"So, he made you come by kissing you?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQQcDkBUwN
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLQV9V3YpZ
"You like him more than you let on."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKUpu5yS5F
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqNqjtFvDJ
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VNNVJSmDM
"Fuck you," I reply.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKUVUQbD5W
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5ef8bjs3l
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgja3b2Ja71
"I have to go."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9BRoGHt2h
"Where you going?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOiH4WxDul
"Home. Away from you."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrR3qkwk4q
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EiOnEW5BJ
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJPDWUqJMm
"Oh, and E?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wv2rGHBUs
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGwZmA1NiI
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1RvXBerb9
"Fuck off, and goodbye."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvqOxOIQkP
"I love you too!"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVDWt4ecZR
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61LdfCjJHF
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ohnzxdQa6
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi0PI7kehe
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAeNzy5C2s
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf5EjvXPFY
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKj9Onqu7W
"What's it now?" I asked.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3DhD8nUOd
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdfgfq8xuG
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V1tJ3TrTW
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDlGmfqT9I
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY49HOvxIr
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxh8P1GlZG
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeLv68Tc8r
"Rozii?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX45mmWXs0
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamVp3Sp7pE
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkVJXmioP7
"Please don't laugh."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscnai13XCQ
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK0gQC7cN5
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6loZbi5M1Y
My story is interrupted by his laughter.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHwB1RpVlE
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhw74bWjaQ
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPOGjuD2wi
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVnXZyTXMv
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdUcYdlYv4
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH1Yufsog5
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXjIUlDYs9
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJlBEA2hup
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP79kOe1Mm
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xc4sPQ0Iq
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2NYAK3T7Z
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQjEsLGfYh
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoJr1DJ3ig
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8mngWxxs1
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoL44gY3MZ
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgLzcKEwYF
Bad hair. I hate that term.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5scctzbWIJ
"Desta..."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IMCr8AnRa
"It's fine. I don't need friends."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWwPeVAFOt
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFvv74NtqA
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtl542f4d6
"Rozii can be your friend."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3Nswp25j3
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXguM7WQUC
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlZTr9cVLm
"I'm not enough."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zBX6C9Xei
"Never say that!"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tIm5ZCkTC
Why is he shouting?597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yb6dUJPQt
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdaHRXpBUP
"Desta—"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIqpv797Eu
"Shut up."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEOeAfVTLf
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM42bEccu8L
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa5gRgl0q3
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcP6BufQyf
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpqBNvXkoa
"Answer me."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXH9mRpeRB
"Y-yes, Desta."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIWJPJw53Z
"Sir."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ890NTqMbP2
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lsvrVJ854
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQkvrb7q4u
"Hold on to the bars."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI5YIiicU8
I do.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u7io8Ki8S
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCJKVyWmGB
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOxrjRb7Aa
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVqG920sXG
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFDF42zVp9
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HGDw3JSRW
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzSeI3ZmfT
Why am I thinking about this now?597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSg8cNKJjO
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIlcVGt9EC
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tfhLwRXjk
It's a bloody lie.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQWi8conNL
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpqkEJBOrc
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryRO0GhbIw
"Don't come."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTddnwbqtzv
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bqc9qPnhI
He pauses to look at me.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtARNbLgz9O
"Please what?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE4W0oSIGl
"Please, sir, please!"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kiITOCV2q
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxBksjtNmj
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGvJWCSYy1
Seriously?597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K0xByOiRT
"That's not what I meant."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYulfqIpzFq
"Then what did you mean?"597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gnMKEDmuT
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6zVJjBXOP
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqSiqOHrSC
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTTXlAJEjF
"Come for me."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaDBCghztp
One more suck, and I'm a goner.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYuCdYQkaD
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqqptBiBDb
Well, this is it.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb9xahXDt9
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlJPQKAFHE
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMUWfGK8F6
"You are enough. At least, for now."597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BVxovHtxw
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikFoUSMq9K
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH9AkCnANG
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDKJBmJog6
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8eVdgYAXG
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx50DDp89cr
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx1pji2TvH
*The Quad, aka Quad597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPVFk5aBbQ
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- Night club in Jamaica.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ilzETb0Sz
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
