I feel tears running down my cheek as I climb into the tub my31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7RcMxNJX6
whole life has been lie, I should have known I am always being lied to the hot31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaIU7cEmaP
water hits my skin the pain but also pleasure of the heat erupting across my31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDDGJgTKiU
body I close my eyes trying to stop the tears but I can’t the first time he31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP8s71jObD
told me he loved me I accused him of lying, is my life evening real or is it a31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qjCStU2OV
figment of my imagination, Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“I was burning while31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qIq1RkBhJ
you came blaming me for the smell of ashes”
which is exactly how my life feels either I am being lied to31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3G1bMRKWK
or blamed for their actions something I did not do neither participated in.
I hear a knock on my door I sigh before pushing open the door
“love”
Julian whispers
“I am sorry”
“for what?”
“yelling at you I am sorry I was heartbroken and hurt and I31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4uOqwUoFa
was just in the moment”
“sweetheart I was never mad at you”
“but you haven’t left31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODugWb5jgt
your room in the past seven hours”
“that doesn’t mean I am mad”
he pulls me into his31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF77vBGm4Z
arms
“I love you”
he whispers burying his face into my neck his hot breath31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtulRZplmFK
fanning across my neck.
“we have training in an hour”
I sigh wrapping my31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjob32RxRiL
hands around his torso
“I love you” he whispers again I will never get use to this31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb8Ve9lEjs
one second, he’s telling me how much he hates me and the next he is telling me31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78ZstrRpff
he can’t live without me.
As we walk across the stage all I can think is we are like31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNtKmWvlkI
the three headed dragon one to be a murderer who will unleash death, one to be31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl53WKbut7l
a monarch whose crown will weigh heavy, and one to be mad whose ideas will31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JKmPdDEIO
change history the perfect depiction of me, Julian and Theo I will unleash31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUy9ZlYXoA
death, Julian will be a monarch and Theo’s ideas will change history, Theo31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mmUIoyKsH
steps forward grabbing the microphone
“hello everyone, today we will be practicing shoot and31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsW8dwA3oW
stabbing and pin points on where exactly you want to hit for irremediable31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBUtBg36uz
damage”
“why are we doing this31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiRc2euqXd
why don’t we all just go home and live the rest of our lives”
somebody shouts in the crowd
“because we are all going to die Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
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in a fools paradise” you signed up for this there's no leaving now”
Theo shouts the crowd31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAubm2xgd3K
goes silent “let’s go”
he scowls before turning and walking off stage, well today is31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDXkD1N7dB
going to be a shit show.
My arm aches as I try to throw the machete again “are you31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSsZIUpS3n
okay” Theo whispers
“Yup, perfectly fine”
“Are you sure?”
“No, you dumbass my arm feels like it’s about to fall off”
He laughs before saying “I thought you had used a machete31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zIH4f5VR0
before” “no” I scowl
“Were you lying to me31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUySLshLpg1
too” he whips his head around surprise present in his expression “what”
“Did you know about my31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl7e1kxZkg
brain disease too” his eyes go wide
“He told you”
“Great another person31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2Y0cZRQKF
who lied to me”
“Annalise-”
“No, you are suppose to be my family but you keep this from31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtPYvYO58b
me”
“Annalise you don’t understand last time we told you, you31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jh0gUKDjZ
tried to kill yourself because you thought you were killing Julian”
“what”
“When you were fifteen me and Julian told you about the31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjTuXdktwQ
disease you locked yourself in the military quarters and tried to shoot31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOzJqUSeuT
yourself”
“no” I shake my head refusing to believe
“Have you ever wondered where that scar on your collarbone31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzGa6619qn
came from”
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I stop remembering the scar on my collarbone which is shaped31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yxkuuFaYE
like a bullet “your not lying” I whisper “never was” “oh my god” I have one31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3s6LtpMje
life, yet I have lived many.
