"So what kind of birth control would you like?"574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKbVwYDCY2
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lyEiu6omK
This is the question that my gynaecologist, Dr. Hamilton asks me after discussing the pros and cons of each method. We received our blood test results last week, and he's clean (not that I expected him not to be; it was just a precaution) and I booked an appointment as soon as I saw the results, trying to be as proactive as possible.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELNO953p4r
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"Mirena."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahtWCAJ1tE
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He fixes his dark brown eyes on me.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQVBo14set
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"Well, I have to warn you about the side effects." 574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sf89Zkwjg
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He listed them off, and they included.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRxBVYpovL
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Ovarian cysts.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN67fraT65
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Acne.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBOt42SfSE
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Nausea.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTFUrvKtuv
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Weight gain.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVnHlnl3uS
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Abnormal bleeding patterns.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX55wIbzlN0
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Infertility.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCxqnjku6p
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Ectopic pregnancy.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRONiTEGf3
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Blah, blah, blah.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB5UGIQZEV
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Everything has a shitload of side effects.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYxc9TTcKs
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I've already made my decision, so I say the sentence that's been on my tongue for the past three minutes:574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvifNGceub
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"Yes. That's the one I want."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxiOj6pt0V
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***574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX7DQz6WUn
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"So we're good to go?"574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtcXHx0R7L
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9EW1d7Fx6
This is from David, who isn't even looking at me; he's reading from his phone again.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc0sBCw2co
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"Could you at least look me in the face when we're talking about fucking?"574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL3Ac47Iif
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He locks the screen of his phone, and at a speed that is sarcastically slow and places it on the table. He then looks into my face with pure cockiness, and raises his left eyebrow.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ayp2vJ6X6
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"Are you..." He reaches out with the same hand that he was using his phone with - his left hand. Huh. - and grasps my chin, tilting it up.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mouwZDvXE
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"Ready to be fucked?" he asks, emphasising on both the f and k, breaking it into two syllables, and then biting his lip and raising his eyebrow even higher.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0CtNGeB0w
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Goddamn. He went from zero to one hundred so fast, I'm genuinely confused; I'm too fucking confused right now.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq7biB4sLY
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I express this confusion, of course, by making a complete fool of myself, trying and failing to form a coherent response.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6VbR1mQKt
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"I-I-I... I-"574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCC6JYh2Cp
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He releases my chin and tilts his head back and let's out a laugh that sounds both sadistic and full of sexual promise.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rTIQiUVGR
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"Tongue tied?" he asks in a teasing, almost mocking tone.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4w1KYCD0S
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQsCSKe936
I feel my cheeks heating up. Goddamnit, I'm blushing. Thank god for melanin, though, because he can't see a thing.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFMLqKhXi1
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At least, that's what I think.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLrH0ZWP9l
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"I do believe that I see your chocolate skin darkening almost imperceptibly to a darker shade, my dear. Did I make you blush?"574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpBFgJty9j
He asks with a twisted, sexy sadistic grin on his face - one that matches the laugh he let out earlier.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQRuyruldr
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As if to confirm his theory, I only blush harder.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGlS9e9rpv
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"My friends at school, they called me Chicken Hawk. I don't miss a thing."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UgqZEuKbp
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiK0FxeqQH
"Fuck off," I growl.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUcBKY7jCk
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But of course, he continues to talk, the grin still on his face.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf6sjetiIv
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"I've also noticed that you're clamping your thighs together. Your pupils have dilated, and you're unconsciously leaning towards me. Yeah, I'd say you're ready to be fucked."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6k1pOyp3t
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Who watches for someone's pupils to become dilated?574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnntxghrJw
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuff8CRYOp7
But his freakish style of observing isn't the only thing that's on my mind.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeJ9z2j7BE
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyApZbwS4P
Sex.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9gk5EZFFY
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Of course sex is on my mind. Since the IUD doesn't start working for a good week, I bought a shitload of different Trojan condoms, because: 574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbnubtJEQA
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN6LwJDQCI
a) Trojan for life;574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqsrrVfMnS
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b) I've never seen his penis before; I have no idea what his penis size is;574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46qY4E1mgF
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRuk9S7rJK
c) I will get fucked today.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPQnIbdbRT
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The last one is what sticks with me, as I empty the contents of my purse onto the counter, condoms scattering all over the table.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNELhBOAP6
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSUglOZOLB
"It doesn't start working for the first week," I tell him, explaining all the condoms.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oWTBht3rX
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He smirks at the condoms, as if they've just told him the most hilarious joke, then looks at me and chuckles.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDbdAdNMcQ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vNa4dqnRa
Well, now I'm confused. Does he not want to fuck me? Because if he's going to leave me hórny after all that sexy talk, I'll just have to-574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBUl33QIld
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"Don't look so angry, Leah. Its just that I'm more of a Durex guy."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUkQquVeQS
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***574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH8k5SSeCt
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I continue to sit at the table, staring at the condoms while David gets ice water.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcXR78OAzC
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Idly, I wonder how long he will continue this teasing shit for. Probably forever.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupOTlesqx4
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He sets one cup in front of me, and I slowly sip the water; my stomach is in knots. When I do finish the water, I start eating the ice.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc9SE5ugRk
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It reminds me of school; when that one child in class had a water bottle with ice, we'd all beg for the ice so that we wouldn't bake in the oven of a classroom.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTmWj5P3EV
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"Hey. Come back from wonderland, Alice."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX9UXYr9Ax
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"Huh? Okay."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHscj4OJbY
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That's my awkward response. So of course, he starts to laugh, again. And I start to blush again.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHZshOvDpG
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"Go fuck yourself," I say, sliding off the stool to put my cup in the sink. 574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOx9F17Ozw
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"Oh, darling," he says with a mischievous grin, laughter still in his voice as he too slides off his stool, "I think we both know that I'd rather fuck you."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN9kDa22my
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTv6T4X23o
The next thing I know, his tongue is halfway down my throat, and his fingers have bypassed my shorts and panties, and are massaging my clit.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQr0u3DZLi
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF89TXpsI6r
"Fuuuuuuuuuuucccckkk," I moan out when his lips leave mine, not expecting it. 574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUnS6CFa57
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmrf9xNjWc
"Yes, that's what you're going to get. One big, fat fuck right inna yuh pussy."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43PdPesQSg
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jUguuN0MO
"Christ," I hiss as his fingers start to move faster.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRvy36qvQV
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And suddenly, he rams his middle finger into my pussy, and pulls it forward, right against my g-spot.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qplr27SXT
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"Oh, rass," I say, my voice shaking; my eyes are open, but everything is going in and out of focus.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCezsXxQSzQ
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I'm grinding against his hand now; riding it, chasing my orgasm. So close, and then it hits me with the force of an elephant running downhill.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxMviHq6Eg
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"Blood! Claat!" 574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K8QossCsE
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He grins - he seems to always be grinning - as he takes his fingers out of my pussy, and places them in his mouth, sucking. Mean while, I am leaning against my stool, panting.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZrug6NKXP
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He pulls his fingers out of his mouth with a "pop", and then says:574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyMY41VKda
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"Strip."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDsyV1f26N
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My clothes are on the ground within seconds, and I wait for him to do something. Anything.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSknODhYl1C
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Instead, he turns and walks off.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUO6Xgg3wW
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"Come."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFn484yyp1
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I follow him like a hungry dog, almost tripping over my own two feet.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvXOk8pHeY
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We end up in a bedroom - not the one I slept in last time, but another bedroom with a King Bed - and I stare at him as he strips, as he rubs himself through his boxers briefly before removing them. I get my first look at his penis - an intimidating piece of equipment with a few veins popping out and a mushroom head leaking a clear fluid - and I watch as he rolls the condom onto his penis.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zn0pqkdgd
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He walks quickly towards me, and I step backward in surprise, falling onto the bed when it hits the backs of my legs. 574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdZZt5OWnx
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As he reaches me, sitting up and facing him, he pushes me back so that my torso falls back, and my back is against the bed.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqtbbTfvxF
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"Pull your knees up."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBQNo5nL8y
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I do as he says immediately, completely enchanted by him.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPjOeCdk8x
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBALsg6Sdir
I expect him to enter me, but instead, I lift my head in time to see his hand coming down on my pussy.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1UbDzfgR3
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"Jesus, fuck, me" I moan, arching my back.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PdquFZBSi
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"No, I'm the one who'll fuck you," he says with mirth.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YxKly7cL7
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs32DGFxbu
I look up, and realise the double way in which my words could have been interpreted. I open my mouth to reply to him, to defend myself, but then, I'm cut off.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGatYC5sgSq
I'm cut off because I feel it.
I feel his head squeezing through my entrance; its been a while since I had sex, so this is a bit painful for me. I clamp down on his dick.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXnLMgHKng
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He growls.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCYcIgfZTV
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"You're gonna have to relax, or that's all you're getting. Stop that shit before I come."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPQ6yWTfn4
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL0kI6sm3B
I take a few deep breaths, and allow them to relax me, and slowly, relax my vagina as well.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdjLWAaEpf
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWLZV9OR7I
Slowly, he pulls out, and pushes back in. I throw my head back and moan, and he speeds it up.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMpzkqx0Jq
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VKU4MqwVJ
However, I soon realise that his primary goal is probably to torture me. Each time that I near orgasm, he slows down, just so that he can draw it out. He takes me right to the edge, to the point where it's at the tips of my fingers, where I can feel it coming in my blood, where I can taste it... then he takes it from me.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCH49d6irZ
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"Rass wid yuh, man! Why yuh caan' jus' mek me come? Chuh bombo," I say in frustration, near the point of tears.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIz3VZAjQK
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"Oh, you want to come?"574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYpVqwyHc7
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I swear I could spit in his face. I hate him so much right now.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUq05rt9gW
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He gives me one hard thrust that has me crying out, then pauses.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhK2loBiwu
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"I want to hear you say it, love."574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35zgqgbIpY
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"I want to come," I sob, because he has stopped moving altogether. I try to grind against him, but I don't need to.574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iTCsWLUtY
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He starts to move, to fuck me better than I've ever been fucked in my life, while rubbing my clit in quick, small circles, and soon, I have one of the most explosive orgasms of my life, screaming his name at the ceiling as tears stream down my face.
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