I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8F7oMJzVy
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbhQBjg6W4
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbmJSSyfMx
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYctIlxTFx
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTfsov9Hln
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURaMgKslw0
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbqTh00keA
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbsyHh0vEo
He's already someone else's. 931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl1NvjAUS6
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