不知大家對殯儀的感覺是什麼?92Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0mLBV19d5
92Please respect copyright.PENANAm9ZvNquwV6
我想大家每次一走進殯儀館都會感到毛骨悚然,坐立不安。92Please respect copyright.PENANAwz3UXGfYtF
92Please respect copyright.PENANAJV6wsjnlYB
周遭的一片白茫茫、冷清清,不期然會令人產生膽戰心驚的感覺,但更多的,或者是悲傷,因為那是與親戚好友作出最後道別的地方。92Please respect copyright.PENANAThFUhR9GhP
92Please respect copyright.PENANAS4s19MTpyv
因為家庭關係,我自小已不停出入於殯儀館。92Please respect copyright.PENANAZagKqYACXR
92Please respect copyright.PENANAaGKJH7bqog
在這,更讓我看盡人生百態。92Please respect copyright.PENANAQqj8NJBRkn
92Please respect copyright.PENANAcUjKMyfY53
靈堂中,家屬們哭個肝腸斷絕,很正常。反常的是,竟也有些懷著恨不得你早點死的冷笑來奔喪的,實在讓我摸不著頭腦。92Please respect copyright.PENANAYIODpaCczK
92Please respect copyright.PENANAFu61SBJb6C
每天看見那麼多的生離死別,我以為當我面對身邊的陰陽相隔,或許不會有太多的感覺。92Please respect copyright.PENANAtbovIbdcwu
92Please respect copyright.PENANA9GT6r9cXi1
我的朋友叫阿惠,她是我升上中學後的第一個朋友。她很堅強,在她身上仿佛找不到一絲絲的脆弱。92Please respect copyright.PENANAVBfUekq5zb
92Please respect copyright.PENANAaDwTwZj3lB
迎難而上是她一直秉持的人生觀。可是有一天放學,她跟我說了很多關於她自己的事。「92Please respect copyright.PENANAevs6Hb4DbO
92Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z2wKpWA3R
你呢啲嘢全部我都知啦,做咩喺咁講?」我問。92Please respect copyright.PENANAX9QJN3MPOc
92Please respect copyright.PENANAgkMqXxFJM5
「唔知呢,我突然覺得,如果有一日我突然死咗,就唔會再有人記得我。」92Please respect copyright.PENANAo7whPioXCL
92Please respect copyright.PENANAjtG4TgrbUZ
「好地地點會死?除非你自殺架姐。」若我知道會一語成讖,我絕不會開這樣的玩笑。92Please respect copyright.PENANAViPwUymNVA
92Please respect copyright.PENANABfCRtObyUh
那一晚,當我在店鋪幫忙時,竟收到這樣的一個噩耗。92Please respect copyright.PENANA1u41XWWYeE
92Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ2JvNh81S
她死掉了。當刻我可是呆立當場,作不了任何回應。92Please respect copyright.PENANAXN35b7e5LV
92Please respect copyright.PENANAEBVDM14IiN
想不到下午的一個玩笑竟剎那間發生了,有別的是,她是死於車禍,而不是自殺。92Please respect copyright.PENANAKpsfuVGsSE
92Please respect copyright.PENANAg2oudgpiz0
更可怕的是,開車撞死她的,是她的父親。92Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1vWdYLB7Z
92Please respect copyright.PENANA03KaIEinwH
原來那個混蛋欠了高利貸很多錢,走投無路下打算携著家中剩餘的資產,挾帶私逃。92Please respect copyright.PENANANt66kJ5DRi
92Please respect copyright.PENANAErCA0x34LJ
他駕著車一直往前衝,生怕阿惠的媽媽會追上他。人比車跑得快,那根本是沒有可能的事。92Please respect copyright.PENANAIoOkpTYpIn
92Please respect copyright.PENANAXOsuNohKoi
但當時他因私慾所泛起的愚昧,令他碰上剛過著馬路回家的阿惠。聽起來十分無稽,取巧得無法令人相信,我也不想相信。92Please respect copyright.PENANAbBvkzXvDMk
92Please respect copyright.PENANA2RVD50Y4Sx
若不是阿惠與我聊天而耽誤回家的時間,若不是她的父親駕車馳騁時的位置是他們家附近,這悲劇..應該不會發生的…應該不會。92Please respect copyright.PENANAyRYprmG74b
92Please respect copyright.PENANA4mXNht30da
但世間上若有那麼多「若不是」,這巧合也不會發生。92Please respect copyright.PENANAWssIkoyR6a
92Please respect copyright.PENANAflg9yu7ntj
阿惠的身後事,是我一手一腳包辦的。92Please respect copyright.PENANARmp28mR9F8
92Please respect copyright.PENANArQSUVZYDJ8
過程中,心中的悲痛實在難以形容。當天的那聲告別,竟真的把我們從生死間分隔。92Please respect copyright.PENANANrc7bExF7o
92Please respect copyright.PENANAyOiFUTaCY3
從來我也不覺得籌備喪禮是那麼痛苦的事,畢竟不是自己的親友。但這一次,每一個步驟都令我感心如鉛墜。更滑稽的是,當天她的喪禮,除了她的媽媽和我之外..一個人都沒有來。92Please respect copyright.PENANA35GuIMW9Gx
92Please respect copyright.PENANA1aKreM4Fvb
記得有一年,那年暑天仿佛全班學生均著了魔似的,每個人都為著期終考而拼搏。92Please respect copyright.PENANA2BPRJJtKrC
92Please respect copyright.PENANA3qWkXn9FtS
沒有人記得我的生日。他們寧可七嘴八舌把整份考卷談論一番,卻沒有人願意跟我說一聲生日快樂。92Please respect copyright.PENANArMU9P2dSbM
92Please respect copyright.PENANANjgS597tai
只有阿惠一個,我們默默地在課室的一角慶祝著。但我卻感到很滿足。92Please respect copyright.PENANAlc9O0WQPac
92Please respect copyright.PENANAWfqn7Z8KN9
本來我以為,沒有人記得自己生日是件很失落的事。92Please respect copyright.PENANAHfXfPAaRSH
92Please respect copyright.PENANAe48NYeZQu6
但看著倘大的靈堂空無一人,一大片的蕭條,才發覺這才是人生最糟糕的。92Please respect copyright.PENANABGfFOLIGhf
92Please respect copyright.PENANAWwnSPTBE5s
沒有悲泣,沒有懷緬,只有喃喃的唸經聲。看著遺照上那笑容可鞠的可人兒,她平日待人不只豁達,還是掏出心來的。怎麼沒有人願意前來陪伴她走最後的一程?92Please respect copyright.PENANAD46aK0Vo4L
92Please respect copyright.PENANAQdvLR3hFGu
「吓,我平時同佢唔係好熟炸喎,去黎做乜?」92Please respect copyright.PENANA0uFvMgeL2C
92Please respect copyright.PENANAuOoDseIGFh
「我見佢咁抵得諗,咪敷衍下佢囉。」92Please respect copyright.PENANAkPm5Iclx8K
92Please respect copyright.PENANAF3w7dz28Sk
「頂唔順佢成日懶樂觀咁,洗唔洗咁假啊?」92Please respect copyright.PENANAIecuLtdFpQ
92Please respect copyright.PENANAwC0BpsZZg7
當我回到學校,在課室外聽到這些說話。當下我對世界真的感到很絕望,在與阿惠的相處中令我真的相信人性本善。但聽著這群人面獸心說的話,我頓時也覺得人類都是一隻隻從地獄裏走出來的惡魔。92Please respect copyright.PENANAUgYxQqt0Wc