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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZJdgxAI4V
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZXp0eJaPn
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj1AHcrVaQ
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI4VkcEeIC
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那是她的新代言廣告。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gq4UqdiXw
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmft96dFyfy
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsMa4B3uBe
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTwe2cU9XB
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zepmdbqAG
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEVXnUc5dD
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ229fZO9tAd
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTOd1Pyl2g
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwSb5daOKD
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIb2oUN82b
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsXJT2j5bg
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgeEhJgJAe
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cSdwJuaac
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcmWXDek7l
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7096nwgCf
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv96q5U3h1
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0JD2RzaUE
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAavWWNxoBI
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXT49krNZ9
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTihHAQYS1o
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUlyemSB7p
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一支後台影片被曝光。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylcf9b7LnA
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7juR0OB1oT
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqle8fVbqGs
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU2VJ4omR9
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmvdqyLnb9
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo8BN8iqsh
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAihGtkhpL5
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「那就截啊。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuZLH88Cym
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8nWEG876I
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUw4R3Qysb
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKsYbmBCXT
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgJlO5Ih2a
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QSoGjePyB
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebnhfc9Vmp
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN3kqodGrQ
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0CcOFUlte
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca1sc1Tyui
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已經點開了對話框。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE8IETJmHY
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcChOZV9WL
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOsUL4HZKw
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手指放到輸入列上。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHKCob96s7
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIprRG9Vlg
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSkVY0i76K
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQEn7psmAc
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcutNHyYov
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFRIAbKRSM
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNzZuTWtrX
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他沒預期她會打來。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6WRAAIRIC
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCjd2xI8n4
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDVgbGolGf
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu30G3TZkB
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEQG3yPKBF
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他沒有說話。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABmHq7duxV
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojxFBGEpkD
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34UVRDsUdA
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XnbqpKxds
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWegSUcYY82
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她停了一下，等他回應。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYcstFUmgn
他只「嗯」了一聲。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jn1aot6vc
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JpXRf4R88
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31QnuuJoUP
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgl64QlaQs
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話音未落，她接著說：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDt0fyqjHx
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「早點睡。晚安。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEOz31E7o8
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——然後，她掛了。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq3Az3KAfM
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlTnJc0Fzr
是她先掛的。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W3uENDX1s
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那通話不到兩分鐘。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZtrmGrfpN
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXonMz5zcTP
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzduu0trQvZ
耳邊安靜得過分。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7t2KRZvUC
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6pWomO3el
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv4kDII8b0
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU7NszcLD3
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只是——有點麻。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ns3VaaDYR
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt1ULS82Zr
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXy4GLEVCv
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uHd5Ya2vp
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她知道自己應該要睡了。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyblI9a19W
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvDQG6VBX9
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksb4IbHdJC
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvH3XG3p69
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輸入完，她按下儲存。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA5xs4jnTY
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxop5BSI4i6
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtty0mNlmp
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但也沒那麼痛了。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY91Mb2uP9v
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8GQIuVNOT
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG0sYwMncq
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNV0b1mcz8
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYqhjit7NX
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ShJNtrVwI
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxJ4umvA3s
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRRYDTEnBN
耳邊有人說：13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oUPL4MEt8
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「登機口要關閉囉。」13Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLKAIVslK6
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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