tB1ycyS5Q 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAFdxEPXCy7T 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection670PENANAZBy1TDyE7z 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAwKgYd7xQcz 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection670PENANA5N6UGzIQ5c 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAtfkWgqrDf0 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection670PENANAV7x4eQlNCh 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection670PENANAoUUnjLj6lh 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAq5QBNAYezz 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection670PENANA9tBGpCYck3 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAyc10TKO3ax 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection670PENANA8xfKqOTxD1 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection670PENANASZRYVQ78rW 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection670PENANANP78MnaAkB 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAQadHPvGfHL 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAwS6AG7iZVt 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection670PENANAKVHFcwd1Vj 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection670PENANATtEbi03WOV 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection670PENANAd99Fjj2z4R 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection670PENANA9Lp0uivqJV 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection670PENANAgJXSlHR7jc 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection670PENANAZEbHrRgJGq 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAuUM0pp0uxq 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAtFywivXKTf 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection670PENANApnL4nHnaRb 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection670PENANALkOByT9FoQ 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAawztGrzM1z 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAm08BROvcaf 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection670PENANATwUIy39Ex9 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection670PENANANSleTxnE6M 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAQVRthAxMKg 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAWDfJmm36gr 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection670PENANA4YF7TqS1OO 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAfcG0u5PHZx 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAzZkQCzTlPN 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAvrCKa4lDvG 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection670PENANALCYfNOaRkI 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection670PENANAQWAmx066Su 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection670PENANABMHBeVn4iI 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAD86fmc2s9N 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection670PENANAkG8jypkZTv 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection670PENANAjAbekdUjwa 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAZBplbcyirz 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection670PENANA5XRwyP6W8W 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection670PENANAjmIhbMAaPg 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection670PENANAQ45L3meHXp 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection670PENANAZUjuTyjjt0 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection670PENANAk1UZPmK7nw 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection670PENANAwfScwF5Fwg 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAzHikedx8KS 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection670PENANA3JEPqn0jDK 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAEIDyV0lHBQ 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAhZ4RezOXNl 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAxNAgAsKDGk 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection670PENANATiOu66w6jq 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection670PENANAsHb9JZOJSq 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection670PENANAUmzE3Vw4dI 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAXqm4CdGosF 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAgm3enJnvsa 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection670PENANAX45g0WzPJ3 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection670PENANAyKtcFPNfDa 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection670PENANARueQNkjYVD 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAxqS3T3ISbf 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAFNWb5hRLD0 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAtZNkJxC4dm 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection670PENANAjaGKt1MEfI 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection670PENANANz7F9muzxF 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection670PENANArUtPS1XfuH 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection670PENANApnWlOZQaQr 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection670PENANA2sInhfKMFt 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection670PENANAZCZc5Xik83 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection670PENANAjXZYjj2jY6 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAxyvPgmqbKg 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection670PENANAnONV8EPuGl 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAFbvAEz0Com 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection670PENANAhmDJ9ccpHt 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAWK8PqRudUr 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection670PENANA0wSO6EOsT9 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAbXhqGbn0zI 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection670PENANAgdzPWhD7pc 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAC88sRtZxZP 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAfCrVQmyXRT 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection670PENANA86qTm9AQ1B 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection670PENANABI8BnJ1dGC 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection670PENANADBculQIPfW 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection670PENANAoJZkEbgf2f 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection670PENANAzfojOKysFZ 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection670PENANAAcLYLeIkM8 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection670PENANAJMlWf1kwek 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection670PENANATsoYectKsj 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.674Please respect copyright.PENANAzE771z6oXW
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