I sit in my room contemplating what39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAM6jNaIor
just happened I just saw Julian Blake, son of the highest ranking military39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao9Of65CUC
officer in the kingdom cry, I saw Julian Blake sobbing and dry heaving he39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYtE6FlxZC
looked like he was having a panic attack and it shook me to the core I never39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNBozfIcJO
thought in a million years I would see Julian having a panic attack, was it39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYHBzbcWnX
about something I had said? had my comment earlier affected him that much, I39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvqZ4fcXch
turn over trying to focus but I can’t my mind just keeps wondering back to39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVTQib0jz4
seeing him dry heaving and the tears running down his face as he sobs the pain39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLl4lli4Yd
in his eyes but then memories of my mother screaming at me and my younger self39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AJKQEYUrB
sobbing herself to sleep each night come39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3C7iGtsTf
flooding back
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my mother shouts slicing her blade across my rib and waist ‘mother please’ I39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8q2WrFWGz
beg tears straining my cheeks as she puts more force into the blade, blood39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNqv3J2ScB
falls down my side down my hip and drips onto the floor and my shoe “ maybe39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tRWayOfha
this will fucking teach you not to argue with me again”
children and war should not mix yet they do.
I sit up, my head pounding as I stand up, I walk over to the39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKcYaMB5Ci
mirror and gasp as I see blood in the sink, I glance up seeing my mother39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTZs3FneY1
standing over a child’s body, I look over at my mother's hand just to see a39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHqu667ja6
bloody dagger in her hand but when I meet my mother's eyes it's not my mother I39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCzGj8RAnr
am looking at its me I feel tears prick my eyes as I drop the dagger and stare at39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8eS3JE2m3
my hands in horror I let out a horrified sob as I realise what I have done39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAWO2Kfh7t
“Annalise”
I hear a voice shout39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvGIINJTPm
but its muffled “wake up”
the voice getting is39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28kv7wOEop
louder and louder as the world around me starts fading “Annalise”
I hear Julian shout but his voice is muffled by my breathing,39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77LVPuKYT4
I gasp and choke for air staring at my hands as if the blood is still staining39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ajKjaRlAd
my hands “you’re okay” he says his voice oddly soft and soothing I suck in a39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHPncoFSuh
breath “no, no I killed him I killed him he was dead” I choke out a sob creeping up my throat “no, love it was39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT4Cpe7hsr
just a nightmare nobody is dead”
I close my eyes39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxkUfmziAF
breathing in
and out trying not to cry I can’t cry In front of him again39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7YTsYMw3i
no matter how much I want to
“be ready in at least an hour”
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he says before leaving, what the fuck is my life my enemy the39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SPEtC1hTW
one who kidnapped me and tortured me is now comforting me after a nightmare39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH5TQqXVti
honestly what the fuck is my life.
