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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pH7TMHDGq
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ366D2TlpU5
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXclVpANpuc
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph8qsRs5b5
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那是她的新代言廣告。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj2tmGaDBU
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGSJCYpaRk
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZd74r4wg6D
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWnCJWelTQ
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU8RLdeHqn
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OviVhL913
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7v2OMbSDc
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OTodl0CpH
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmTuHHPX8S
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5zP9L3ceD
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zra4HwYXh
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxV73dQ5Ho
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYXo2cCXVd
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSu5aE1ye3
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAnG3nFvLc
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHtG1Gf6eP
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk12RcPDFyG
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrekelEJEDO
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ8PQ6HDPa
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TvKA2B2FV
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk4tiaogmW
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一支後台影片被曝光。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzprEpv7tD
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OmwbfByUJ
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh8ol12uF4
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvIhVZ5jd8
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNXvzrA3Za
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR8aHi4ou1
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXNV3qLVBN
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「那就截啊。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFunvmxzFA9
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5ihb9Xncd
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCg0seQBNr
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyIrpGfr2i
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEuJAJNNxL
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya6UyYRTR0
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPbLC9Dx15
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ008vzTrjtZ
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgNG0KcPJR
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXSqOsnn5P
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已經點開了對話框。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17InYALGZm
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh6LxIr65n
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkvZBXRBqu
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手指放到輸入列上。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeeXYtGdjw
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO0xwkq2N8
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeKPS45o8v
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSQbyPlXoi
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j637t4RD4
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6M3t45G6I
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6os2UC2bX
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35oobc04sd
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他沒預期她會打來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtjNATVVyS
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKbkrfIwZC
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRQPvy9XZE
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVRIQqZRuR
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaN7vMaDdL
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他沒有說話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvreWC9Zbi
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt3Us1jkPe
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCdo6ydRN3
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCr0owL5WF
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwUNn4fh0P
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她停了一下，等他回應。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkdQmBkBL9
他只「嗯」了一聲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iFKVwS1gD
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSDjxgBkDH
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QXhXHmJBf
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ozn8db07J
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8kQVVT83H
「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Lgb0UEpC0
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話音未落，她接著說：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZYyfW2HkX
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「早點睡。晚安。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2NNMcc4MD
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——然後，她掛了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpCFtsXNeY
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfYzSHystG
是她先掛的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDqSgZrV0j
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那通話不到兩分鐘。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv112qaOvX
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LlRdozeS1
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezf7wZCE5v
耳邊安靜得過分。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJVBdIZFzr
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgiEAsPAFL
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDz1rsPdK9
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfPHqrpJhA
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只是——有點麻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWmELxuK8L
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYab9ZUxHu
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdGXbxp9oC
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrZeENwQeU
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她知道自己應該要睡了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtgn1hjDO8
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDxYVEzkR7
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11uI34hmFp
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG01PSC0ZT
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輸入完，她按下儲存。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl4TqZccQA
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxJ8sa3oqv
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHUD2O7j45
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但也沒那麼痛了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lNeGLDDx8
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmnrecvfST
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPZSzoRMPz
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMDgUGCkvT
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zZGQm52Zm
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxBFSyQABM
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ta92RVRd9
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJS62ZI41T
耳邊有人說：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGzyrzWIb0
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「登機口要關閉囉。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboG6TF43Tq
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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