Julian's pov.
I walk up to my room, Theo chasing37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKYOGtjzoH
behind me, but I could care less that self-absorbed bitch she really thinks I37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFmMyy7sIf
am all about murdering children “Julian” I hear Theo shout, but I choose to ignore37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTYaXXq8BE
him, I quicken my pace taking a sharp turn down the hall “fuck you” Theo barks37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5mwhLBmcr
before I hear my front door slam close, fuck today and fuck life.
I sit at the table feeling the burn of the whiskey as it37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkdWNrv3a2
slips down my throat, I blow out a puff of smoke the strong smell of tobacco37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrrjfnqo64
fills the air I choke on a breath as I take another drag of my cigarette suddenly,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p6JtZcCij
my door is thrown open “Julian” Theo sobs I throw my cigarette in the ash tray37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSbMZu4CHC
and run over to him he hasn’t cried like this in four years which was when he37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDreOuyEMp
was living with his father “Theo what happened” I ask as more tears slip down37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OJhDWwA1R
his cheek
“she’s dead, Julian Sylvie’s is dead”
he starts sobbing I37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9KUfFTI67
stop breathing oh my fucking god, Sylvie yarrows she was one of the village37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8uGTqwFto
girls and Theo’s wife she was August employee but she started disobeying her boss37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTis6D9LGd
after what he did it was never harming others in any way, she and Theo got37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyOPCUCaew
married three years ago in my basement when he was twenty one and she was37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSLi0O4SNJ
nineteen both of their parents had no idea the only people who knew were me and37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQfJV4HxM0
my father, my father was actually ecstatic about their marriage the last time I37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRhZFCrVA6
saw him that happy was when mother was alive
“how” I mutter my37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwfvOm2Mm3
breathing growing shallower by the second and my heart beating faster and37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRxs8fFUy3
faster in anticipation
“blood eagle” he sobs37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mWsBBfOZT
and I can’t breathe I stop nausea creeping up my throat “I will be back in one37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLMC4xO5PC
second”
I mumble running to37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPSv5kO8Vy
the bathroom, I hunch over the toilet dry heaving as memories come flooding37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgbglvyWxj
back
“her37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhBk25tAYr
screams puncturing the air as they split open her back’
tears pool in my eyes as I continue dry heaving, my throat37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0RTK3UuCn
aches from the force
“her blood pooling on the ground as37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCqTvgoTEt
they rip her lungs out of her back’
a sob rips from my throat as the memory of her lying on the37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iUPwHov31
ground her organelles falling out of her back, I lean over the toilet afraid37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26oz4r6RWe
the nausea is going to hit again, more tears falling down my cheek and more37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7C8CsO4q8
sobs escapes from my throat “fuck” I mutter my best friend just had his wife die37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmDyZlJvzR
and I am having a panic attack from PTSD but as I turn to leave I see Annalise37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQdboTo45n
standing at the door her eyes wide in panic and her mouth open “go” I shout37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1Z9QsMK6a
closing my eyes trying not to face her I hear her run down the hall and I37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqDNHSKf8S
sprint out of the bathroom and to the kitchen I see Theo chugging a bottle of37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvb6lQ6OUo
whiskey I snatch the bottle out of his hand just to see a cigarette in his37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLGI1yhSrd
other hand
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drown out your problems with alcohol” he groans his eyes puffy and red “Theo,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOtPDrkJeH
you can talk to me”
“no, I can’t Julian in case you haven't noticed I can’t say37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnJvhYoaU4
the word blood eagle or talk about anybody's death that had something similar happen37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdosgOLEFKZ
without you having a panic attack or puking”
I try to hold back the37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRBTseT0CA
urge to vomit but he’s right, guilt fills me my best friend can’t even vent to37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx0Jnz0E8C
me about his wife’s death without me having a panic attack “Theo I am sorry”
“Julian don’t do this37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoh182Xjyv
sorry crap”
his voice breaking as37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBzYuX8R1z
he walks out leaving me there guilt eating away at me I could have saved her I37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTmYMzP4H6
could have saved my mother but I didn’t and that's what kills me.
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