wake up to Julian running his hand up and down51Please respect copyright.PENANAnKHLNHS3pO
my back very lightly but this time it51Please respect copyright.PENANAZcx4q0sD4Q
doesn’t hurt I slowly sit up “good morning love” he whispers
“here”51Please respect copyright.PENANAAGoXK7xGp3
he hands me an Advil
“take this it will help with the pain” I nod placing it on my tongue and letting it51Please respect copyright.PENANAPhwnTpdWbS
dissolve in my mouth
“why51Please respect copyright.PENANASRbYuHyM4s
do you write such sad stories?”
“what51Please respect copyright.PENANAl2Q7li1adT
do you mean” he asks
“I was, reading your journals and you write so51Please respect copyright.PENANAdpgGbFhxFk
many stories yet they were all tragic love stories with terrible endings”
“love you don’t understand”
“what51Please respect copyright.PENANASnFgl6eQ9u
don’t I understand?”
“people51Please respect copyright.PENANAcmrsFlnApY
who cannot express their traumas verbally express them through writing, we make51Please respect copyright.PENANAPdW9Gsk0nc
these complex messed up characters adding aspects of our life and traumas into51Please respect copyright.PENANAXLta47i7z8
these characters and then give them the same ending as our self’s”.
“do we have training today” I ask he shakes51Please respect copyright.PENANAdZVy5EdzNa
his head a look of concern on his face
“love you need to heal”
“This51Please respect copyright.PENANAa1AFJsmXM7
is war Julian there is no time for healing especially because I am now51Please respect copyright.PENANA5HutlnlEYi
Sergeant”
“I don’t care you’re not training”
“this isn’t your day I am going back to51Please respect copyright.PENANAIfsu9Md3MX
training whether you say yes of not”
“no, you’re not you are going to hurt51Please respect copyright.PENANApCQ8lc8bCM
yourself”
“I need to go back”
“I51Please respect copyright.PENANAHJhXDwvqaD
don’t fucking care Annalise you are my wife and I will not let you hurt51Please respect copyright.PENANApEvXNRJ3IS
yourself further”
“wife?” everything I was going to say is now gone he51Please respect copyright.PENANAZBQgJvwuDJ
just called me his wife, he pulls out a small box and my heart drops
“ If we are going to die, I want to give you51Please respect copyright.PENANAVsFaGWTzm9
this now” he pulls out a small ring it has a good band with a red ruby in the51Please respect copyright.PENANA96BajdO4Gh
center, it has the same design and colours as my gun I feel tears sting my eyes51Please respect copyright.PENANAfSulebdYz8
“ Annalise Marie will you marry me I know you51Please respect copyright.PENANArpFdrFNDpC
only have known me for a few months and have only just stopped hating me but we51Please respect copyright.PENANA1ygbGRIeua
are at war and I wanted to give you this now in case we die or you lose your51Please respect copyright.PENANABMMKp3aEV2
memories again” I feel tears slide down my cheek
“ yes” I whisper, he slides the ring on to my finger51Please respect copyright.PENANACjYuRKBeC7
“Now51Please respect copyright.PENANAGjxBbNOYup
you will always carry a piece of me with you” he whispers a smile spreading51Please respect copyright.PENANAFs2LPO6HCt
across his face
“ I am going to go tell Theo” he says before51Please respect copyright.PENANAOknOlIYeTl
running down the hall more tears cascade down my cheeks but that’s when my51Please respect copyright.PENANALKcUPtYFAk
vision starts fading and the world around me goes black.
4years ago….
“Julian” I shout
“yes, my love” he says51Please respect copyright.PENANApGxuO6vxUc
kissing down my neck
“let’s get married and51Please respect copyright.PENANAkrqBfnY7MR
run away”
“finally”
“what do you mean” I51Please respect copyright.PENANA2bJlcSUXOW
ask he pulls out a ring from his pocket it’s gold with a red ruby in the center
“oh my god” I breath
“will you marry me” he51Please respect copyright.PENANA2UlCIKGL6e
whispers
“ yes” I cry
“where to my love”
“anywhere”
“ let’s live in the51Please respect copyright.PENANAbYrREAZ1AQ
forest and in our next lifetime we can live in the mountains away from society51Please respect copyright.PENANAmC1y1Z6Pqw
and the world”
“ that sounds amazing”
“ you’re amazing” he says pulling me into kiss.
The51Please respect copyright.PENANABxivEfZDQC
world comes flooding back
“Annalise” Julian voice rings I shift me gaze51Please respect copyright.PENANAhib1bWCA90
up to see Julian standing over me a look of panic on his face
“I remember” his eyes widen
“what do you remember” he rushes out
“when I was sixteen you asked me to marry you51Please respect copyright.PENANAGOkjzFqMop
and I told you I want to run away” I breathe my chest heaving
“is that all” he asks
“yes”
He51Please respect copyright.PENANAuoF3EfFQrw
pulls me into his arms “I have married you twice now” he laughs
“that’s crazy I have lived one life yet many51Please respect copyright.PENANAIClmKBbyeG
it’s confusing”.
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