I sit in my room contemplating what38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9b9wcjzLJ
just happened I just saw Julian Blake, son of the highest ranking military38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6wW6k222T
officer in the kingdom cry, I saw Julian Blake sobbing and dry heaving he38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH59eTo3Fs
looked like he was having a panic attack and it shook me to the core I never38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgFgiSWMVr
thought in a million years I would see Julian having a panic attack, was it38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS1bW8VnOU
about something I had said? had my comment earlier affected him that much, I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfqPlZF01z
turn over trying to focus but I can’t my mind just keeps wondering back to38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5BJNci7IC
seeing him dry heaving and the tears running down his face as he sobs the pain38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPMm20VJso
in his eyes but then memories of my mother screaming at me and my younger self38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdC0e7ipEo
sobbing herself to sleep each night come38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBJf5IXCID
flooding back
“you stupid girl38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIZ9waaTA7
my mother shouts slicing her blade across my rib and waist ‘mother please’ I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFipMCWNmC
beg tears straining my cheeks as she puts more force into the blade, blood38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbxZvjxJ3C
falls down my side down my hip and drips onto the floor and my shoe “ maybe38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyUm9A4nqN
this will fucking teach you not to argue with me again”
children and war should not mix yet they do.
I sit up, my head pounding as I stand up, I walk over to the38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOZBNZKBtO
mirror and gasp as I see blood in the sink, I glance up seeing my mother38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlRrbPlzq8
standing over a child’s body, I look over at my mother's hand just to see a38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWccVDxt7U
bloody dagger in her hand but when I meet my mother's eyes it's not my mother I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89mEOq6roa
am looking at its me I feel tears prick my eyes as I drop the dagger and stare at38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgkcTXVLwr
my hands in horror I let out a horrified sob as I realise what I have done38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3qeLoVh3G
“Annalise”
I hear a voice shout38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEbjwBgwoI
but its muffled “wake up”
the voice getting is38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuov8uFQKpE
louder and louder as the world around me starts fading “Annalise”
I hear Julian shout but his voice is muffled by my breathing,38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg08b8gt6N
I gasp and choke for air staring at my hands as if the blood is still staining38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qW5NjDxmA
my hands “you’re okay” he says his voice oddly soft and soothing I suck in a38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoxNFKgWo8
breath “no, no I killed him I killed him he was dead” I choke out a sob creeping up my throat “no, love it was38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEVMaqViwW
just a nightmare nobody is dead”
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breathing in
and out trying not to cry I can’t cry In front of him again38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWCIEkPoy9
no matter how much I want to
“be ready in at least an hour”
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he says before leaving, what the fuck is my life my enemy the38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLO7R4JkJk
one who kidnapped me and tortured me is now comforting me after a nightmare38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNyblyv1La
honestly what the fuck is my life.
