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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRuLY9sJro
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvmdvA4xQP
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uYail6gmk
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKyv9MPoWC
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那是她的新代言廣告。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuI8nLKfgV
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIbhJPP6Ll
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdgfk1QhAq
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qcjOIIa9P
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOBmfDcTlv
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZkzTmEvE6
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEe7wvt25N
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdb1uBIZp2
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr0JRxLKIH
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdOQtW5G0C
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWd7ZLmCxB
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysGy3mtRGg
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpNXYjm13H
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfpdnhyWJT
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DMK7vrUkb
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpdfP0Etbw
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcgCzVS3vH
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDdot67zkr
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1xrnu7555
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zzjdNQCUo
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtzYztaeYq
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一支後台影片被曝光。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLtrwlpiaY
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCW1yT1bjY
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOhIh9FvWK
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYnyB2ut9T
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y9549Ptk1
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4lnRqPGzw
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy6Axf2Vxx
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「那就截啊。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefCiP5hfdr
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykNKrd0m8E
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEw3SLwCyj
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmNMfEbSDV
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYFNXQ8Ssa
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFPpJoYN2c
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rNQRR3Xm0
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW5IasAa4u
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTpBxN2N0F
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B2x3kY47K
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已經點開了對話框。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKG2FNL5uX
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjgSgHYWdT
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8vt9zuhLE
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手指放到輸入列上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYik4UNj8H
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfGkhawDgB
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr6UmkoZN1
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxvsDTaNMa
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeO12Txb2H
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFisgawS75
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrqeQOQFMj
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他沒預期她會打來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWpEqmSQPr
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rQYZIcFTP
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUZaSpUB9L
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRPemb4U2B
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwAQn14CIC
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他沒有說話。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdY29hGbfw
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaXUKFoexd
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MidscTxp5
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLzmWiZNDq
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B98jjLRrJ
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她停了一下，等他回應。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxPx2v84n3
他只「嗯」了一聲。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hloAr2hso
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4KJwmUX4f
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9i5LEbciw
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxPxuYR9Md
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話音未落，她接著說：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubrq2tldfy
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「早點睡。晚安。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVZs4UfghK
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——然後，她掛了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3STlTcVmc4
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZHpRCntoX
是她先掛的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWA99TYMzb
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那通話不到兩分鐘。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi4Urq7hBO
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut5lrZF9TP
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLV7MsOn0a
耳邊安靜得過分。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsEZlGd7Pw
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxJiSHBusT
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUKxP9rmuc
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPU7tPqVZ0
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只是——有點麻。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwnJEegWtS
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9isnQJtcih
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuVVHe1w1v
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs7CW8Z1i2
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她知道自己應該要睡了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3ZlWsK1nd
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXWAeLgmHT
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0Ru3Ord7o
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzszkj5qm8X
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輸入完，她按下儲存。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmObIf0SauB
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWaRjt8010
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo51PTBQ2cQ
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但也沒那麼痛了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkM5iLwI6N
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M0uoUyHTz
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZKTBr7Wdw
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76H9Hatr3f
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6PTYyDtW0
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuut2yEVACO
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVPye2Q3U9
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq027Qjtx1d
耳邊有人說：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45tEFjmmIl
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「登機口要關閉囉。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qhgB1DIWH
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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