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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。19Please respect copyright.PENANATRuLY9sJro
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVvmdvA4xQP
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7uYail6gmk
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOKyv9MPoWC
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那是她的新代言廣告。19Please respect copyright.PENANAHuI8nLKfgV
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。19Please respect copyright.PENANAXIbhJPP6Ll
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。19Please respect copyright.PENANAHdgfk1QhAq
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5qcjOIIa9P
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。19Please respect copyright.PENANATOBmfDcTlv
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVZkzTmEvE6
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwEe7wvt25N
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbdb1uBIZp2
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAAr0JRxLKIH
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANARdOQtW5G0C
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfWd7ZLmCxB
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——19Please respect copyright.PENANAysGy3mtRGg
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。19Please respect copyright.PENANABpNXYjm13H
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyfpdnhyWJT
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」19Please respect copyright.PENANA4DMK7vrUkb
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGpdfP0Etbw
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMcgCzVS3vH
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。19Please respect copyright.PENANARDdot67zkr
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。19Please respect copyright.PENANAV1xrnu7555
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。19Please respect copyright.PENANA8zzjdNQCUo
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbtzYztaeYq
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一支後台影片被曝光。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsLtrwlpiaY
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:19Please respect copyright.PENANAUCW1yT1bjY
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAeOhIh9FvWK
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:19Please respect copyright.PENANAPYnyB2ut9T
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA7y9549Ptk1
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAS4lnRqPGzw
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:19Please respect copyright.PENANAqy6Axf2Vxx
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「那就截啊。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAefCiP5hfdr
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。19Please respect copyright.PENANAykNKrd0m8E
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqEw3SLwCyj
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——19Please respect copyright.PENANAJmNMfEbSDV
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVYFNXQ8Ssa
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvFPpJoYN2c
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。19Please respect copyright.PENANA0rNQRR3Xm0
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】19Please respect copyright.PENANAMW5IasAa4u
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】19Please respect copyright.PENANAhTpBxN2N0F
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5B2x3kY47K
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已經點開了對話框。19Please respect copyright.PENANAaKG2FNL5uX
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIjgSgHYWdT
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。19Please respect copyright.PENANAv8vt9zuhLE
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手指放到輸入列上。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuYik4UNj8H
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——19Please respect copyright.PENANAQfGkhawDgB
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。19Please respect copyright.PENANAAr6UmkoZN1
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。19Please respect copyright.PENANANxvsDTaNMa
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。19Please respect copyright.PENANALeO12Txb2H
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。19Please respect copyright.PENANAWFisgawS75
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMrqeQOQFMj
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他沒預期她會打來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvWpEqmSQPr
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2rQYZIcFTP
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。19Please respect copyright.PENANAUUZaSpUB9L
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。19Please respect copyright.PENANAWRPemb4U2B
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAmwAQn14CIC
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他沒有說話。19Please respect copyright.PENANAgdY29hGbfw
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:19Please respect copyright.PENANACaXUKFoexd
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA5MidscTxp5
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqLzmWiZNDq
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6B98jjLRrJ
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她停了一下,等他回應。19Please respect copyright.PENANAWxPx2v84n3
他只「嗯」了一聲。19Please respect copyright.PENANA8hloAr2hso
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAD4KJwmUX4f
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:19Please respect copyright.PENANAS9i5LEbciw
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」19Please respect copyright.PENANABxPxuYR9Md
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話音未落,她接著說:19Please respect copyright.PENANAubrq2tldfy
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「早點睡。晚安。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAjVZs4UfghK
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——然後,她掛了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3STlTcVmc4
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfZHpRCntoX
是她先掛的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwWA99TYMzb
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那通話不到兩分鐘。19Please respect copyright.PENANAxi4Urq7hBO
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。19Please respect copyright.PENANAut5lrZF9TP
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbLV7MsOn0a
耳邊安靜得過分。19Please respect copyright.PENANADsEZlGd7Pw
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOxJiSHBusT
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwUKxP9rmuc
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。19Please respect copyright.PENANAPPU7tPqVZ0
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只是——有點麻。19Please respect copyright.PENANARwnJEegWtS
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。19Please respect copyright.PENANA9isnQJtcih
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。19Please respect copyright.PENANASuVVHe1w1v
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。19Please respect copyright.PENANASs7CW8Z1i2
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她知道自己應該要睡了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAq3ZlWsK1nd
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。19Please respect copyright.PENANASXWAeLgmHT
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:19Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0Ru3Ord7o
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】19Please respect copyright.PENANAzszkj5qm8X
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輸入完,她按下儲存。19Please respect copyright.PENANAmObIf0SauB
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGWaRjt8010
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。19Please respect copyright.PENANAo51PTBQ2cQ
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但也沒那麼痛了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvkM5iLwI6N
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:19Please respect copyright.PENANA2M0uoUyHTz
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAvZKTBr7Wdw
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。19Please respect copyright.PENANA76H9Hatr3f
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。19Please respect copyright.PENANAx6PTYyDtW0
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuut2yEVACO
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFVPye2Q3U9
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。19Please respect copyright.PENANAq027Qjtx1d
耳邊有人說:19Please respect copyright.PENANA45tEFjmmIl
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「登機口要關閉囉。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA4qhgB1DIWH
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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