A heck of a lot has happened since I last posted, I don't even know where to begin. Well, I guess I do.
In case you haven't read my recent works, I'm genderflux.172Please respect copyright.PENANA2qvMWVa4iq
That means that the intensity of my gender varies day to day. I go from girl->demigirl->agender and back again non-stop. It's sorta like genderfluid, but not quite. But I'm so confused now, because I feel a little bit like changing my name.
The thing is, I like my name. I love my name. My family probably would never call me anything but my name. And yet I feel like something needs to be done about it.
It's not like it causes me dysphoria, or ever has. I just feel like it doesn't always represent who I am, because I'm practically 90% of the time agender or demigirl, rather than 100% girl. And...well, Emily is a girl's name.
I like it, a lot. I just don't think it represents me at my base. I'm thinking I should start up a nom-de-plume, find a name that resonates with me through and through, and use it for my writing, which does the same. Both would be showing who I am. Feel free to call me a romantic.
What to you guys think? I honestly don't know what I should call myself. I'd still use Emily to anyone who knew me in person, but...should I find a pen name that I like better? I'll try to find one, I mean, but should I use it? Consistently?172Please respect copyright.PENANAQBzbcxQwhK
I just don't know. Thanks for letting me rant. What do you think about the name Taylor? I've always liked Taylor...
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