hell froze over and everything is so cold.

(poems and rambles about my pain)

you'll burn too.

Music is my only expression.

Someone says something too good.. it goes in the quote book

it's so hard.

Little bits and experts that I love from the poetry book i'm reading.

sick. shame.

Everything is me.

Ten steps.

Extreme trigger warning. Self harm. (romanticizing self harm for my own coping) Sexual undertones and inferences. Blood

im not. i feel so free

(:)

well. These are things people say. Things I've overheard, conversations I've been in, all that jazz. These are mostly just chaotic, funny things but if I hear someone say something deep or meaningful it might slip its way in here. Please know in this blog there is dirty humor, dark humor, mental health jokes and explicit language. Most of this is pure nonsense and it's meant to be fun. ANYWAYS. Read at your own risk. BAHAHA... right okay. Here we go......

I'm not sure how to stay okay.

Maybe this endless breaking is just the way I live

(why can't they understand?!)

The feeling when you hear "I love you" after living a life where those words were never for you.

EXTREME TW: Drug mentions; self harm; mental health; self degradation; descriptive self harm; blood; extreme rage; cussing

I'm  falling  again.

Just cus I love calcifer :p

I WILL KMS ;) jk

The words I wish I could have said, stories of my past and future, and more words that I hope I don't forget to say.              xoxo

Another vent. Btw ILY <3

My free writing :) When I make a "just write" I sit down and I don't think at all I just let words pour out.

Slight TW: venting

<3

A vent :)

TW: substance abuse, neglect, self harm.