Julian's pov.
I walk up to my room, Theo chasing38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZIyGZeCad
behind me, but I could care less that self-absorbed bitch she really thinks I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKMWdBBOkC
am all about murdering children “Julian” I hear Theo shout, but I choose to ignore38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEUbFIG0Z1
him, I quicken my pace taking a sharp turn down the hall “fuck you” Theo barks38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWya8gUnS3
before I hear my front door slam close, fuck today and fuck life.
I sit at the table feeling the burn of the whiskey as it38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wvwf1vQNd
slips down my throat, I blow out a puff of smoke the strong smell of tobacco38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGjkroKE8K
fills the air I choke on a breath as I take another drag of my cigarette suddenly,38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kD7MPUSw7
my door is thrown open “Julian” Theo sobs I throw my cigarette in the ash tray38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhoMylYtBq
and run over to him he hasn’t cried like this in four years which was when he38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuyk5d8p86
was living with his father “Theo what happened” I ask as more tears slip down38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSB62lIqBs
his cheek
“she’s dead, Julian Sylvie’s is dead”
he starts sobbing I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvrCnXhq9s
stop breathing oh my fucking god, Sylvie yarrows she was one of the village38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqzWB7REdR
girls and Theo’s wife she was August employee but she started disobeying her boss38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwhm0TGSm4
after what he did it was never harming others in any way, she and Theo got38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN2eYUxUZL
married three years ago in my basement when he was twenty one and she was38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh30iabXyR
nineteen both of their parents had no idea the only people who knew were me and38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF6mpQK6Yx
my father, my father was actually ecstatic about their marriage the last time I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABdGNbDJPI
saw him that happy was when mother was alive
“how” I mutter my38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynwry30YdZ
breathing growing shallower by the second and my heart beating faster and38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKdpH6fCut
faster in anticipation
“blood eagle” he sobs38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrspdLTd5Iz
and I can’t breathe I stop nausea creeping up my throat “I will be back in one38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ2uzVqhlO
second”
I mumble running to38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsWEG2QnDb
the bathroom, I hunch over the toilet dry heaving as memories come flooding38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvw1pcHDku
back
“her38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvWS9VpK2J
screams puncturing the air as they split open her back’
tears pool in my eyes as I continue dry heaving, my throat38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeSpNX0Uli
aches from the force
“her blood pooling on the ground as38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoKLwK1fFp
they rip her lungs out of her back’
a sob rips from my throat as the memory of her lying on the38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFB7TS1kaM
ground her organelles falling out of her back, I lean over the toilet afraid38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTwW9i1lRs
the nausea is going to hit again, more tears falling down my cheek and more38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhtI4FEnY9
sobs escapes from my throat “fuck” I mutter my best friend just had his wife die38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuGDXdqR29
and I am having a panic attack from PTSD but as I turn to leave I see Annalise38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmpmOmq0U1
standing at the door her eyes wide in panic and her mouth open “go” I shout38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7aC9eXp5H
closing my eyes trying not to face her I hear her run down the hall and I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iFiRLduaA
sprint out of the bathroom and to the kitchen I see Theo chugging a bottle of38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrOE3dMxBX
whiskey I snatch the bottle out of his hand just to see a cigarette in his38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vkbfyRASG
other hand
“fuck Theo, you can’t38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmuMp82l20
drown out your problems with alcohol” he groans his eyes puffy and red “Theo,38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0u010Azak
you can talk to me”
“no, I can’t Julian in case you haven't noticed I can’t say38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTmsFdh6ak
the word blood eagle or talk about anybody's death that had something similar happen38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof7KnB43Wz
without you having a panic attack or puking”
I try to hold back the38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9iIwZpYhr
urge to vomit but he’s right, guilt fills me my best friend can’t even vent to38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzZG4pRtrX
me about his wife’s death without me having a panic attack “Theo I am sorry”
“Julian don’t do this38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt14QF11hpn
sorry crap”
his voice breaking as38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSlTB04cUA
he walks out leaving me there guilt eating away at me I could have saved her I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk15QUwPKM0
could have saved my mother but I didn’t and that's what kills me.
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