I feel tears running down my cheek as I climb into the tub my34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1yYeFBdRV
whole life has been lie, I should have known I am always being lied to the hot34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYMvRsoiUC
water hits my skin the pain but also pleasure of the heat erupting across my34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNPAVsz59P
body I close my eyes trying to stop the tears but I can’t the first time he34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUIcepoMG3
told me he loved me I accused him of lying, is my life evening real or is it a34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaNOqPV6Ag
figment of my imagination, Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“I was burning while34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtYtO9PDaF
you came blaming me for the smell of ashes”
which is exactly how my life feels either I am being lied to34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaNCQsDe5D
or blamed for their actions something I did not do neither participated in.
I hear a knock on my door I sigh before pushing open the door
“love”
Julian whispers
“I am sorry”
“for what?”
“yelling at you I am sorry I was heartbroken and hurt and I34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujXGR93weC
was just in the moment”
“sweetheart I was never mad at you”
“but you haven’t left34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ64jIsbtYf
your room in the past seven hours”
“that doesn’t mean I am mad”
he pulls me into his34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T5oleMBnT
arms
“I love you”
he whispers burying his face into my neck his hot breath34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbf6eYCTpO
fanning across my neck.
“we have training in an hour”
I sigh wrapping my34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKNl3CETib
hands around his torso
“I love you” he whispers again I will never get use to this34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvW3qHOWWO
one second, he’s telling me how much he hates me and the next he is telling me34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi6x6WElAS
he can’t live without me.
As we walk across the stage all I can think is we are like34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx06OG5mBO
the three headed dragon one to be a murderer who will unleash death, one to be34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlrU3Bb3qy
a monarch whose crown will weigh heavy, and one to be mad whose ideas will34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE3xuLsVQO
change history the perfect depiction of me, Julian and Theo I will unleash34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C4zzrclSv
death, Julian will be a monarch and Theo’s ideas will change history, Theo34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohOHwMIumE
steps forward grabbing the microphone
“hello everyone, today we will be practicing shoot and34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxre10si0ZA
stabbing and pin points on where exactly you want to hit for irremediable34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7My4usGFBB
damage”
“why are we doing this34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73j6aGGdwb
why don’t we all just go home and live the rest of our lives”
somebody shouts in the crowd
“because we are all going to die Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
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in a fools paradise” you signed up for this there's no leaving now”
Theo shouts the crowd34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B5JEUMsA3
goes silent “let’s go”
he scowls before turning and walking off stage, well today is34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEEeiKnzvH
going to be a shit show.
My arm aches as I try to throw the machete again “are you34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4x6nT9HFu
okay” Theo whispers
“Yup, perfectly fine”
“Are you sure?”
“No, you dumbass my arm feels like it’s about to fall off”
He laughs before saying “I thought you had used a machete34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrXSAS5Nku
before” “no” I scowl
“Were you lying to me34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4ynVs4EdS
too” he whips his head around surprise present in his expression “what”
“Did you know about my34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMR8qZORf8
brain disease too” his eyes go wide
“He told you”
“Great another person34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVlwxvGkPs
who lied to me”
“Annalise-”
“No, you are suppose to be my family but you keep this from34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lTho5wIOk
me”
“Annalise you don’t understand last time we told you, you34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfvmoHV3vd
tried to kill yourself because you thought you were killing Julian”
“what”
“When you were fifteen me and Julian told you about the34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPPlvBVZrc
disease you locked yourself in the military quarters and tried to shoot34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTFlDTS9Vd
yourself”
“no” I shake my head refusing to believe
“Have you ever wondered where that scar on your collarbone34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm132y6yYoy
came from”
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I stop remembering the scar on my collarbone which is shaped34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM8GOlG30W
like a bullet “your not lying” I whisper “never was” “oh my god” I have one34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvL3rwSkvQ
life, yet I have lived many.
