I am shocked, Julian Blake is in my arms having a damn panic32Please respect copyright.PENANAh4jvJ5TEkR
attack Theo pushes open the door but as he sees Julian collapsed sobbing in my32Please respect copyright.PENANA9uCnyOCeU1
arms his eyes widen “what happened”
“I don’t know”
“what were you guys talking about”
“umm he was just explaining that if I get killed somehow, he32Please respect copyright.PENANAUEsf4WX0NZ
will be punished and I asked how and that’s when he ran off”
realization crosses his features
“shit”
“what”
“I will tell you after now help me get him up you are on in32Please respect copyright.PENANAGaNcfkz3OM
three”.
I sit beside Theo, Julian sits beside him his eyes puffy and red,32Please respect copyright.PENANA9S38ilX62r
and goosebumps have broken out all over his skin
“will you tell me why Julian had a panic attack over my32Please respect copyright.PENANApHMfzvJtMD
question”
Theo glances at me and32Please respect copyright.PENANAX7aKpd5gdM
then Julian
“Julian why don’t you go grab some water”
Julian nods he hasn’t said anything since I found him
“if I tell you this32Please respect copyright.PENANADD0YjiUTuu
don’t hold it over his head okay, he is deeply traumatized from this”
I nod as much as I hate him its cruel to use trauma as a32Please respect copyright.PENANAE3Lngvt4Pv
weapon we are all just trying to survive war
“when Julian was twelve,32Please respect copyright.PENANAj5QJOuPZig
he was held hostage and was forced to watch his mother have blood eagle32Please respect copyright.PENANAbn1MVKmbgj
performed on her”
I stop everything32Please respect copyright.PENANA0H2NgELmWU
makes since now
“he has really bad32Please respect copyright.PENANA4hhc8u7NCm
panic attacks and throws up from any reminder of the event even mentioning the32Please respect copyright.PENANAmywtIgEBX7
word blood will trigger it and he will go into a full blown panic attack so32Please respect copyright.PENANAJidZU7acme
Annalise please I am begging you don’t try to use this against him he may be a32Please respect copyright.PENANATeVscMhgX1
sick psychotic person but deeply he is just a traumatized boy”
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I nod this feeling of guilt biting at me because I had no32Please respect copyright.PENANAmen9pGdqIu
idea and pushed him into a panic attack why do I care though he is my enemy yet32Please respect copyright.PENANA5dKQC8tKBe
seeing him so vulnerable so broken changed my view on him maybe he is not so32Please respect copyright.PENANANqrEd2xIwR
different from me.