"So, he made you come by kissing you?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU5EAmPWpL
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmg2ekP41D
"You like him more than you let on."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlY6dGhD6t
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjglueODkG
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4uqk7Ub29
"Fuck you," I reply.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrljCx8uuf
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxko9cdHOMg
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgEe7X5yHH
"I have to go."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs09bkMPFij
"Where you going?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv1nz2QE5P
"Home. Away from you."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHDoY1t5Km
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tHfLqVklO
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOMsy86b3L
"Oh, and E?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv7VoI7gt3
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfgAF54hWD
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmkSa5Ws4z
"Fuck off, and goodbye."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfpGE9iVJ2
"I love you too!"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZLV9l8LGg
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU67t1606T
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTDUXXtPQf
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUHukmZGVY
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAgsU0qq7E
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXZipXuAPM
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5UW1lOKtm
"What's it now?" I asked.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrKb5kUYgh
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M3RAb31Kk
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg881FCZpE1
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz64VX7OiQs
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQubUkZcAze
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1dloQmXly
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlpRky04n5
"Rozii?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgY6prhxQzl
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8yYGh7vIw
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuP2dvipGu
"Please don't laugh."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqtMAF3xGy
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8yaDceFCM
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZAovsbIe8
My story is interrupted by his laughter.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r0ZUu8hA5
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb74rDtyGu
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThPwkoBNKi
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sa3M0HJZg
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRwDQmg1Mh
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc4wbqvaTV
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqF8xfw23D
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJNtDBlqCX
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbchvpTxHuM
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qevlNX2lW
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VAlyoMxkS
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmgElFNEBf
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJrdnBUfRM
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSthnz3Mzg
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXcCOa1Pad
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡual1g58ISM
Bad hair. I hate that term.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsyeL1dTMh
"Desta..."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3Fy6X5WuX
"It's fine. I don't need friends."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopBYyz7d0V
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkDRMeQrPc
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ63dTjVwL
"Rozii can be your friend."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwz5ciVKHp
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcgmG3Xqcl
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPDhq5Ftlq
"I'm not enough."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYsdvaXEwu
"Never say that!"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG6KWD07r2
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnjBuhYT9a
"Desta—"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf5WCclf3K
"Shut up."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRFmJCho3B
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReNIv7Z1ee
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPTqjqLiH6
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID793zYHMc
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv6qOTN7ji
"Answer me."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY16pwFHcJ
"Y-yes, Desta."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIFLjxM94a
"Sir."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjpsNUPHNO
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A6Cxckv2w
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK151aO0pg
"Hold on to the bars."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrikk12dbwb
I do.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ439sxjCCn
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrvEbdCaZf
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65xlFXCIvM
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnT8FBGFLC
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJQRyxe5AF
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm0BUkjOxO
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9eviCVE7i
Why am I thinking about this now?645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ4j7gXipR
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBwXety6XQ
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKH8K2YWvk
It's a bloody lie.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYuoySShu7
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG06Q377GZd
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHijjejuP24
"Don't come."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQbhByTGTM
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0GwXKicNa
He pauses to look at me.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN8hU8uXyA
"Please what?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQAZ4oWgsE
"Please, sir, please!"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYSplwpAud
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaPVu12QrD
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAXJGKIVrH
Seriously?645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtVF1TlUBw
"That's not what I meant."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSgzUHtg7J
"Then what did you mean?"645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oeoIvyEGn
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPGdaJFzJj
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDCEnvYAFv
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ309gfWpZ1W
"Come for me."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqVPDrWtva
One more suck, and I'm a goner.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacaU5nrS8p
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP7nH5AKnB
Well, this is it.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ0MGGgK2I
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpG4rKkXi1
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24gHwhYgGO
"You are enough. At least, for now."645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJl8xE9EDL
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwx5Aws6ez
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSH6R2tts6
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn6NAhQInl
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz6YQWLgBl
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOExtC4b8fF
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA115SfjCVV
*The Quad, aka Quad645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Vi5eEh0z8
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- Night club in Jamaica.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Tut8wtqbd
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
