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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDnXBT08rR
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRluxjpHmzf
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOtrRS1tIE
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0vcjUSkqP
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhuepWcVm7
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCqgD2ln5j
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqsUuaDQkX
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj00BNLSPrx
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqrCAxMGG8
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"You're cute when you're high."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c5ypLcAjM
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I smile right back at him.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqz6jKguSq
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"You're... just cute."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA86z8r5z5a
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"Tell me more."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBpByBbzwm
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBoKZAy46I
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrPfpMqiiJ
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bkrEfL71C
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Oops.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbUBSZjDCC
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Okay. Here's the story.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0FaskIrfd
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1hrKKbMME
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0TuRancJk
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3GJuTqUL1
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuIFFdl5LA
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bBkXjtola
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl2PXq38xE
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDSh7IJUJ8
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Wait, what? 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8ONZ4hPOm
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Trees jerking off?571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXj5OUBu3b
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGHKz4UtVO
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiZZw49Kjt
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DJxNYXTlu
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt2XKtAP7M
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvxu7Oimjr
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfXgy36HOB
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tBckQUcqF
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN1lPXT2Gu
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdqqozgNxw
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrsuW9rSA6
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziLXnMTHID
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfFP1WSrEJ
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David really helped me out this time.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5KUl0ndib
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SztZVCWMl
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LWPBivECK
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"I'm tired," I say to David.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFHnXNNnwr
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4vS4LjPDh
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQqz56KVtN
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"What were you doing?"571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU46OO4A1OZ
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"Uh... playing with shapes."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqn2NPIrhB
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"Can I see it?"571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRscizenzwH
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ01urqd9N
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUatEm7VHAl
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"That's pretty."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8aKMwlW7T
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"Thanks."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6jv9EcIhp
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"Why?" I ask him.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnTxPNEOkV
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKzw9XfK4h
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"You mean a mandala?"571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjAUGjYWRE
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He starts grinning again.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BFwANQWFg
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLioTrcz4Q
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARknqzmJ8L
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He scrunches up his face.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2NnvB6zTR
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"I dunno."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5hjCVPw5U
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlVjT3W3UT
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNd812J4We
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"No, it isn't."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugPpcV1cJ0
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTX9DNnIyv
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I stop and think about it for a second.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcRFMZGjyE
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs3KCdHGZh
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6Bz3v2ONP
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"Okay."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VtcibWrY7
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqvXLVo5m0
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zKj6oQnky
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDUlCTCayb
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeY2cpiIxG
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRFtENd3Na
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***571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfDkz6UPpw
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxcHzqSmlh
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE58UYtI6x
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Oh, rass, that was good.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWtb7OPvud
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"Yeah. I'm full."571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX3Xq2CzEn
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjONuBwvSv
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97G0ccieuh
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ6UxMIXMp
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwtnCTejSe
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIfJCwTZBH
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypLDGJVZJh
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavey58Cek7
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHRPq37gg6
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I let out a deep breath. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwVeFHnKTE
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsbByNfkVs
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlqzTaPOvX
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkgv1yq8ox
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"Leah, I—"571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxudegvWciM
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzlAbg2aug
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Not yet.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqAzDBi32E
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH51ukMkkej
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But now?571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW96N7kO7e
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0vlPvLxyE
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"Yes?" he asks me.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQJCOIZ2Ed
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"I love you," I blurt out.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukWu7ZUFDi
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJgAiSoiAH
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GeivqI4SE
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vcHH9HqR6
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq0tVLWF8y
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR8mLaEfCX
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkrYQeDEDY
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MIifIjSpb
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He's... everything.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgAVjh4P9o
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He's my light.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjUldeMZ0C
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He's my inspiration.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFV2eXhO16
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"You're my new muse."
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