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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTQXUKpkS1
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81ntrgoPUb
遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDrsyjjkYj
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gTVSlTmkk
糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVql5b6BOjw
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVTVMaQca2
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwyi8WZ0rT
那是她的新代言廣告。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38btrlvNeb
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzO2vxsVb3
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm2Ygxo4b6
拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmz5Yw5s1o
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE975Zle9n
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvXpBzcChW
她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQwvK019aV
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXITA9Xowg
糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdU7NEJtRf
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GnCdZwpfG
她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROoxlDgyPL
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeBzdndcWy
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnHCBkWymZ
「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IISH1malc
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0prERIPQT
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXk2ntcE2g
糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbDapYE1on
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQigBn6rQc6
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZKKbC5hzY
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKhAzPFR1D
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu6PDdH9hS
有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rdA0GrH8j
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHIg7tfO9K
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi9SMRfu4U
糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuvT74DD1l
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ElX51eQEh
他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5AhCQ0XoB
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzbNNngqqh
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVSlAXhkUg
她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzgL92RJ4O
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxE7HFK6iG
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpi819Q45H
可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsUMeWotyM
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhZyqSt0Bi
一支後台影片被曝光。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6c9YHgdcx
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMKiT16vWk
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOS86jJ7wq
「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X1XZaHFsz
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXTQK9bzlQ
星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuwsToqozD
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzkQple63l
「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4cnZ5l8Up
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b1T0VwGZI
經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5SzALROtg
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ks2vGdg4o
她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUT9db44hp
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgBQSuRJpN
「那就截啊。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjscPD0PLOA
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgksZANaZ0
她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82pgNHbup2
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHsOvfaj8D
注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C7FMkPNmR
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ipoEz1t9V
沒有慌，也沒有躲——8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXLugEYNCA
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3WW8otuFw
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq6D3hbazP
那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEaVeEhrKw
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPvKK6MKLt
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VG5RuR8kZ
【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW2f0ba6iA
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdAj6Fydx8
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu7nQ9M8TM
他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ExDsilmNz
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTYRPqW8it
已經點開了對話框。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JTeMqFGb8
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERWh0g7p6y
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbniJO8VvlG
糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKDyE4QBK2
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXZLe5vMHp
手指放到輸入列上。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl2liygMKs
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVEGWyhRj5
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnsqcR6cvK
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG61Rsrdg3
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfecsId2Ah7
但最後，他什麼都沒打。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmKuRNte56
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJJzoXHBuK
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNFovYHkF1
訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nQLOyY0ES
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyBBT9qz1S
莉奈的名字，跳了出來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWOyx88vDw
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHYnBhUZh0
他沒預期她會打來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcV2AmvIk6
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb6apzEopx
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1edZOyeOKQ
對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPutWtZYFqf
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaRuB04fWF
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6NTkbNdha
「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW5W9ijPtv
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYSzm9Zeh8
他沒有說話。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEmh1IZOAu
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKieJPqm1tX
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAteHd89kPt
「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrEntkP0D0
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu65Tpo8L6
語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfySPPdQU4
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIZgjvTdlw
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSkKKRJ4BT
她停了一下，等他回應。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H7JN4VhSF
他只「嗯」了一聲。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHcFKakfMZ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DnYCwPUbR
「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFERyVITCZv
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTMz8QWPDY
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0bGrOEN36
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCj0y3feWk
「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNaWqphUIE
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAZvM4jW9Z
話音未落，她接著說：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99d6JPppXU
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQKvbyGHHl
「早點睡。晚安。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSeB0s0VcG
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR6ASfb1A3
——然後，她掛了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5X97OrYkh
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYGSHzESB7
不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfDKecJBbf
是她先掛的。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n8L6dsDL5
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQHvNcQ9QB
那通話不到兩分鐘。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg4KHDxIhL
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2qAoIzSEO
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABSQc25h4A
手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcbAjG9Ctz
耳邊安靜得過分。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXiDcWSKTC
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjNLHVj6Lv
＊＊＊8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob55jvsUaH
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8IXmRnscO
掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycFMqpDVVy
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqK53XrV1n
星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CatRTVIkr
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJbcA3CQQw
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4Y0NcjiuH
只是——有點麻。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsXfVTwtQp
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mYZD1bkPd
彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasBqw91m3x
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0cWwNIHsy
她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjKqP7Mt2w
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgO9nejSvv
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmreTQYD31
她知道自己應該要睡了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYM8aFwDkA
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3tasWF2oq
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2WJGlOXh0
然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aLck69Rwz
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSKVYdR9AG
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKUcSllht8
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDaDjVZeWN
輸入完，她按下儲存。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n7V5Zwibn
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVycqmw1sEq
然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O7rkGuzMz
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINl8WVvOvX
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOqsEKN2xk
但也沒那麼痛了。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ssF5Rury9
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW95L8PDmDC
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgSzEiGqKm
「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbntrdc0g8
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7oQRRvaU6
語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikYuhDEX7S
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvjN0UOX34
梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8MPzy1ERw
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAzR0OUvw5
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXNj5NXsFu
設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG8OFeFVpD
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXyBfzjHGj
只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eeWcKJxWV
耳邊有人說：8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq5ucCCSlZ
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1j4Jv3ECt
「登機口要關閉囉。」8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhVlSG5BoY
8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ3XtMskuv
星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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