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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9qxyrByHk
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiwQZpp6VA
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pe36lLP0U
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgB0VPke5Y
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMrfzicOBN
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rU4TJrfQY
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aQPZorAsl
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEz38dQZY5
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApwXBcErde
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"You're cute when you're high."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDcbQgPcxA
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I smile right back at him.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkr8zAZZW0
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"You're... just cute."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQFfZ4qU7s
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"Tell me more."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoipphlstvy
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2NpoNvp0A
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0xr4ulRkf
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPQb7SJITV
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Oops.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kDb0I5am0
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Okay. Here's the story.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO31ntl65aK
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYRqAVDveG
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK5QIwk38E
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2vyyJhxOt
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzPEmd6DUd
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRhdWPBvZS
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ732sxrHXYP
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraUU3QSR9B
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Wait, what? 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAViDRx8S9
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Trees jerking off?518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcEhWJsV7M
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8uouonONu
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o7k7XZBIp
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7wPsNWPNq
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8uDTGPgQk
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFpJg19x8H
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMfGdwlNDL
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9gWNBJ5G7
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMawq2JXkDk
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvyY12D3Gi
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1c8gQeqCX
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9pgBo4RQu
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcL6UOPgKH
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David really helped me out this time.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwOpHsHCeB
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsz9evhh0l
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbpltuxIgG
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"I'm tired," I say to David.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLUeExpigu
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRwaJDa93i
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduP4WRsjwO
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"What were you doing?"518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3k5VXQJq0
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"Uh... playing with shapes."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pFkFRs7dk
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"Can I see it?"518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRty25wsaC
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpby6ztSFe
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWx2B0OsfM
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"That's pretty."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR7BsYfsBL
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"Thanks."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBxHPQqcvm
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"Why?" I ask him.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7NNiXUgIK
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbyB2wln6X
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"You mean a mandala?"518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB8NUAmRHb
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He starts grinning again.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bGg4BjEOf
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP8t4gjtH5
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3ew7rUwdD
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He scrunches up his face.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ0de22963
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"I dunno."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJesFUzmQP
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRMndI3EaW
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJLqg6HhLu
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"No, it isn't."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa64qSiCJTK
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWUQ2XU6kT
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I stop and think about it for a second.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkg04XVjkr
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7uqOFuX4B
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFQwjVS3GJ
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"Okay."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm2gvEZjOe
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPRO2SRgvn
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLesR4SLqjf
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40ddYW7sa9
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ2MRGEDXe
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36RGLsGBH6
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL5WdkopQw
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN03SNyZuy
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Oh, rass, that was good.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzxpjqmsme
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"Yeah. I'm full."518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH3l5smsoM
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yXzkYyHBp
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB2vT38qHq
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdYgzasOmn
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtkI065CkV
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMLaon4DFL
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHUaUy5rFK
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW6kFEc4Wp
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikny8Iy7Qj
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I let out a deep breath. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSwr0ikggw
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFBoObJmsA
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xENl44RHk
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqoq5nDnCI
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"Leah, I—"518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJjxGYHf9x
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNDOMcGti5
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Not yet.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27igEYmH5F
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPwATdpeMF
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But now?518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuCAR6cepQ
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAuumyOM5O
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"Yes?" he asks me.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesHrLE3c4X
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"I love you," I blurt out.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1awXHTCcS
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOwzOPYA5Q
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSQzNxamXF
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6lStvrlpt
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O0jGE0Glt
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNmqAN5QZW
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNgXCCnmbH
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPYOj75R02
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He's... everything.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhyC6uR4CR
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He's my light.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yM9Kv834O
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He's my inspiration.518Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuluGm3iRI
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"You're my new muse."
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