Julian's pov.
I walk up to my room, Theo chasing38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4St7cnK0Gs
behind me, but I could care less that self-absorbed bitch she really thinks I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2yR5FEYQa
am all about murdering children “Julian” I hear Theo shout, but I choose to ignore38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduZrMVJaGo
him, I quicken my pace taking a sharp turn down the hall “fuck you” Theo barks38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcDmQhszbA
before I hear my front door slam close, fuck today and fuck life.
I sit at the table feeling the burn of the whiskey as it38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi5or02php
slips down my throat, I blow out a puff of smoke the strong smell of tobacco38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5JDzz40T2
fills the air I choke on a breath as I take another drag of my cigarette suddenly,38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ66Nc4YcK
my door is thrown open “Julian” Theo sobs I throw my cigarette in the ash tray38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfrDnFSfjF
and run over to him he hasn’t cried like this in four years which was when he38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc31LXVvmG
was living with his father “Theo what happened” I ask as more tears slip down38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnadAQnBWu
his cheek
“she’s dead, Julian Sylvie’s is dead”
he starts sobbing I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fivLESzCt
stop breathing oh my fucking god, Sylvie yarrows she was one of the village38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMRBLyj9cr
girls and Theo’s wife she was August employee but she started disobeying her boss38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasFpLWAioW
after what he did it was never harming others in any way, she and Theo got38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLi9233VuH
married three years ago in my basement when he was twenty one and she was38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQX97Vu3dP
nineteen both of their parents had no idea the only people who knew were me and38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jp9nj5H7V
my father, my father was actually ecstatic about their marriage the last time I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMielE29JWX
saw him that happy was when mother was alive
“how” I mutter my38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKckrVnof4
breathing growing shallower by the second and my heart beating faster and38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKXDqCYVbU
faster in anticipation
“blood eagle” he sobs38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3LZEE0pzT
and I can’t breathe I stop nausea creeping up my throat “I will be back in one38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqqr1awdjI
second”
I mumble running to38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1fRdTzUnr
the bathroom, I hunch over the toilet dry heaving as memories come flooding38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0bk1GcUAO
back
“her38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4CdTMidLF
screams puncturing the air as they split open her back’
tears pool in my eyes as I continue dry heaving, my throat38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujRMeO0O51
aches from the force
“her blood pooling on the ground as38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFEBC3kzY1
they rip her lungs out of her back’
a sob rips from my throat as the memory of her lying on the38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndnvRABacG
ground her organelles falling out of her back, I lean over the toilet afraid38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMiVwLBtja
the nausea is going to hit again, more tears falling down my cheek and more38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6zVeY4IWp
sobs escapes from my throat “fuck” I mutter my best friend just had his wife die38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCDJCIG6y1
and I am having a panic attack from PTSD but as I turn to leave I see Annalise38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxyFTFCeWX
standing at the door her eyes wide in panic and her mouth open “go” I shout38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdTYGwaqEN
closing my eyes trying not to face her I hear her run down the hall and I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU6rsS5iMU
sprint out of the bathroom and to the kitchen I see Theo chugging a bottle of38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOp5Rcmn9a
whiskey I snatch the bottle out of his hand just to see a cigarette in his38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm4vbY47Pl
other hand
“fuck Theo, you can’t38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduhv8b8ykh
drown out your problems with alcohol” he groans his eyes puffy and red “Theo,38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i5h1KkppI
you can talk to me”
“no, I can’t Julian in case you haven't noticed I can’t say38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzhiqydrD2
the word blood eagle or talk about anybody's death that had something similar happen38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTqY4hQteL
without you having a panic attack or puking”
I try to hold back the38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxrb6o6pUY
urge to vomit but he’s right, guilt fills me my best friend can’t even vent to38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW688hSL7II
me about his wife’s death without me having a panic attack “Theo I am sorry”
“Julian don’t do this38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCdxl9PEM4
sorry crap”
his voice breaking as38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEV5ejCMeL
he walks out leaving me there guilt eating away at me I could have saved her I38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrBFWxJLyy
could have saved my mother but I didn’t and that's what kills me.
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