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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WKUbAywnw
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BItiwTTPS
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso6qIqZvK3
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTdLRX1m1w
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那是她的新代言廣告。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1S7JGMX5Q
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3tcIciIVQ
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzBYbadcyB
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVy3TXrRJX
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ712PFHshf2
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOswaGeV9a
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yr4TbbT7D
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJheTNCFo5
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiprCOlKxs4
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA1RKJlRcz
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyPub7cCL8
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBcbkhBKiQ
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMxvC9ao3C
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZvCylaOy8
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy1SnCZEkL
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnSOOb7tU6
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwmNEi1UDZ
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLvBT9SFBM
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnzm1WiQVm
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv8bGR4FFE
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxdQsTeeOu
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一支後台影片被曝光。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeapTkPcLT
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bFuyZyQeA
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWjkyqDh9D
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E0KCrZRAU
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvvyNHDvPl
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4nytrtJU9
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rVY1qjmtq
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「那就截啊。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3Svp9bTzB
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWIMcdphVD
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRuZt36r6c
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbsO4U1Xz9
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7BLc2yWVN
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2oiGdp0L1
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoliNeRDdbP
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvFE1vdThj
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURMWl5UMYe
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbledD5nbmC
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已經點開了對話框。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYXV4wTiQD
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O6GIGuiL7
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbtJdnMCUS
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手指放到輸入列上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lPuIpTpsv
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgLZmV7WnC
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm4Q4HWF7S
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZAJJ0VT1A
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hLMwQG8fU
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu6FEVPTuq
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzJhwbkNWn
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他沒預期她會打來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKUc6HgqNg
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiV3P2y4Qk
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm88uKElufb
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEszb3rpPQ
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn5tkI9mUt
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他沒有說話。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ifbL2GIkI
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQHY1aAYGI
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkpraRss14
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsG3hoOgio
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVWUWln2Dt
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她停了一下，等他回應。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA0ooO5W5W
他只「嗯」了一聲。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZXJfFgNof
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTQye0VHkJ
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIvedNnl07
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCl3nTWCVf
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話音未落，她接著說：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAR3W5qkNF
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「早點睡。晚安。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwmyq2vkvf
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——然後，她掛了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawSjQiWqEH
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG73Wb4Wvz
是她先掛的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQyjddow7o
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那通話不到兩分鐘。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cGJRHzkQO
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5xTiUzbrU
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcYRNnBeov
耳邊安靜得過分。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJhvq8YNvh
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTupIkEKXEd
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqdH8oDpMe
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrmKCEsTLQ
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只是——有點麻。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl9xiCu5p1
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY5mAUBeXr
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYHgJnmv9W
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr4yz0jEXn
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她知道自己應該要睡了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo8kOH2I5z
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVe3AKoOTb
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mGp0jFGft
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonZjFDEXpP
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輸入完，她按下儲存。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzym9kBpaMP
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JUICa9ajI
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenrsHsJmtZ
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但也沒那麼痛了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ0tIx8ViD
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjd83c7an9
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a2SnXIYgE
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByi8wcK99P
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8EfqrJHuw
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eD1I4zEDF
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVIrZ5oIDu
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO09ATppsFT
耳邊有人說：19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kx3uzGv2e
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「登機口要關閉囉。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDhhUPTLaM
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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