I sit in my room contemplating what37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAuvhTZYn2
just happened I just saw Julian Blake, son of the highest ranking military37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rFISNnDBS
officer in the kingdom cry, I saw Julian Blake sobbing and dry heaving he37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBO1gasggS
looked like he was having a panic attack and it shook me to the core I never37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmzgpnjBOo
thought in a million years I would see Julian having a panic attack, was it37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3CvL6M69X
about something I had said? had my comment earlier affected him that much, I37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1O3YZsIvF
turn over trying to focus but I can’t my mind just keeps wondering back to37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGzm7hv5zU
seeing him dry heaving and the tears running down his face as he sobs the pain37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Plm0Y56NQ
in his eyes but then memories of my mother screaming at me and my younger self37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8LJGhBI6d
sobbing herself to sleep each night come37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe64IsTp2TK
flooding back
“you stupid girl37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mzpRqEsHK
my mother shouts slicing her blade across my rib and waist ‘mother please’ I37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGHcaY6y9n
beg tears straining my cheeks as she puts more force into the blade, blood37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFPp1gUODZ
falls down my side down my hip and drips onto the floor and my shoe “ maybe37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2rgRvFzLd
this will fucking teach you not to argue with me again”
children and war should not mix yet they do.
I sit up, my head pounding as I stand up, I walk over to the37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn8eHEdXNj
mirror and gasp as I see blood in the sink, I glance up seeing my mother37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p3QIWIqQV
standing over a child’s body, I look over at my mother's hand just to see a37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHk5ECNjBK
bloody dagger in her hand but when I meet my mother's eyes it's not my mother I37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIKeDkmqXt
am looking at its me I feel tears prick my eyes as I drop the dagger and stare at37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwcaKC6Ydj
my hands in horror I let out a horrified sob as I realise what I have done37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAqARORZrN
“Annalise”
I hear a voice shout37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ej1h7yq7g
but its muffled “wake up”
the voice getting is37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqkEQsnQQo
louder and louder as the world around me starts fading “Annalise”
I hear Julian shout but his voice is muffled by my breathing,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyN3O1Gogs
I gasp and choke for air staring at my hands as if the blood is still staining37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGzpitwbAg
my hands “you’re okay” he says his voice oddly soft and soothing I suck in a37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQFWJuGIto
breath “no, no I killed him I killed him he was dead” I choke out a sob creeping up my throat “no, love it was37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0G9hNGo44
just a nightmare nobody is dead”
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breathing in
and out trying not to cry I can’t cry In front of him again37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWQaMcedeR
no matter how much I want to
“be ready in at least an hour”
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he says before leaving, what the fuck is my life my enemy the37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v79YrYYRg
one who kidnapped me and tortured me is now comforting me after a nightmare37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSDzVHfGKr
honestly what the fuck is my life.
