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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。19Please respect copyright.PENANA0WKUbAywnw
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3BItiwTTPS
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAso6qIqZvK3
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。19Please respect copyright.PENANApTdLRX1m1w
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那是她的新代言廣告。19Please respect copyright.PENANAV1S7JGMX5Q
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。19Please respect copyright.PENANAH3tcIciIVQ
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMzBYbadcyB
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。19Please respect copyright.PENANArVy3TXrRJX
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。19Please respect copyright.PENANA712PFHshf2
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。19Please respect copyright.PENANASOswaGeV9a
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。19Please respect copyright.PENANA8Yr4TbbT7D
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGJheTNCFo5
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAiprCOlKxs4
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAUA1RKJlRcz
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbyPub7cCL8
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——19Please respect copyright.PENANAvBcbkhBKiQ
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcMxvC9ao3C
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。19Please respect copyright.PENANAHZvCylaOy8
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」19Please respect copyright.PENANAUy1SnCZEkL
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhnSOOb7tU6
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVwmNEi1UDZ
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjLvBT9SFBM
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjnzm1WiQVm
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAgv8bGR4FFE
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。19Please respect copyright.PENANAWxdQsTeeOu
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一支後台影片被曝光。19Please respect copyright.PENANANeapTkPcLT
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:19Please respect copyright.PENANA7bFuyZyQeA
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」19Please respect copyright.PENANApWjkyqDh9D
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:19Please respect copyright.PENANA9E0KCrZRAU
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAGvvyNHDvPl
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAs4nytrtJU9
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:19Please respect copyright.PENANA8rVY1qjmtq
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「那就截啊。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3Svp9bTzB
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnWIMcdphVD
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqRuZt36r6c
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——19Please respect copyright.PENANAjbsO4U1Xz9
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。19Please respect copyright.PENANAC7BLc2yWVN
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。19Please respect copyright.PENANAT2oiGdp0L1
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。19Please respect copyright.PENANAoliNeRDdbP
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】19Please respect copyright.PENANAkvFE1vdThj
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】19Please respect copyright.PENANAURMWl5UMYe
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbledD5nbmC
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已經點開了對話框。19Please respect copyright.PENANAoYXV4wTiQD
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1O6GIGuiL7
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJbtJdnMCUS
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手指放到輸入列上。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5lPuIpTpsv
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——19Please respect copyright.PENANAcgLZmV7WnC
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。19Please respect copyright.PENANACm4Q4HWF7S
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvZAJJ0VT1A
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3hLMwQG8fU
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKu6FEVPTuq
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfzJhwbkNWn
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他沒預期她會打來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhKUc6HgqNg
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfiV3P2y4Qk
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。19Please respect copyright.PENANAm88uKElufb
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcEszb3rpPQ
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAqn5tkI9mUt
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他沒有說話。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6ifbL2GIkI
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:19Please respect copyright.PENANAuQHY1aAYGI
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANABkpraRss14
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。19Please respect copyright.PENANACsG3hoOgio
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJVWUWln2Dt
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她停了一下,等他回應。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuA0ooO5W5W
他只「嗯」了一聲。19Please respect copyright.PENANANZXJfFgNof
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAXTQye0VHkJ
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:19Please respect copyright.PENANApIvedNnl07
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAeCl3nTWCVf
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話音未落,她接著說:19Please respect copyright.PENANAwAR3W5qkNF
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「早點睡。晚安。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAtwmyq2vkvf
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——然後,她掛了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAawSjQiWqEH
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。19Please respect copyright.PENANASG73Wb4Wvz
是她先掛的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhQyjddow7o
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那通話不到兩分鐘。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2cGJRHzkQO
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。19Please respect copyright.PENANAX5xTiUzbrU
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFcYRNnBeov
耳邊安靜得過分。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqJhvq8YNvh
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。19Please respect copyright.PENANATupIkEKXEd
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIqdH8oDpMe
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。19Please respect copyright.PENANAZrmKCEsTLQ
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只是——有點麻。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnl9xiCu5p1
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzY5mAUBeXr
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。19Please respect copyright.PENANALYHgJnmv9W
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzr4yz0jEXn
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她知道自己應該要睡了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJo8kOH2I5z
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。19Please respect copyright.PENANApVe3AKoOTb
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:19Please respect copyright.PENANA0mGp0jFGft
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】19Please respect copyright.PENANAonZjFDEXpP
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輸入完,她按下儲存。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzym9kBpaMP
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。19Please respect copyright.PENANA4JUICa9ajI
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。19Please respect copyright.PENANAenrsHsJmtZ
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但也沒那麼痛了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAiZ0tIx8ViD
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:19Please respect copyright.PENANAgjd83c7an9
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA5a2SnXIYgE
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。19Please respect copyright.PENANAByi8wcK99P
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。19Please respect copyright.PENANAw8EfqrJHuw
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6eD1I4zEDF
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAoVIrZ5oIDu
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。19Please respect copyright.PENANAO09ATppsFT
耳邊有人說:19Please respect copyright.PENANA5kx3uzGv2e
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「登機口要關閉囉。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAFDhhUPTLaM
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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