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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。17Please respect copyright.PENANAZAAzps6MvB
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。17Please respect copyright.PENANAXMlODriqMT
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAss2OAHm8b6
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。17Please respect copyright.PENANAnEz5qAKzi4
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那是她的新代言廣告。17Please respect copyright.PENANA1y2ihdQK5j
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。17Please respect copyright.PENANAUqHRZIoVbi
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。17Please respect copyright.PENANAl7RBgTHEY0
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。17Please respect copyright.PENANAFTMgWfhBIB
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。17Please respect copyright.PENANACGmqzpTlYt
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。17Please respect copyright.PENANAXJNxrKCIIa
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。17Please respect copyright.PENANAhDf9HfAIpY
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。17Please respect copyright.PENANAvc5NUKTWEg
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAPjX56SA2Cr
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAjcbo4xCSiy
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。17Please respect copyright.PENANA6oBhL35OEG
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——17Please respect copyright.PENANArWbdRjg0ez
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。17Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8HMsxyab3
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。17Please respect copyright.PENANAYLMVeZMy13
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」17Please respect copyright.PENANAAMQYEqrBKw
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。17Please respect copyright.PENANA8hSZKvaCXR
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。17Please respect copyright.PENANATJUcz2fSC9
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。17Please respect copyright.PENANA0JaWyBF2pm
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。17Please respect copyright.PENANAjTL3nPMrG1
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。17Please respect copyright.PENANARuq9U6k1sd
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。17Please respect copyright.PENANADqLqBk4nRu
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一支後台影片被曝光。17Please respect copyright.PENANA4BNT6zw3Re
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:17Please respect copyright.PENANAzyerG2Gew5
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAaCzcIVZK8b
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:17Please respect copyright.PENANA4VaYVoxo6e
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」17Please respect copyright.PENANA1AOtsI3g4X
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAHJONoIGue0
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:17Please respect copyright.PENANAsu85xzEhMO
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「那就截啊。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAqv1tOHS16W
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。17Please respect copyright.PENANAaUFk2BzssI
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。17Please respect copyright.PENANAC8ZJRs0MOe
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——17Please respect copyright.PENANAxA9Ir5WS0P
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。17Please respect copyright.PENANA4a6IhLuh5I
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。17Please respect copyright.PENANAilpmZnWnen
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。17Please respect copyright.PENANA4Piomr6kJ7
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】17Please respect copyright.PENANAIgRrBSMZBw
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】17Please respect copyright.PENANA3wBf608ORx
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。17Please respect copyright.PENANA24UbajZyS3
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已經點開了對話框。17Please respect copyright.PENANATlnh0L9wqo
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。17Please respect copyright.PENANASdDZc7qPKk
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。17Please respect copyright.PENANAOACoxBc5jQ
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手指放到輸入列上。17Please respect copyright.PENANA8OhPh9FGIT
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——17Please respect copyright.PENANAGeM0FT0FTj
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。17Please respect copyright.PENANAUPX9zbkRtp
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。17Please respect copyright.PENANAjDmYj8UzMb
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。17Please respect copyright.PENANAt98gAW1vHB
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。17Please respect copyright.PENANAtI5iffzjDi
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAfUU1W6H1NP
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他沒預期她會打來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAmyVyZqCxcC
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。17Please respect copyright.PENANAbxgq5LjnDS
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。17Please respect copyright.PENANAlJosijn4pd
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。17Please respect copyright.PENANAnVNyrlcjct
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAeGSSJnM84Z
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他沒有說話。17Please respect copyright.PENANAi2t0WFg5Nq
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:17Please respect copyright.PENANAsQ1rqqbVji
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」17Please respect copyright.PENANALfH5JASvHs
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。17Please respect copyright.PENANAkyxAmimSRA
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。17Please respect copyright.PENANAWVuPevF0gh
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她停了一下,等他回應。17Please respect copyright.PENANAEQKk7COQQc
他只「嗯」了一聲。17Please respect copyright.PENANAWy9N6ZGizC
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAkgs6Zo94ak
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:17Please respect copyright.PENANAR5jxg24Rev
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」17Please respect copyright.PENANADBCGcDhGLQ
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話音未落,她接著說:17Please respect copyright.PENANAqfycudMDCx
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「早點睡。晚安。」17Please respect copyright.PENANA2mjWR425Kh
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——然後,她掛了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAiJFJgsM54N
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。17Please respect copyright.PENANALyOCc2K8tR
是她先掛的。17Please respect copyright.PENANAxp0YVbnkkL
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那通話不到兩分鐘。17Please respect copyright.PENANAqdgaCblMcZ
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。17Please respect copyright.PENANAduhqnK0ubY
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。17Please respect copyright.PENANASLrGgdl1S5
耳邊安靜得過分。17Please respect copyright.PENANAYNkGvHEsRU
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。17Please respect copyright.PENANADR6IbfkWaK
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。17Please respect copyright.PENANAF9ytirdB5q
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。17Please respect copyright.PENANAPrUywfeQqE
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只是——有點麻。17Please respect copyright.PENANAiJDC4Cfybg
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。17Please respect copyright.PENANAaWt1S7NZnC
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。17Please respect copyright.PENANA0tjl2iIH2t
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。17Please respect copyright.PENANAPtbfiQOK6p
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她知道自己應該要睡了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAtodsBfTAVi
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。17Please respect copyright.PENANAy5bFlaYF9v
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:17Please respect copyright.PENANAXnGClS8CYr
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】17Please respect copyright.PENANAweNAtISEqq
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輸入完,她按下儲存。17Please respect copyright.PENANAHpbvaqxNfw
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。17Please respect copyright.PENANAM3vLnNfvn5
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。17Please respect copyright.PENANAgvUWttS68k
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但也沒那麼痛了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAbfQVUn777y
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:17Please respect copyright.PENANAOEfgrS9eS3
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAF9Kmc2Cdaz
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。17Please respect copyright.PENANAu3kRkFyWzq
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。17Please respect copyright.PENANAZ68CaFQTte
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。17Please respect copyright.PENANAPWiDBnaVwr
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAjUGFbvnftD
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。17Please respect copyright.PENANAWEuVkZhvlB
耳邊有人說:17Please respect copyright.PENANAnvkmSjSwRR
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「登機口要關閉囉。」17Please respect copyright.PENANA5bXcNMXglB
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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