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No Plagiarism!1UxVHmf5RY5ydNmY82atposted on PENANA Hey guys. I'm still stuck to writing on my phone, so bear with me. >As you guys know, I experience a lot of dysphoria about who I am, especially when people question a core part of my identity. Well, lately my medication has been plateauing and my anxiety, depression and dysphoria in general have started coming back. If you've ever read Life, the Universe, and Me you know that is a very bad thing for me, returning to that dark place is really dangerous and I've been having trouble fighting it off; any nostalgic or sad songs make me want to hurt, just feel the physical pain because the emotional pain is too much, and I can't cope with any sad part in a movie properly, because I want to punch the person causing the hurt and again, feel the pain myself. >I went to my doctor yesterday about it, and she explained that this sometimes happens, and she doubled my prescription while saying that was the maximum recommended amount, and if that doesn't work I may need to switch medications. I'm telling you this because I'm in the constant circle of what my last post is like. It's not very fun but hopefully, God willing, my medication will start taking again. But if for the next few days I seem very down and depressed, that would be why. I'm simply waiting for my new meds to kick in. Thanks for listening to my ramblings. >shnuffeluv
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