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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。17Please respect copyright.PENANA4pH7TMHDGq
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。17Please respect copyright.PENANA366D2TlpU5
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAXclVpANpuc
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。17Please respect copyright.PENANAph8qsRs5b5
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那是她的新代言廣告。17Please respect copyright.PENANArj2tmGaDBU
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。17Please respect copyright.PENANAHGSJCYpaRk
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。17Please respect copyright.PENANAZd74r4wg6D
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。17Please respect copyright.PENANAXWnCJWelTQ
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。17Please respect copyright.PENANAUU8RLdeHqn
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。17Please respect copyright.PENANA7OviVhL913
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。17Please respect copyright.PENANAH7v2OMbSDc
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。17Please respect copyright.PENANA2OTodl0CpH
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAHmTuHHPX8S
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5zP9L3ceD
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。17Please respect copyright.PENANA9zra4HwYXh
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——17Please respect copyright.PENANAhxV73dQ5Ho
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。17Please respect copyright.PENANAfYXo2cCXVd
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。17Please respect copyright.PENANAjSu5aE1ye3
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」17Please respect copyright.PENANAgAnG3nFvLc
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。17Please respect copyright.PENANADHtG1Gf6eP
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。17Please respect copyright.PENANAk12RcPDFyG
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。17Please respect copyright.PENANArekelEJEDO
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。17Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ8PQ6HDPa
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。17Please respect copyright.PENANA4TvKA2B2FV
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。17Please respect copyright.PENANAGk4tiaogmW
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一支後台影片被曝光。17Please respect copyright.PENANAnzprEpv7tD
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:17Please respect copyright.PENANA0OmwbfByUJ
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAnh8ol12uF4
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:17Please respect copyright.PENANAGvIhVZ5jd8
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAGNXvzrA3Za
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAiR8aHi4ou1
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:17Please respect copyright.PENANArXNV3qLVBN
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「那就截啊。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAFunvmxzFA9
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。17Please respect copyright.PENANAK5ihb9Xncd
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。17Please respect copyright.PENANArCg0seQBNr
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——17Please respect copyright.PENANAFyIrpGfr2i
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。17Please respect copyright.PENANArEuJAJNNxL
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。17Please respect copyright.PENANAya6UyYRTR0
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。17Please respect copyright.PENANArPbLC9Dx15
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】17Please respect copyright.PENANA008vzTrjtZ
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】17Please respect copyright.PENANAYgNG0KcPJR
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。17Please respect copyright.PENANAIXSqOsnn5P
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已經點開了對話框。17Please respect copyright.PENANA17InYALGZm
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。17Please respect copyright.PENANAEh6LxIr65n
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。17Please respect copyright.PENANAqkvZBXRBqu
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手指放到輸入列上。17Please respect copyright.PENANAmeeXYtGdjw
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——17Please respect copyright.PENANAiO0xwkq2N8
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。17Please respect copyright.PENANAXSQbyPlXoi
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。17Please respect copyright.PENANA0j637t4RD4
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。17Please respect copyright.PENANAI6M3t45G6I
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。17Please respect copyright.PENANAt6os2UC2bX
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。17Please respect copyright.PENANA35oobc04sd
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他沒預期她會打來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAMtjNATVVyS
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。17Please respect copyright.PENANAXKbkrfIwZC
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。17Please respect copyright.PENANALRQPvy9XZE
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。17Please respect copyright.PENANAlVRIQqZRuR
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAsaN7vMaDdL
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他沒有說話。17Please respect copyright.PENANAIvreWC9Zbi
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:17Please respect copyright.PENANApt3Us1jkPe
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAsCdo6ydRN3
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。17Please respect copyright.PENANAnCr0owL5WF
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。17Please respect copyright.PENANAVwUNn4fh0P
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她停了一下,等他回應。17Please respect copyright.PENANAQkdQmBkBL9
他只「嗯」了一聲。17Please respect copyright.PENANA2iFKVwS1gD
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAmSDjxgBkDH
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:17Please respect copyright.PENANA5ozn8db07J
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」17Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lgb0UEpC0
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話音未落,她接著說:17Please respect copyright.PENANAiZYyfW2HkX
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「早點睡。晚安。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAz2NNMcc4MD
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——然後,她掛了。17Please respect copyright.PENANALpCFtsXNeY
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。17Please respect copyright.PENANAdfYzSHystG
是她先掛的。17Please respect copyright.PENANAoDqSgZrV0j
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那通話不到兩分鐘。17Please respect copyright.PENANAcv112qaOvX
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。17Please respect copyright.PENANA7LlRdozeS1
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。17Please respect copyright.PENANAezf7wZCE5v
耳邊安靜得過分。17Please respect copyright.PENANAhJVBdIZFzr
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。17Please respect copyright.PENANAJgiEAsPAFL
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。17Please respect copyright.PENANACDz1rsPdK9
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。17Please respect copyright.PENANAWfPHqrpJhA
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只是——有點麻。17Please respect copyright.PENANAuWmELxuK8L
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。17Please respect copyright.PENANAJYab9ZUxHu
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。17Please respect copyright.PENANAMdGXbxp9oC
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。17Please respect copyright.PENANABrZeENwQeU
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她知道自己應該要睡了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAEtgn1hjDO8
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。17Please respect copyright.PENANARDxYVEzkR7
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:17Please respect copyright.PENANA11uI34hmFp
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】17Please respect copyright.PENANAyG01PSC0ZT
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輸入完,她按下儲存。17Please respect copyright.PENANAbl4TqZccQA
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。17Please respect copyright.PENANATxJ8sa3oqv
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。17Please respect copyright.PENANAkHUD2O7j45
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但也沒那麼痛了。17Please respect copyright.PENANA6lNeGLDDx8
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:17Please respect copyright.PENANAVmnrecvfST
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAzPZSzoRMPz
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。17Please respect copyright.PENANATMDgUGCkvT
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。17Please respect copyright.PENANA7zZGQm52Zm
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。17Please respect copyright.PENANACxBFSyQABM
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。17Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ta92RVRd9
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。17Please respect copyright.PENANAEJS62ZI41T
耳邊有人說:17Please respect copyright.PENANAOGzyrzWIb0
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「登機口要關閉囉。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAboG6TF43Tq
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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