I feel tears running down my cheek as I climb into the tub my30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKPpqdNtRH
whole life has been lie, I should have known I am always being lied to the hot30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lwkQxzZjH
water hits my skin the pain but also pleasure of the heat erupting across my30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Atf9p20Pf
body I close my eyes trying to stop the tears but I can’t the first time he30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KnsGkhmoU
told me he loved me I accused him of lying, is my life evening real or is it a30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm456Q7wvMV
figment of my imagination, Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“I was burning while30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8CrzfiEma
you came blaming me for the smell of ashes”
which is exactly how my life feels either I am being lied to30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRFwF8Jngm
or blamed for their actions something I did not do neither participated in.
I hear a knock on my door I sigh before pushing open the door
“love”
Julian whispers
“I am sorry”
“for what?”
“yelling at you I am sorry I was heartbroken and hurt and I30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawis5ubHZx
was just in the moment”
“sweetheart I was never mad at you”
“but you haven’t left30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GYiikmMIO
your room in the past seven hours”
“that doesn’t mean I am mad”
he pulls me into his30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGs66w26tc
arms
“I love you”
he whispers burying his face into my neck his hot breath30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhZFxgnsCE
fanning across my neck.
“we have training in an hour”
I sigh wrapping my30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLEObrMD00
hands around his torso
“I love you” he whispers again I will never get use to this30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLkVkaMlNJ
one second, he’s telling me how much he hates me and the next he is telling me30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvidfgrnkNR
he can’t live without me.
As we walk across the stage all I can think is we are like30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaNR10YmP2
the three headed dragon one to be a murderer who will unleash death, one to be30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CEU5nn9kF
a monarch whose crown will weigh heavy, and one to be mad whose ideas will30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunywvqOwth
change history the perfect depiction of me, Julian and Theo I will unleash30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysbOcB0zkY
death, Julian will be a monarch and Theo’s ideas will change history, Theo30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIA8AWBomJ
steps forward grabbing the microphone
“hello everyone, today we will be practicing shoot and30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumfaPxMYid
stabbing and pin points on where exactly you want to hit for irremediable30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTYeLqL9sr
damage”
“why are we doing this30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRYeMYZk9Z
why don’t we all just go home and live the rest of our lives”
somebody shouts in the crowd
“because we are all going to die Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“its better to be unhappy and know the worst than to be happy30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5MCey1wox
in a fools paradise” you signed up for this there's no leaving now”
Theo shouts the crowd30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaypeK2O3U
goes silent “let’s go”
he scowls before turning and walking off stage, well today is30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE1AmcaYF5
going to be a shit show.
My arm aches as I try to throw the machete again “are you30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU2EDeeEgL
okay” Theo whispers
“Yup, perfectly fine”
“Are you sure?”
“No, you dumbass my arm feels like it’s about to fall off”
He laughs before saying “I thought you had used a machete30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyy6CTbbsV
before” “no” I scowl
“Were you lying to me30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTCCc2RwTW
too” he whips his head around surprise present in his expression “what”
“Did you know about my30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuq768r93b
brain disease too” his eyes go wide
“He told you”
“Great another person30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzTVI4WqFb
who lied to me”
“Annalise-”
“No, you are suppose to be my family but you keep this from30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiiUvDPGFo
me”
“Annalise you don’t understand last time we told you, you30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG12d6owa9
tried to kill yourself because you thought you were killing Julian”
“what”
“When you were fifteen me and Julian told you about the30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0908X2RfZ
disease you locked yourself in the military quarters and tried to shoot30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJOR8Duqr2
yourself”
“no” I shake my head refusing to believe
“Have you ever wondered where that scar on your collarbone30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU6DBYTki2
came from”
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I stop remembering the scar on my collarbone which is shaped30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeiMwXNAq8
like a bullet “your not lying” I whisper “never was” “oh my god” I have one30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8Q8dfHQVr
life, yet I have lived many.
