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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。34Please respect copyright.PENANA3L7Ea31og2
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。34Please respect copyright.PENANAQqSW4A9WwN
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。34Please respect copyright.PENANAw0WUrbO5DP
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。34Please respect copyright.PENANAdbSnu71WRV
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那是她的新代言廣告。34Please respect copyright.PENANAWOg7iwJwpz
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。34Please respect copyright.PENANAs6nbb7bPMx
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。34Please respect copyright.PENANAvVQwkrwN5Z
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。34Please respect copyright.PENANA89cXcjHRNo
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。34Please respect copyright.PENANAwhWYkRQnoO
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。34Please respect copyright.PENANAlxCpnGjrCT
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。34Please respect copyright.PENANAtomAzv0ocu
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。34Please respect copyright.PENANA4AQ2071weo
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6pSJzyacb
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」34Please respect copyright.PENANA0kNFkQ4DyU
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。34Please respect copyright.PENANA3xmQTmyuZc
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——34Please respect copyright.PENANAkbWG3Wd2dj
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。34Please respect copyright.PENANAws09WyeHvd
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。34Please respect copyright.PENANA4hdK6PmkF7
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.PENANAcwOQJBwyXb
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。34Please respect copyright.PENANAFcBrkbNWRO
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAzD0vHdpsA8
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。34Please respect copyright.PENANALdzk3mHCHb
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。34Please respect copyright.PENANAWfDiTKsx4y
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。34Please respect copyright.PENANAxcyAcsRzao
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。34Please respect copyright.PENANA5uBKmRRcWc
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一支後台影片被曝光。34Please respect copyright.PENANAW5f3pOCIu7
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:34Please respect copyright.PENANAddnCU8INsx
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」34Please respect copyright.PENANATG8WVdSpBF
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:34Please respect copyright.PENANAF9tbLslhjS
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」34Please respect copyright.PENANA7WEoG4REbd
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAhmMd5GfCKr
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:34Please respect copyright.PENANA3xGlMXDcmY
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「那就截啊。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAVCuDgNjJT2
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。34Please respect copyright.PENANAo5xWIOqXBX
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。34Please respect copyright.PENANAJKKgIPjfIn
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——34Please respect copyright.PENANABbtwW8EhQl
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。34Please respect copyright.PENANAWWhdlT7BM5
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。34Please respect copyright.PENANAHXa9OXhs1z
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。34Please respect copyright.PENANAmL24P5O9w9
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】34Please respect copyright.PENANAHYwQGkODzW
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】34Please respect copyright.PENANAZuRAVetMC4
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。34Please respect copyright.PENANAG7kQ45i8JA
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已經點開了對話框。34Please respect copyright.PENANAXkJfkggNNX
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。34Please respect copyright.PENANARqoUQe1uxn
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。34Please respect copyright.PENANAzXzI27CVEG
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手指放到輸入列上。34Please respect copyright.PENANAl2lHBegFz2
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——34Please respect copyright.PENANA5M480rVFdW
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。34Please respect copyright.PENANAYO2niUnoXH
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。34Please respect copyright.PENANAuq9izYAVTL
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。34Please respect copyright.PENANAiu78x0CDtr
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。34Please respect copyright.PENANAQflhIKF6tM
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。34Please respect copyright.PENANALZVLcnLzuF
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他沒預期她會打來。34Please respect copyright.PENANAOgRa6ivTzK
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。34Please respect copyright.PENANAhVELwiXM16
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。34Please respect copyright.PENANAnsmfi7VhZY
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。34Please respect copyright.PENANANK167l0zIs
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAPBGOcGbNUC
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他沒有說話。34Please respect copyright.PENANASJIMAXqAd3
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:34Please respect copyright.PENANAg2r8f0ipju
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」34Please respect copyright.PENANArnA2fqdVmr
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。34Please respect copyright.PENANAn5QaX3Hk7j
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。34Please respect copyright.PENANALJPhpdptwL
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她停了一下,等他回應。34Please respect copyright.PENANAgZXJBC1nYw
他只「嗯」了一聲。34Please respect copyright.PENANAumt6kugBMH
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAe1hUodnhi9
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:34Please respect copyright.PENANAoLBf5gPj6o
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」34Please respect copyright.PENANA1m8OdJel3S
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話音未落,她接著說:34Please respect copyright.PENANAv3t5uFbnBj
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「早點睡。晚安。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAl7xkpPmAO0
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——然後,她掛了。34Please respect copyright.PENANA75i16Nxgtq
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAtQYXhuISmZ
是她先掛的。34Please respect copyright.PENANAV1exklMuMg
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那通話不到兩分鐘。34Please respect copyright.PENANA00E8QNugw1
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。34Please respect copyright.PENANAQUNlURCpn8
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。34Please respect copyright.PENANABrpJcGVdSd
耳邊安靜得過分。34Please respect copyright.PENANAOySnaXKuOC
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。34Please respect copyright.PENANAfHScJkjyKx
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。34Please respect copyright.PENANAx45jeIKn6j
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。34Please respect copyright.PENANAnfDNabpjpY
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只是——有點麻。34Please respect copyright.PENANAiLccHp3alI
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。34Please respect copyright.PENANAhyersEUwFi
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。34Please respect copyright.PENANArCVdRRDx20
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。34Please respect copyright.PENANA4edplFiQwb
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她知道自己應該要睡了。34Please respect copyright.PENANA2lUzAbEcRc
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。34Please respect copyright.PENANAtmaQ2DCnLU
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:34Please respect copyright.PENANAbd5fYenfsO
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】34Please respect copyright.PENANAP8Mf8vFCoM
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輸入完,她按下儲存。34Please respect copyright.PENANAMm4pLEgBLu
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。34Please respect copyright.PENANAh3MOPrzNrl
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。34Please respect copyright.PENANA8XJZQ12OQ6
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但也沒那麼痛了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAXb6u95XYOy
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:34Please respect copyright.PENANAaZGZHx1mrs
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAPsdqvGa1Nz
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。34Please respect copyright.PENANAInvoxrBYYR
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。34Please respect copyright.PENANAOnRw600Smh
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。34Please respect copyright.PENANAWgFwqJDbO1
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。34Please respect copyright.PENANAGOeZo4XqYL
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。34Please respect copyright.PENANAjqI6iufMvW
耳邊有人說:34Please respect copyright.PENANA3Kkn8qCWcB
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「登機口要關閉囉。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAUouM6Jfzw1
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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