I feel tears running down my cheek as I climb into the tub my50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y1CazCSxj
whole life has been lie, I should have known I am always being lied to the hot50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFZ0Qr63Hh
water hits my skin the pain but also pleasure of the heat erupting across my50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ntI6nO5W
body I close my eyes trying to stop the tears but I can’t the first time he50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe0lmrjTzu
told me he loved me I accused him of lying, is my life evening real or is it a50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXymbw1TNg
figment of my imagination, Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“I was burning while50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeBDpdsEiC
you came blaming me for the smell of ashes”
which is exactly how my life feels either I am being lied to50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTMCR3O1Zj
or blamed for their actions something I did not do neither participated in.
I hear a knock on my door I sigh before pushing open the door
“love”
Julian whispers
“I am sorry”
“for what?”
“yelling at you I am sorry I was heartbroken and hurt and I50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb2fCxlRt4
was just in the moment”
“sweetheart I was never mad at you”
“but you haven’t left50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQWaVNu2mX
your room in the past seven hours”
“that doesn’t mean I am mad”
he pulls me into his50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOaPW9Q1Gh
arms
“I love you”
he whispers burying his face into my neck his hot breath50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTxUfskZl7
fanning across my neck.
“we have training in an hour”
I sigh wrapping my50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEwDve6bBx
hands around his torso
“I love you” he whispers again I will never get use to this50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPQf9HLrPb
one second, he’s telling me how much he hates me and the next he is telling me50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae2EZHJw9Z
he can’t live without me.
As we walk across the stage all I can think is we are like50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH9Jl44m4Q
the three headed dragon one to be a murderer who will unleash death, one to be50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIxEtFeVPS
a monarch whose crown will weigh heavy, and one to be mad whose ideas will50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSH7grLmJO
change history the perfect depiction of me, Julian and Theo I will unleash50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQdT5HR3k7
death, Julian will be a monarch and Theo’s ideas will change history, Theo50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoc4Li4w6i
steps forward grabbing the microphone
“hello everyone, today we will be practicing shoot and50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJjlwqGuxn
stabbing and pin points on where exactly you want to hit for irremediable50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQM2idM5hs
damage”
“why are we doing this50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0MVFHPjOA
why don’t we all just go home and live the rest of our lives”
somebody shouts in the crowd
“because we are all going to die Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
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in a fools paradise” you signed up for this there's no leaving now”
Theo shouts the crowd50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtEinUuGxU
goes silent “let’s go”
he scowls before turning and walking off stage, well today is50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaorUIeUb0y
going to be a shit show.
My arm aches as I try to throw the machete again “are you50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1I8JssJ3f
okay” Theo whispers
“Yup, perfectly fine”
“Are you sure?”
“No, you dumbass my arm feels like it’s about to fall off”
He laughs before saying “I thought you had used a machete50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhKrXULmna
before” “no” I scowl
“Were you lying to me50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn8ozTmHOX
too” he whips his head around surprise present in his expression “what”
“Did you know about my50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTUaQqLlPM
brain disease too” his eyes go wide
“He told you”
“Great another person50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgrZljn88j
who lied to me”
“Annalise-”
“No, you are suppose to be my family but you keep this from50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNvXQ7kMtB
me”
“Annalise you don’t understand last time we told you, you50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65BRbQOy9H
tried to kill yourself because you thought you were killing Julian”
“what”
“When you were fifteen me and Julian told you about the50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMktdk9njp
disease you locked yourself in the military quarters and tried to shoot50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBh1uHzw0x
yourself”
“no” I shake my head refusing to believe
“Have you ever wondered where that scar on your collarbone50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9ONvLRVmG
came from”
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I stop remembering the scar on my collarbone which is shaped50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHevhIdmVJ
like a bullet “your not lying” I whisper “never was” “oh my god” I have one50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfp88wdoop
life, yet I have lived many.
