wake up to Julian running his hand up and down53Please respect copyright.PENANAMj4HQUHAZi
my back very lightly but this time it53Please respect copyright.PENANAtm2UeTE8uh
doesn’t hurt I slowly sit up “good morning love” he whispers
“here”53Please respect copyright.PENANA1FKTQPNONp
he hands me an Advil
“take this it will help with the pain” I nod placing it on my tongue and letting it53Please respect copyright.PENANAAFQ3AgQY6V
dissolve in my mouth
“why53Please respect copyright.PENANAfr4dhqI4kR
do you write such sad stories?”
“what53Please respect copyright.PENANA0oi2RKXZpd
do you mean” he asks
“I was, reading your journals and you write so53Please respect copyright.PENANAsansMhTtCB
many stories yet they were all tragic love stories with terrible endings”
“love you don’t understand”
“what53Please respect copyright.PENANASkwduyPTNb
don’t I understand?”
“people53Please respect copyright.PENANAuzoRb7MH8q
who cannot express their traumas verbally express them through writing, we make53Please respect copyright.PENANAv25oWi4o6Z
these complex messed up characters adding aspects of our life and traumas into53Please respect copyright.PENANA2MVvpvTT84
these characters and then give them the same ending as our self’s”.
“do we have training today” I ask he shakes53Please respect copyright.PENANACPr41pbz4Y
his head a look of concern on his face
“love you need to heal”
“This53Please respect copyright.PENANAP34GIeOrUw
is war Julian there is no time for healing especially because I am now53Please respect copyright.PENANAbiLBclrVds
Sergeant”
“I don’t care you’re not training”
“this isn’t your day I am going back to53Please respect copyright.PENANAkYaWGDCY0t
training whether you say yes of not”
“no, you’re not you are going to hurt53Please respect copyright.PENANA1jdjSywUQd
yourself”
“I need to go back”
“I53Please respect copyright.PENANAgri1BabW5X
don’t fucking care Annalise you are my wife and I will not let you hurt53Please respect copyright.PENANAgHrsMgbhnR
yourself further”
“wife?” everything I was going to say is now gone he53Please respect copyright.PENANA9auMWnloIo
just called me his wife, he pulls out a small box and my heart drops
“ If we are going to die, I want to give you53Please respect copyright.PENANAwffuzzQWOg
this now” he pulls out a small ring it has a good band with a red ruby in the53Please respect copyright.PENANA6IUKAarVoU
center, it has the same design and colours as my gun I feel tears sting my eyes53Please respect copyright.PENANAEfrIO7S39N
“ Annalise Marie will you marry me I know you53Please respect copyright.PENANAgs47uD6Mnc
only have known me for a few months and have only just stopped hating me but we53Please respect copyright.PENANAvIS5PEmGes
are at war and I wanted to give you this now in case we die or you lose your53Please respect copyright.PENANABgoMUIQMND
memories again” I feel tears slide down my cheek
“ yes” I whisper, he slides the ring on to my finger53Please respect copyright.PENANAIIdnYN64Kd
“Now53Please respect copyright.PENANAHLlIUQ8SSG
you will always carry a piece of me with you” he whispers a smile spreading53Please respect copyright.PENANAc0tKmJppeK
across his face
“ I am going to go tell Theo” he says before53Please respect copyright.PENANAriRnIOaLQ9
running down the hall more tears cascade down my cheeks but that’s when my53Please respect copyright.PENANAUlxhQ7Eamd
vision starts fading and the world around me goes black.
4years ago….
“Julian” I shout
“yes, my love” he says53Please respect copyright.PENANA1GCaN6PaFj
kissing down my neck
“let’s get married and53Please respect copyright.PENANAsNg7RXvlu4
run away”
“finally”
“what do you mean” I53Please respect copyright.PENANA96fB49Ylmh
ask he pulls out a ring from his pocket it’s gold with a red ruby in the center
“oh my god” I breath
“will you marry me” he53Please respect copyright.PENANAkvEcUlW64n
whispers
“ yes” I cry
“where to my love”
“anywhere”
“ let’s live in the53Please respect copyright.PENANAlbzvjWaVXp
forest and in our next lifetime we can live in the mountains away from society53Please respect copyright.PENANAOOcKYv3bDP
and the world”
“ that sounds amazing”
“ you’re amazing” he says pulling me into kiss.
The53Please respect copyright.PENANAzsSat6VA0Y
world comes flooding back
“Annalise” Julian voice rings I shift me gaze53Please respect copyright.PENANAGjPI90EFy3
up to see Julian standing over me a look of panic on his face
“I remember” his eyes widen
“what do you remember” he rushes out
“when I was sixteen you asked me to marry you53Please respect copyright.PENANAZCoMUA0e07
and I told you I want to run away” I breathe my chest heaving
“is that all” he asks
“yes”
He53Please respect copyright.PENANAejtsy4r277
pulls me into his arms “I have married you twice now” he laughs
“that’s crazy I have lived one life yet many53Please respect copyright.PENANANlVHbB1zPr
it’s confusing”.
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