I am shocked, Julian Blake is in my arms having a damn panic31Please respect copyright.PENANAijOhbYFtvK
attack Theo pushes open the door but as he sees Julian collapsed sobbing in my31Please respect copyright.PENANAp6GLWLgs8H
arms his eyes widen “what happened”
“I don’t know”
“what were you guys talking about”
“umm he was just explaining that if I get killed somehow, he31Please respect copyright.PENANAnWcneWhNFx
will be punished and I asked how and that’s when he ran off”
realization crosses his features
“shit”
“what”
“I will tell you after now help me get him up you are on in31Please respect copyright.PENANACVEJZefGzS
three”.
I sit beside Theo, Julian sits beside him his eyes puffy and red,31Please respect copyright.PENANA19iYg2eDzY
and goosebumps have broken out all over his skin
“will you tell me why Julian had a panic attack over my31Please respect copyright.PENANAuutZY5UgzZ
question”
Theo glances at me and31Please respect copyright.PENANABIDVF6eQGs
then Julian
“Julian why don’t you go grab some water”
Julian nods he hasn’t said anything since I found him
“if I tell you this31Please respect copyright.PENANA9ale9vIzOu
don’t hold it over his head okay, he is deeply traumatized from this”
I nod as much as I hate him its cruel to use trauma as a31Please respect copyright.PENANAeaqDBmMkq3
weapon we are all just trying to survive war
“when Julian was twelve,31Please respect copyright.PENANAbLHR3oX46y
he was held hostage and was forced to watch his mother have blood eagle31Please respect copyright.PENANAfLrrEH7odV
performed on her”
I stop everything31Please respect copyright.PENANAfxFvc0H5xg
makes since now
“he has really bad31Please respect copyright.PENANAcAUkp8Wp98
panic attacks and throws up from any reminder of the event even mentioning the31Please respect copyright.PENANAAimW8hcVyI
word blood will trigger it and he will go into a full blown panic attack so31Please respect copyright.PENANABZPslNl4Uz
Annalise please I am begging you don’t try to use this against him he may be a31Please respect copyright.PENANAnbATaBTQeM
sick psychotic person but deeply he is just a traumatized boy”
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I nod this feeling of guilt biting at me because I had no31Please respect copyright.PENANAlpmeMz0GPM
idea and pushed him into a panic attack why do I care though he is my enemy yet31Please respect copyright.PENANASNHwu5daxv
seeing him so vulnerable so broken changed my view on him maybe he is not so31Please respect copyright.PENANAM8cmdIWvGA
different from me.