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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhTQxqHwzy
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQszav5OpMZ
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjy1vYtZsS
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKOtljZeHD
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那是她的新代言廣告。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1AJqY7dDP
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT6jBUgOpk
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbROcXoa7oQ
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzODOpARStv
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHGDC5bj2b
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8nqUgPV7O
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc08h6r9lpZ
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4ili8IKry
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PxSuOoErQ
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqeXdGzxsr
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNP8daiYSG
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluN2VIGkiZ
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkVM8HDNIR
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV0v6YbP7C
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvBZ3BvVm5
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk1Tu1UQOR
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaSNqQdpMJ
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dO4demd6s
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PVPEo6yja
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC8n9MePbT
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuQPnbdY2k
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一支後台影片被曝光。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExlIaOEgNM
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIJmzGy2WA
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MUv0Q71so
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff8jPiqPhN
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0XuKfaZps
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxpxdynpsM
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm29bGuLgQX
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「那就截啊。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBir4x5wZy
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4OEWLJ4vG
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwT5p9kIXI
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdrZqx3j5j
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVLp8k6Fhg
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzhcXq7SHm
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO6JjpFnwz
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF803RNAr2
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS92NXGox6b
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddfv7mkYsq
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已經點開了對話框。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd331sGOdGc
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1NLa83YWC
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6T2TrrHRu
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手指放到輸入列上。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIUgDCuo9p
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUzgKUN4vL
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZe5qwXjdb
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLEbf6zEi4
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxTqxH8bvP
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYKdj8CfGr
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygykcPbX8e
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他沒預期她會打來。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTCgIbNH3j
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM3ZXZ4xYR
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtJthlYDS0
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsc6uXOl05
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNxRrAwS5J
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他沒有說話。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6COKVtFhi
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm7W4l4jK8
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOvy2AyLJ2
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡis5017hB5W
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3zS6qweFW
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她停了一下，等他回應。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WdYH2t4V8
他只「嗯」了一聲。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk1ApXUcqF
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuN4l0BNXi
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlHkIVY1wj
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZGxQwVL77
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話音未落，她接著說：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfKTwlylU7
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「早點睡。晚安。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUkdFPJ9it
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——然後，她掛了。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoRltP1kAn
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfzYsxOPtO
是她先掛的。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDE6lgCaIu
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那通話不到兩分鐘。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVaN0e5dU3
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy97uqPpob
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfro4tOHWNh
耳邊安靜得過分。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtSiJM4wzQ
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC35dkN8rPe
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nZzTjOuwL
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR9LMWvpzq
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只是——有點麻。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0Xt8014Az
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAzejanhTX
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9MVZ0VVa4
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQfimn0Ivf
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她知道自己應該要睡了。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj03oFimlaZ
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a6LDgiE25
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9N7VUeoZu
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyobChbVd2l
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輸入完，她按下儲存。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuECfo68WrI
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSzY5cHJyg
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBRHdIR0mg
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但也沒那麼痛了。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibe95mDHNp
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrsS0rLpnR
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMu9AcCML4
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M8DA1LoVV
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2fc6JxCk1
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlDzciEkBK
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzngXOysNRV
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mBOQ2hX7Z
耳邊有人說：14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLnAFiQXPB
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「登機口要關閉囉。」14Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiXAQOorVF
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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