wake up to Julian running his hand up and down30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXzh5zrEx8
my back very lightly but this time it30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrP9mdHQLC
doesn’t hurt I slowly sit up “good morning love” he whispers
“here”30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6a1zFmxm0
he hands me an Advil
“take this it will help with the pain” I nod placing it on my tongue and letting it30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMT4zPTmcL
dissolve in my mouth
“why30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SJAoVIr9L
do you write such sad stories?”
“what30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqfZuVUice
do you mean” he asks
“I was, reading your journals and you write so30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDAtsQl066
many stories yet they were all tragic love stories with terrible endings”
“love you don’t understand”
“what30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVATbjaroH
don’t I understand?”
“people30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRN0zwuGnm
who cannot express their traumas verbally express them through writing, we make30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMywMaebpFv
these complex messed up characters adding aspects of our life and traumas into30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3Ex0T5Shw
these characters and then give them the same ending as our self’s”.
“do we have training today” I ask he shakes30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MwdqfNE0d
his head a look of concern on his face
“love you need to heal”
“This30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9cOP2hNUN
is war Julian there is no time for healing especially because I am now30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUmGncM5O6
Sergeant”
“I don’t care you’re not training”
“this isn’t your day I am going back to30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRbQnumr2Z
training whether you say yes of not”
“no, you’re not you are going to hurt30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbqyR8fR6y
yourself”
“I need to go back”
“I30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIAR7BjzPq
don’t fucking care Annalise you are my wife and I will not let you hurt30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRfcfdPOnQ
yourself further”
“wife?” everything I was going to say is now gone he30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpfNqeMqCI
just called me his wife, he pulls out a small box and my heart drops
“ If we are going to die, I want to give you30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yUL5MyU47
this now” he pulls out a small ring it has a good band with a red ruby in the30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHtr8jQK2W
center, it has the same design and colours as my gun I feel tears sting my eyes30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9gdtZBvXa
“ Annalise Marie will you marry me I know you30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM07W8SHjUt
only have known me for a few months and have only just stopped hating me but we30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhHw36jd3Y
are at war and I wanted to give you this now in case we die or you lose your30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKmpSR60lK
memories again” I feel tears slide down my cheek
“ yes” I whisper, he slides the ring on to my finger30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes0GsnLRrr
“Now30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT8wJjSO9d
you will always carry a piece of me with you” he whispers a smile spreading30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6E8elVxc6
across his face
“ I am going to go tell Theo” he says before30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhDWbteZgZ
running down the hall more tears cascade down my cheeks but that’s when my30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7sMS0JImY
vision starts fading and the world around me goes black.
4years ago….
“Julian” I shout
“yes, my love” he says30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlZvrGHw3c
kissing down my neck
“let’s get married and30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKCQOYiMsE
run away”
“finally”
“what do you mean” I30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcd7812DZF
ask he pulls out a ring from his pocket it’s gold with a red ruby in the center
“oh my god” I breath
“will you marry me” he30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1vWtQKEJD
whispers
“ yes” I cry
“where to my love”
“anywhere”
“ let’s live in the30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGsqGgzWJy
forest and in our next lifetime we can live in the mountains away from society30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgLSxnEsEW
and the world”
“ that sounds amazing”
“ you’re amazing” he says pulling me into kiss.
The30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBCgPN0xzU
world comes flooding back
“Annalise” Julian voice rings I shift me gaze30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVPwhCJNKT
up to see Julian standing over me a look of panic on his face
“I remember” his eyes widen
“what do you remember” he rushes out
“when I was sixteen you asked me to marry you30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVLmeO7n8q
and I told you I want to run away” I breathe my chest heaving
“is that all” he asks
“yes”
He30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgfVPuRvSH
pulls me into his arms “I have married you twice now” he laughs
“that’s crazy I have lived one life yet many30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYht906YNfS
it’s confusing”.
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