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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM1vCb2ZxW
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSi0RbEmk4
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHtakxaPTR
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG9A2N1qPk
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那是她的新代言廣告。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLakWyxn24z
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlrG4kGH3Y
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOaFYYiqNt
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdv06Iueqv
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ToxhLKPAU
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUyIeHdFMP
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDMmXeKVCo
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlStWlHL3U
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88VeQHHS0x
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjhljK8eXj
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUquF7t6gaa
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WBk3sbCKI
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkLr2l6apG
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16mPTlSbzc
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGY5z7oxog
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkknaPwuhi
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv1yxxGE47
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtNCCcU9Jn
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2ybklFwZq
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFKIatkN2L
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVydFx7tENm
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一支後台影片被曝光。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2rCFHq8rx
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CwUJA6PEb
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocSQTwoV78
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl34uU7NEj
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfgyWnpraC
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheYokhYrLO
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dVXP6krJp
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「那就截啊。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxAKDVLNGs
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGUsvPXEt0
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gxHxSk67V
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGMsc4ZdG0
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6lxDaGpLk
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sBEjBH0yC
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFFR2ERfMu
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3H8HZBjpy
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7FJ1Ag8fh
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJDg7qI8CA
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已經點開了對話框。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNa0ee4QmpD
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF2Oo9c7wz
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6jEGSp12V
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手指放到輸入列上。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnngFJHjS6
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA9uIBZgoD
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOOmkwP2pn
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNNsagm4t4
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoK34QlxUP
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOFDWRBfUF
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeuWMHYyZA
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他沒預期她會打來。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaHDWFLD3m
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPASw5Tc8L5
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVurxftJoi
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwco1lJq7l
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOGFTsebky
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他沒有說話。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCmJNkt9MY
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI7sOx4xT3
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQrqK8vyLy
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bPztMTUIU
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdl4DlJ3pI
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她停了一下，等他回應。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTem1n6JyT
他只「嗯」了一聲。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMUH45MKmj
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSCUZ6OHX2
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUd2SObIcq
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY3Kc80GjV
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話音未落，她接著說：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxri0qnNb2v
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「早點睡。晚安。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNuhB6G9ay
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——然後，她掛了。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnaDksDRAg
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZEjAYJIfq
是她先掛的。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xp7KoI5hP
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那通話不到兩分鐘。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWn0ZrtGbR
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy5MJYyULm
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7fA0BQNV3
耳邊安靜得過分。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx8ay941n3
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK6wgfvtdo
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Ppmm2wVB
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4er6Je8Qs
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只是——有點麻。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSApf8Fan8
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayZfoZZBHg
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ449ToHgdKy
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM8dopy2Yz
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她知道自己應該要睡了。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o5OiWvcFW
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkwCZRAzFX
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr2jsP2xEU
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs2jzBBbFp
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輸入完，她按下儲存。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNESKjUNxky
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYK7837EMd
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza1THJTwiV
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但也沒那麼痛了。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8a3C9cjlx
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzJzW8Rtoj
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVTUyiDuWV
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmzShjpWS7
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGiI2wha03
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooYWV9vtyc
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUpTkoUsId
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtwbC5WcxY
耳邊有人說：22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtxQsazZOr
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「登機口要關閉囉。」22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2icHjB2Fm
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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