wake up to Julian running his hand up and down54Please respect copyright.PENANAnANxPxfAml
my back very lightly but this time it54Please respect copyright.PENANA1LISdkMESH
doesn’t hurt I slowly sit up “good morning love” he whispers
“here”54Please respect copyright.PENANAtoQhIoWtKq
he hands me an Advil
“take this it will help with the pain” I nod placing it on my tongue and letting it54Please respect copyright.PENANAfWl0I4ontt
dissolve in my mouth
“why54Please respect copyright.PENANAd36cqtfGHM
do you write such sad stories?”
“what54Please respect copyright.PENANApoqOHUBVpo
do you mean” he asks
“I was, reading your journals and you write so54Please respect copyright.PENANAy0HhkS5luX
many stories yet they were all tragic love stories with terrible endings”
“love you don’t understand”
“what54Please respect copyright.PENANAMvEPHw71US
don’t I understand?”
“people54Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ethqkj8DK
who cannot express their traumas verbally express them through writing, we make54Please respect copyright.PENANAWbSRTNmFHZ
these complex messed up characters adding aspects of our life and traumas into54Please respect copyright.PENANAkURAxLjdyq
these characters and then give them the same ending as our self’s”.
“do we have training today” I ask he shakes54Please respect copyright.PENANAfNq6SzNQuj
his head a look of concern on his face
“love you need to heal”
“This54Please respect copyright.PENANA9aAuwJJTSt
is war Julian there is no time for healing especially because I am now54Please respect copyright.PENANAPNiM3GiD0t
Sergeant”
“I don’t care you’re not training”
“this isn’t your day I am going back to54Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2XCpma3VA
training whether you say yes of not”
“no, you’re not you are going to hurt54Please respect copyright.PENANAY5CW8mMNZj
yourself”
“I need to go back”
“I54Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ9It3OnKi
don’t fucking care Annalise you are my wife and I will not let you hurt54Please respect copyright.PENANARaCe5FvEaw
yourself further”
“wife?” everything I was going to say is now gone he54Please respect copyright.PENANAOB7M0gV2Um
just called me his wife, he pulls out a small box and my heart drops
“ If we are going to die, I want to give you54Please respect copyright.PENANALBkK6PjEW6
this now” he pulls out a small ring it has a good band with a red ruby in the54Please respect copyright.PENANAAOFNH0XC8j
center, it has the same design and colours as my gun I feel tears sting my eyes54Please respect copyright.PENANA1UcRf0zn7P
“ Annalise Marie will you marry me I know you54Please respect copyright.PENANAbxNbqtVEel
only have known me for a few months and have only just stopped hating me but we54Please respect copyright.PENANA4tf6xu3tnF
are at war and I wanted to give you this now in case we die or you lose your54Please respect copyright.PENANAzkqnN7P7DG
memories again” I feel tears slide down my cheek
“ yes” I whisper, he slides the ring on to my finger54Please respect copyright.PENANA23TByyVy6q
“Now54Please respect copyright.PENANAPB2BpFpFAW
you will always carry a piece of me with you” he whispers a smile spreading54Please respect copyright.PENANAVcySU8n10n
across his face
“ I am going to go tell Theo” he says before54Please respect copyright.PENANA2zNI1abmH1
running down the hall more tears cascade down my cheeks but that’s when my54Please respect copyright.PENANAEC95UVTc20
vision starts fading and the world around me goes black.
4years ago….
“Julian” I shout
“yes, my love” he says54Please respect copyright.PENANApxtkRZ6dO5
kissing down my neck
“let’s get married and54Please respect copyright.PENANA7LJ6VbY5L5
run away”
“finally”
“what do you mean” I54Please respect copyright.PENANAXe0IuaFPQD
ask he pulls out a ring from his pocket it’s gold with a red ruby in the center
“oh my god” I breath
“will you marry me” he54Please respect copyright.PENANA7lRXcDuoF5
whispers
“ yes” I cry
“where to my love”
“anywhere”
“ let’s live in the54Please respect copyright.PENANATJ3tIkG3V2
forest and in our next lifetime we can live in the mountains away from society54Please respect copyright.PENANAFUuLfrEZpx
and the world”
“ that sounds amazing”
“ you’re amazing” he says pulling me into kiss.
The54Please respect copyright.PENANAfq9WAHqKcl
world comes flooding back
“Annalise” Julian voice rings I shift me gaze54Please respect copyright.PENANAi1R7pWJC7p
up to see Julian standing over me a look of panic on his face
“I remember” his eyes widen
“what do you remember” he rushes out
“when I was sixteen you asked me to marry you54Please respect copyright.PENANALvNmDZbNrI
and I told you I want to run away” I breathe my chest heaving
“is that all” he asks
“yes”
He54Please respect copyright.PENANAXRwlfEL8DQ
pulls me into his arms “I have married you twice now” he laughs
“that’s crazy I have lived one life yet many54Please respect copyright.PENANAtqonDX4EwA
it’s confusing”.
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