What is mindless? When do we ever stop thinking?287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnYaaKvkvu
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Our minds run us, hell, our minds just run. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk2ZGZf2FJ
It all keeps going on and on and on again day after day after day. It's a continuum that will only cease when you do. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l6EAP1uPZ
In a perfect world in a perfect time, our minds would be kind. But, the world and everyone in it are not perfect. So, it just keeps on going until we break. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4uVEVK2x4
Every time we look at ourselves there's just more cracks added. The wreckage just keeps piling up until we’re buried underneath it. We let our thoughts consume us - we let other people consume us.copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8pS85So7x
The thoughts of others control every single thing we simple-minded humans do. Even how our own thoughts work are controlled by someone other than you, therefore, you also control the thoughts of others too. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aTdOt2QYS
Our own mind isn’t our own. It is consisted of pieces of others made into one. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYXkTBfDEM
The mind… is something I’ve been thinking about for a while now. I don’t know about you, but mine is driving me insane. The constant over thinking and assuming is maddening, truly. It’s laughable the amount of scenarios I come up with to account for things that I have no answer to.copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuV7n4dfsk
The human mind is a place that is inescapable. You can’t get away from yourself and that’s what drives you mad! copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzvGMkaPa8
So, lately, I haven’t been thinking. Well, I have, I’ve just ignored it. I’m learning and trying to just do my own thing. I don’t want to let my thoughts control everything I do. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ7Fj0hzEV
I’ll even go as far as to turn my phone off for days just to “think” for myself. Contradictingly, I’ll take a break to think, or think about how not to think. I’ll wander around, I’ll take a walk and just kind of forget about everything. Recklessly, I’ll stop thinking and start just doing instead. 287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR4QdFP33K
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I don’t want to continually let my mind rule over me. I’ll do what I feel like doing instead of thinking things through. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qmyx9SIZ3
If I don’t want to talk, I won’t. If I want to say whatever I want, I will. In a way, I’m finding that individuality that my mind never let me have. My mind made me stay on track and do what everyone else was doing, but I don’t want to anymore. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI3XnnYEWC
I’ve been going offline and out of the ranges of communication for a reason. I don’t want to be influenced right now, because if I am then I won’t be able to find myself. To be me, I feel like I have to stray away from whatever is comfortable, from whatever my mind is telling me to do. I need to let my emotions take over for a little while. copyright protection283ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiZ0ztOVbR
So, if I’m changing, if I’m not the person you once knew, then it’s okay. I’m finding myself. I’m not letting other people's thoughts control what I have to say. My actions are reflecting how I want to be. So, if you’re not up for the changes, then leave. I have no room for the people who can’t handle the real me, whoever I may be. 287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jnhg6ht4W
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- Ayame287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfJy6WdV0g
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(*Escape. Get it? Instead of Midnight Thinking* it's Midnight Escape* because I'm escaping my thinking. Yeah, I know I'm dumb.)287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3A4lQaCkf
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