在KO便利店吃飽後，我回到住所，把電話卡安插在手機裡。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2KnKirlti
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaWcEw7B1X
這樣手機就有了電話號碼，雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jdVzsgY24
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2stqvZ83LH
站在大鏡子面前，我拿著牙刷，看著自己。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ic1UJFSNn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvkottplyK
刷刷刷牙，灌水，吐——742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIhsFtmQED
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19NLO7NY8I
用毛巾抹臉。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKVW5ijDo4
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOhuTO5dxh
走進我的房間，落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AHgXW0KKB
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzlThEaJf6
我卸下外套，掛在牆勾，便撲到床上。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKgkmEC9Rg
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9nPd913Kh
「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子，把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoEqGIdbPG
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7kokAMVVM
這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnGU9Eo79J
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYK1J50Dij
我居然有點期待明天的來臨。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW7fnl57Y8
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26BuhkwFNT
我很少會這樣想的，以前做學生的時候也不多，上班之後也很少，除了星期五。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmec3MbNyH
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAfXplPaiH
流落到孤島之後，就完全沒有了。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqn00uNzO7
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesss7NIweG
「晚安。」我對天花板說，徐徐合上了眼。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y9SEjL9o6
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7loFUakBu8
在一片寧靜中安睡，很舒暢，呼出鬆弛的氣息，全身都放鬆了。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVXQByG3sH
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmxS5bVufB
隨即，意識被一下子吸走。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPKiHgGB4E
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1E3YWkm4v
耳邊聽見風聲，更感到涼意，張開眼睛——742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInRaqAWnJn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycnmA3puMs
我站立山上，拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefmfQS22wV
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1si8S2QHDY
在浩大星空之下，手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNZM8KkuDK
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TzRZwcIrK
「返嚟喇？」神明丁微笑地走來，取走我手上的練習簿。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WofmvvWJk
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRivmR2mxYt
「吓？完喇？」我才回過神來。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT3ggSXGbD
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQgBMGfK9n
「個測試就咁？得一日時間咁短？」我追著神明丁問。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwajkpe5MFk
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e8nFS6HAw
神明丁一邊散步，一邊翻閱，狀甚悠閒。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10tOYUw1Ew
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ll7t8tPJj
「一日咁短？畀夠一年你好唔好？」祂反問，繼續閱讀。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsrO2DsNav
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ttNPZC1aV
「一年又……」我有點難堪。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2IzNBedDR
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmANg4xvXen
「速戰速決OK？」神明丁要求，「如果多幾個人要你幫，個個都要N日先搞掂，咪要排好耐？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BMcawos9p
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcr4WUwU5v
聽了這話，我又有點不滿了，「我又唔係神，又唔識讀心，我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScJlDu88JY
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdiv4EeRkV
「樣樣都要我自己查，係要啲時間啦！」我繼續說。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAGKlIR3XY
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R2KB76mg7
「咁你又唔洗激動，我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說，「我係想你珍惜每一日啫，唔好以為測試係無限期，可能隨時完都唔定。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A9SiARSq8
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KS9ACc0fP
「我好珍惜喇已經！」我替自己辯護。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXFAs4Ns6e
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRcweV725u
「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY9qqPpjvV
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3WLEQOI83
「咁目前為止，我表現點啊？分數高唔高？」我熱烈地追問。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPik1RmaeSP
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5zbuIqczR
「無可奉告。」祂說，再翻了一頁，便把練習簿合上。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTxU83FEHm
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMphidcEvEU
祂直視著我，「係測試完結之前，我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZklQFvc5a
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI7sjUxHhJ
「不過，如果你有嘢唔明，又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍，我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRQMdG1Bi1
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OqrB2n2NR
不明白的事情實在太多，我整理一下有什麼可以問。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ35Qw7QZ5c
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFqgyi6rgT
「點解我會返咗嚟？」我問，「我明明想瞓覺。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mqMUGzyoR
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSSk3RyRBK
「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說，「本測試嘅機制係，你一上『床』瞓覺，就會被視為一題嘅終結，練習簿會暫停記錄，你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿，翻到下一題嘅位置，測試就會繼續。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrslymD4NQu
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE1kZA4hvL
「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢？」我問。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tUcPtxmxX
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D7oLc6SH8
「咁最盡係去到清晨六點，練習簿就會因為記錄已滿，而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIp2FVwT5P
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwm2XBoXJ5
原來如此。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnSWL5O4Lf
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftYbIpT2WR
我想了一想，「我想問個1404室，點解咁特別嘅，有一半以上同我以前屋企好似，幾乎一樣，係大小唔同，同埋廁所唔同，再多間房。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw9h9lnMCj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadl2yRShb9
這個問題，原本我只是隨口一問，沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI4wF2feVD
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp33pnX0hz
「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說，想回避我的眼神。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBbznyOovM
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8Exr4FutO
「咁關邊個事？」我站到祂的前方。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlocdZvMVep
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbjJZeNnN4
祂摸著下巴，思考了一會兒，才再次看著我。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCEYJzKhgI
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU9q24odlE
「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說，「應該話，係神明辛戰死前，所住嘅地方。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSoGqyi4oM
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoKbu36iNL
神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中，因戰死而出現空缺的神位，也就是我正在爭取的位置。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONpS8M40QP
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oLOqNyre0
「吓？佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁？」我不解。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtcsrkGjDJ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO1g1lWSCO
「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說，慢慢回想當年，「大約五年前，前任神明辛離職後，我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorDlLkeUiM
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0R9QORR2b
「當時，遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述，「佢好特別，有一種魅力，一種影響人嘅正向力量。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gxYnhMeij
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C4hKbdanv
「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說，「然後如我所料，佢成功通過測試，得到我嘅提名。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCqLAUzuBe
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlXlh8qKO4
「係下一步遴選，雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手，好險咁當選神明『辛』，但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMcAqG0wvy
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObZdwZxwPM
「作為神，我自問，有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2KKMlLoq5
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHCBBbqsxc
「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係，一個好有情嘅神。」祂說，露出一絲感慨，「有時我都諗，如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁，世界或者……又會唔一樣。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxNbEF8mNa
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lVZ0wIxR8
默默地聽著神明丁的自白，我理解的只有一部分。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4CylRxJID
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom5iNpiZln
就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直，是另一個平行世界的我。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjNJQjGUQy
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE4VPR915q
「佢同我有咩唔同？」我忍不住了。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm8NTNC9sz
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuNzd5fFlM
「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQughdNZ4vL
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayMBkb3dc2
「總有相同嘅嘢掛，例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzckqq9FtPn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFDMeGb5Fm
「佢同你嘅分歧點係，係中學。」神明丁說，想了一下，「你記唔記得……」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE1hxT6mxg
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu03aQRxNu
「你曾經為咗，同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日，花心思安排咗一日嘅行程，由朝早見面，下午去邊，至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物，打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物，你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2sDidDxJZ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ptl1e8yp8
「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShVq9JE8Uv
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr5yTLPygZ
「而最後，你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血，「白費晒所有心機，禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶，冇送出去。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q2Dqx6BoQ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMvKPRWv3J
「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXVLC80mTz
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3qIAvCCcq
「冇錯，佢係咁多個平行世界之中，唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後，仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KLgUUOoip
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxewNMLvO0y
「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟？」我心痛如麻，還是爭取發問，「個行程點啊？計劃成唔成功？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND5A5rUCQp
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67ixVrvVhP
「你真係想知？諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我，不知有何打算。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OGcXh2bbk
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0xqWJcBh2
深深地吸一口氣，平靜一下。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIHE7T5qsU
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZBbLTDjPT
「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己，「另一個世界嘅過去，冇必要再提。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7rwkCgluh
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI6oRLH3Mg
「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講，錯過咗就係錯過咗，已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說，再對祂問，「重點，係之後吖嘛係咪？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnKnu17UEv
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPCOGkTs14
神明丁沒有回答，只是露出了一絲微笑。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBfrnAIj4n
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIIXpMA6Tv
「講！點解要搵我嚟做測試？」我問，「唔通你會以為，可以搵到第二個佢？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhHIunxMCC
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt6VGLXDXs
「唔係，我冇咁諗。」祂說，整理思路再說：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjxlw7uRaN
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xwNX3JXaP
「人唔知點下決定嘅時候，選擇去馬定退縮，有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛，咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦，咪退縮囉。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeIqzr7kYc
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2sjSkea2a
「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半，有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多，少退縮，咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說，「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁，係一個勇敢嘅神。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LDLVcTOeH
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpniPf8yZI6
「佢嘅戰死，救咗數之不盡嘅人，雖然世人未必察覺，但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uBSskq3XZ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfyPmANs6R
聽著，我心裡不是滋味。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8ndg1j8SV
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG8frATiG2
「冇錯，我就係怯懦比較多，少勇敢嘅人，咁又點吖？」我挺起胸膛問。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikDJrMpbVE
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDuApGxVRW
「冇錯，哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人，多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggiQu46Gaj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhpqRVKwxE
慢慢地，祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZacBKtNUs
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyWKcSXmkK
「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人！」祂對我說。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEggHEl75e
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3Am1bJf8C
「本神並唔係要搵另一個，好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GmpgF8AH8
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRKG9ZIAnl
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一時之間，我被打動得滿目含淚。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrZ2E7j8bc
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「我……我去餵雞先，我驚啲雞餓死。」我忍著淚水離去，「順便再瞓陣！」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOznyqVnPY
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「唔好去咁耐啊，係度等你啊。」祂叫喊。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZCQpA8Qod
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回來之後，我要求馬上打開新一頁的練習簿。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozehtRtHxs
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日出即將到來，晨曦初現海面。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolMQoAYF2C
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「準備好啦嘛？」神明丁問，把練習簿交給我。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNosMtOg4xP
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「準備好。」我目光炯炯地說，把練習簿翻到空白的新一頁。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDD9PFqAfj
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意識旋即被吸走，再度回去——742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BBbmW91GZ
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