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I was five. 8964 copyright protection181PENANAdjiyg7kEkE 維尼
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I was five when I was told that I was moving,8964 copyright protection181PENANAxvO7K1vbHL 維尼
that I had to leave my friends and the life that I had behind.8964 copyright protection181PENANAk7pmGVtpt5 維尼
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I was five.8964 copyright protection181PENANAWBUQ9OxWj8 維尼
Moving states and places, 8964 copyright protection181PENANAsaz9XhDIgS 維尼
The Change was hard,8964 copyright protection181PENANA0AX1gGtNBH 維尼
new people and a new start, 8964 copyright protection181PENANAEAUTUUogZL 維尼
I was five.8964 copyright protection181PENANACSxyxHKYgb 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAGtTZs8dp7i
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I was five,8964 copyright protection181PENANAUkd1SrFSu6 維尼
When I met new friends8964 copyright protection181PENANAegM7QTMlqe 維尼
and I made amends 8964 copyright protection181PENANASVHG0pI5N9 維尼
Then I was ten8964 copyright protection181PENANAas6uSQyvNL 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAxi2KzqTpw6
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When I was ten, 8964 copyright protection181PENANAIE3wGVet1g 維尼
My dad knew my best friends,8964 copyright protection181PENANA0Pez5cWRiv 維尼
But he stepped down. 8964 copyright protection181PENANA8OXIjZrRyC 維尼
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When I was ten,8964 copyright protection181PENANA6dvyhNJWbi 維尼
He got a new job, 8964 copyright protection181PENANA8P4L5jNZwJ 維尼
I had to leave my friends once again,8964 copyright protection181PENANA3NfMa9FbD7 維尼
I had to leave them.8964 copyright protection181PENANADBb5tXek7L 維尼
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I was ten.8964 copyright protection181PENANA8v0ScoxXtH 維尼
When my friends and I continued to speak8964 copyright protection181PENANA67Uw1Mlm5h 維尼
When my hunger started to betray me 8964 copyright protection181PENANAj2avLxetot 維尼
When I had to restart my life,8964 copyright protection181PENANAu6uE2SRIRs 維尼
And meet new people on a new street.8964 copyright protection181PENANABBX9FJgo72 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAyk4QknYx4D
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I was ten.8964 copyright protection181PENANAv78AhNNZCe 維尼
When I still got to keep my home, 8964 copyright protection181PENANAfxf6cLQ59F 維尼
I didn’t like it though,8964 copyright protection181PENANAvOozZdVINj 維尼
My mother and father fought,8964 copyright protection181PENANA8W3ahStWtG 維尼
So I slept over at my best friend’s house8964 copyright protection181PENANAxJPMQ1Jcin 維尼
I was twelve.8964 copyright protection181PENANA3AB4vUYitG 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAUZgwxbNrug
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I was twelve. 8964 copyright protection181PENANAiOl4wjBdsw 維尼
It was thanksgiving8964 copyright protection181PENANAkgims8x3EN 維尼
Of all days in the year8964 copyright protection181PENANAKLICszzIHB 維尼
That is when my parents decided8964 copyright protection181PENANAyzZ4RtSOYa 維尼
We were to move. 8964 copyright protection181PENANAP0CCAYRjNc 維尼
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I was twelve.8964 copyright protection181PENANAfWGnsB33Yv 維尼
When I had my first fainting spell8964 copyright protection181PENANANzOn8EwESV 維尼
I had to leave everyone.8964 copyright protection181PENANA0QXDoy6DgJ 維尼
My friends and I didn’t have a falling out8964 copyright protection181PENANAfqXlZjqWZ2 維尼
If we had I would have never come out8964 copyright protection181PENANAkEzNkvIIAE 維尼
Of my room where I would wail for comfort8964 copyright protection181PENANAvHXsHSz0Vh 維尼
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I was twelve.8964 copyright protection181PENANA964SWUKXig 維尼
When my brain began to think8964 copyright protection181PENANAsDUBzyIUQ6 維尼
About how I am going to keep my friends8964 copyright protection181PENANAIkd64eapSy 維尼
People change and so do I 8964 copyright protection181PENANAUzS9vbU0NB 維尼
but they are the ones that keep me sane.8964 copyright protection181PENANA9XzKPjBNeN 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAVL6TJcrVyF
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I was thirteen8964 copyright protection181PENANACXI358bnuH 維尼
When I was in a new state once again.8964 copyright protection181PENANAU0REPqRCGs 維尼
New house, new school, new people.8964 copyright protection181PENANA9IDwTjse8V 維尼
I. Hate. It. Here!8964 copyright protection181PENANAnfqUP3M04I 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAy5ruizdM1J
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It has been almost three years.8964 copyright protection181PENANA5PczYIZ1bi 維尼
I know the reason, 8964 copyright protection181PENANADKKsEzgjrI 維尼
The reason I was torn from my friends,8964 copyright protection181PENANAV4T6uqFTgV 維尼
The reason I have to live in this hell. 8964 copyright protection181PENANAJvpqb6gmrW 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAMRNPSTHxRr
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I want to go back.8964 copyright protection181PENANAtwbIibSbB8 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAkpDDhbNXoV
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Back when I had my best friends right by my side.8964 copyright protection181PENANAQgohuUApp2 維尼
Back when I saw them daily8964 copyright protection181PENANAuBIjGrKbav 維尼
To when I spoke to them bravely8964 copyright protection181PENANA9unEYrfm2m 維尼
TO WHEN I WASN’T SAD.8964 copyright protection181PENANAHbi5yOjLaJ 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAT0fT5aE7uR
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I am fifteen years old.8964 copyright protection181PENANA6aDQODq4AC 維尼
I can sleep but I don’t8964 copyright protection181PENANAOQWlEFv433 維尼
I like to stay happy even when I’m not. 8964 copyright protection181PENANAwa71epH8DN 維尼
I talk to my best friends,8964 copyright protection181PENANAtAzD1AEMrC 維尼
but not as much as I should.8964 copyright protection181PENANAoFHRiNxGd9 維尼
I need to talk to them more,8964 copyright protection181PENANAwB2cAKNV0u 維尼
Before I overthink.8964 copyright protection181PENANAPuNZe0qW0L 維尼
Before I lose them,8964 copyright protection181PENANAOYhRfjzdgA 維尼
And before I lose myself.8964 copyright protection181PENANAY44k1UPBzo 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAuZvzd1jL3J
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I am fifteen years of age, 8964 copyright protection181PENANA3rEZxmh24F 維尼
I have been forced to move states or schools8964 copyright protection181PENANAFQvbIsOWCD 維尼
Four times.8964 copyright protection181PENANAqoQJj6zTGG 維尼
Four times my parents have said, never again. 8964 copyright protection181PENANA0tyJ4HQ5G6 維尼
You are going to graduate high school here. 8964 copyright protection181PENANAXWQe8ILd1p 維尼
Each time these things happened8964 copyright protection181PENANA1ayu3k4YzC 維尼
I got progressively worse.8964 copyright protection181PENANAiclhnp1CcX 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANADKFPs7Z7zR
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They look at me and ask where their happy little daughter is8964 copyright protection181PENANANcXAf0vbAa 維尼
Not even bothering to notice that she hasn’t been there,8964 copyright protection181PENANA2nVW30wBlJ 維尼
Ever since I had to leave my best friends8964 copyright protection181PENANAMUa2YpCI0x 維尼
One Boy8964 copyright protection181PENANAoO1PW4H2bU 維尼
One Girl8964 copyright protection181PENANArGZ26TT6as 維尼
The lights of my life8964 copyright protection181PENANAKiRNoowDiM 維尼
People who can just so easily take away that light8964 copyright protection181PENANAMaOQADwvXj 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANA6823zFMHje
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Talking to them makes everything better8964 copyright protection181PENANAu6ppT8iyoX 維尼
I feel the slightest bit insecure about something8964 copyright protection181PENANAy5p8rZ6eSm 維尼
And they instantly say the smallest things,8964 copyright protection181PENANAUPPSmdwwcY 維尼
Howdy.8964 copyright protection181PENANAnN4A0qiqRT 維尼
And everything melts away8964 copyright protection181PENANATpfa8ZfnpZ 維尼
All the insecurities8964 copyright protection181PENANA8lhtquRRJj 維尼
All the Pain8964 copyright protection181PENANA4IAI2taj02 維尼
All the words in my brain.8964 copyright protection181PENANALfuLbHwnl7 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAmGwTrwoDVW
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I am fifteen.8964 copyright protection181PENANAu3Z5Cu8Dsm 維尼
I read books to escape,8964 copyright protection181PENANAV8xkXx3xEF 維尼
All the people in my brain8964 copyright protection181PENANAB6n2BNbS9n 維尼
And those who surround me.8964 copyright protection181PENANAODbl21EUpu 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAYHU8ZqLOhh
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The library is my sanctuary,8964 copyright protection181PENANADQCj3EzK1p 維尼
My safe place. 8964 copyright protection181PENANAZ084VEB8oI 維尼
The one place I feel sane.8964 copyright protection181PENANA2VJYhKpbPC 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAv3ChG0ObfN
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I won’t speak but others will.8964 copyright protection181PENANAive5yLDtUZ 維尼
The people I surround myself with8964 copyright protection181PENANAQUcsoHThwv 維尼
It is not good for me,8964 copyright protection181PENANAfjGJHPz57C 維尼
They are not from my roots8964 copyright protection181PENANAWuo0GYm4BV 維尼
but I am stuck in theirs.8964 copyright protection181PENANAlSkcDSd9KO 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANA7tzXnQUv83
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I didn’t read one book8964 copyright protection181PENANAZqGnkIgGV3 維尼
And for that, I get constant jabs.8964 copyright protection181PENANAfIXxWZc665 維尼
Preying on my weaknesses.8964 copyright protection181PENANAZBFv2qGSF3 維尼
And my insecurities.8964 copyright protection181PENANAVMaL1zfFbE 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANA0DJdUBiLnO
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I talked to them. 8964 copyright protection181PENANA8wwW318xao 維尼
The people I surround myself with,8964 copyright protection181PENANAIQqjU06iLD 維尼
I made it known that,8964 copyright protection181PENANAPDaW37f5Rn 維尼
I am not ok with what they say,8964 copyright protection181PENANA6dLxYK6OjI 維尼
And what they do.8964 copyright protection181PENANA3tEnh1tiD0 維尼
But no matter how much I try,8964 copyright protection181PENANA6uc2jQcFDb 維尼
“They will never listen to you”8964 copyright protection181PENANALW97bWATn8 維尼
So I have made a decision8964 copyright protection181PENANAyjwxnUa8OD 維尼
Once I can be confident,8964 copyright protection181PENANAdzRRhLYFGo 維尼
I will free myself8964 copyright protection181PENANA3KME21a3xA 維尼
From the burden that is my “friends”8964 copyright protection181PENANAX8EqvK7uuM 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAU0hqBzzPIx
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Why did life have to turn out the way it is?8964 copyright protection181PENANAAeFR9H7d5b 維尼
Was it my parents?8964 copyright protection181PENANAEc1Jy532m4 維尼
Was it my friends?185Please respect copyright.PENANAWGVW7ZIl6n
Was it me?8964 copyright protection181PENANAcUm9wa940S 維尼
What went wrong?8964 copyright protection181PENANA3bht39o09t 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAUX2uHiT81W
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In the life of a fifteen-year-old.8964 copyright protection181PENANA4heH0io7q3 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAkGNoVQYggr
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I am now sixteen8964 copyright protection181PENANAJuApOTyPRJ 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAx49ViNhu5k
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Looking back on this poem8964 copyright protection181PENANAJKRyXbeSfF 維尼
A year in time has passed8964 copyright protection181PENANAhMfyC4bwtk 維尼
And I have begun to relax8964 copyright protection181PENANAhS7Msyzedt 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAAfzaSJLbeU
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I have lived with the guilt8964 copyright protection181PENANA1DtpLkJK4Q 維尼
Knowing what I know8964 copyright protection181PENANAZYgIhZRZ4P 維尼
The reason why I was pulled8964 copyright protection181PENANAfDnmrZLIGs 維尼
I miss my best friends it's true8964 copyright protection181PENANAJX2HCBh1fm 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAmO8NUdRVBb
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Living without them is like living without food8964 copyright protection181PENANA4Pz7Ni81SO 維尼
My hunger deteriorates 8964 copyright protection181PENANALKTw9z1GDQ 維尼
I get lightheaded8964 copyright protection181PENANAIAcTF8NWH4 維尼
My body hot 8964 copyright protection181PENANAeXLwMw6lJO 維尼
My ears and eyes shot 8964 copyright protection181PENANAj5z86xpGTg 維尼
Everything blurred8964 copyright protection181PENANAcTuU225d5i 維尼
I can’t see a thing8964 copyright protection181PENANAQd7mMsh24P 維尼
Muffled sounds8964 copyright protection181PENANAMTbLZwmvX6 維尼
As I fall from my feet8964 copyright protection181PENANA4S8xH5JN0H 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAP2h8e0hxH4
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The issue at hand got better once8964 copyright protection181PENANAp99mD5eJXk 維尼
But it is slowly getting worse again8964 copyright protection181PENANACadHiktFKO 維尼
Sometimes I forget to eat8964 copyright protection181PENANAiO39cVevBU 維尼
Other I just see food and can’t think8964 copyright protection181PENANA5sjPhh8DGx 維尼
Of anything other than not eating it 8964 copyright protection181PENANAjnu9262iL0 維尼
It makes me gag8964 copyright protection181PENANA1i17VNbZOW 維尼
I would rather scream8964 copyright protection181PENANA8FNWJePqP2 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAm5IlYAvFl2
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So I go to the theater8964 copyright protection181PENANA46d9TKu7N7 維尼
Where I can screech 8964 copyright protection181PENANAGOxk7h7Whc 維尼
I prefer to belt and sing8964 copyright protection181PENANA1BEMMoQIbd 維尼
To get my frustration out8964 copyright protection181PENANAtcsLFN0H0c 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAr32jRV7PmS
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But the one thing is 8964 copyright protection181PENANApiyNJV5otJ 維尼
I can’t do that without 8964 copyright protection181PENANAlgLBRoQ6xF 維尼
Those “friends” showing up too8964 copyright protection181PENANAeLY1mplKsl 維尼
I don’t want them there8964 copyright protection181PENANAmuPfB0uFrW 維尼
It’s my safe space8964 copyright protection181PENANAJMVfaAc6d0 維尼
For me to survive8964 copyright protection181PENANAluUyhylr1N 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANATwY3N8Ci4d
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To get away from those8964 copyright protection181PENANALmpZzPvmyy 維尼
Who make my insecurities thrive8964 copyright protection181PENANAF6b8oJGMao 維尼
But then there was him8964 copyright protection181PENANABfUAX70AQD 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAQa8N2iRqP6
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He got me to eat 8964 copyright protection181PENANA2uAld4UZjO 維尼
Somehow I don’t even know how8964 copyright protection181PENANAxqoIibMXvu 維尼
To walk and run8964 copyright protection181PENANA7yNBxY24dq 維尼
And somehow breathe again8964 copyright protection181PENANA3xtSnSjltm 維尼
I don’t know how 8964 copyright protection181PENANA4nIltdiGDV 維尼
But I have known him for a long time8964 copyright protection181PENANArfjn3fGAG5 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAxwAqtDkOt2
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But we will not date8964 copyright protection181PENANAs8DSQc6F4c 維尼
For the fear of losing our friendship8964 copyright protection181PENANAnqYOWgGuna 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAxk91dYraPZ
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I have been through that before8964 copyright protection181PENANANa6elL2J6b 維尼
I cannot do it again8964 copyright protection181PENANANQb9x6Vb5o 維尼
It broke my heart8964 copyright protection181PENANAPgtv9qAcMT 維尼
And it still does to this day8964 copyright protection181PENANAzAVw7p74nX 維尼
I don’t want it to suffer like that ever again8964 copyright protection181PENANAasyOB590kA 維尼
So we will stay friends8964 copyright protection181PENANANtmZ5P1aml 維尼
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I am not ok 8964 copyright protection181PENANAcrr2aLooIy 維尼
I never will fully be ok8964 copyright protection181PENANAhTKbEYdDBJ 維尼
I will give you that8964 copyright protection181PENANAxKBDVpgAoK 維尼
Because no one is ever fully okay8964 copyright protection181PENANANHCpnh71UD 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANATLlnvxOctc
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I lost the ability to be ok 8964 copyright protection181PENANA2g9W9JbczY 維尼
Long ago8964 copyright protection181PENANAAgdz9nsDVl 維尼
When I lost my best friends8964 copyright protection181PENANAzzv2kgmaat 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANA2kQxTlxU9n
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I haven’t seen them in three years8964 copyright protection181PENANAZCMjRM6FRg 維尼
And that is when it all began8964 copyright protection181PENANAG2qMYpkZ1F 維尼
I don’t know how to fix this8964 copyright protection181PENANA3NueDxBp7n 維尼
Am I mentally ill, probably. 8964 copyright protection181PENANAf84lRBFBWP 維尼
The thought that I have ADHD8964 copyright protection181PENANAMzaW8xCT2O 維尼
Has a high chance8964 copyright protection181PENANAC9pDk8bQcC 維尼
185Please respect copyright.PENANAkOuM86eM0F
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But for now, I will live8964 copyright protection181PENANAupFc0FKOxm 維尼
Because I thrive on spite8964 copyright protection181PENANAPtQM55KDEH 維尼
And I will try to be happy8964 copyright protection181PENANA2NWMN5Ws8d 維尼
And to stay positive8964 copyright protection181PENANARHMzCeex03 維尼
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In my sixteen-year-old mind8964 copyright protection181PENANARMuze9vees 維尼
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