I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu1V966OSn
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp6h1raHeC
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A9gnyw0ZQ
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjs7Ct0r8y
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqFJIGf3nd
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gT8IN19oo
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6R5Kxm45P
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gsuKGxlKJ
He's already someone else's. 1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMQe9o9OkA
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