A lot of people's heroes are dying recently. So I decided to talk about it. Because.
Everything about death is complicated. We don't know what happens after we die. We don't know if someone will be remembered. We don't know if that's a good thing.
And it drives us mad.
I've said before that I'm a Christian. I don't know if Alan Rickman or David Bowie were or not, I'm not gonna look it up, because really what business of it is mine? I hope that they're happy. That they're not in pain. I don't want to wish people pain or anything like that. Sometimes I do, and I'm not proud of it.
But today I just wish everyone could be okay.
I'm all right, I'm taking my meds. I'm just feeling sad without the weeks-long depression and self-questioning that come with it.
And it's okay to be sad. It's okay to cry. It's okay to acknowledge that today, you feel. Because these people, who have died, they were someone's hero. They may not be yours, but someone looked up to them.265Please respect copyright.PENANANYPhyXCvek
I look up to people who aren't afraid to be themself.
I look up to people who have struggled and over come their problems.
I look up to people who are generally genuinely nice human beings.
I look up to people who deserve to be looked up to. And isn't that how it works more or less?265Please respect copyright.PENANAozFlsH5k7a
So mourn for your heroes. Mourn, get up, and do something that would make them proud. I know I will.
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