不知大家對殯儀的感覺是什麼?89Please respect copyright.PENANApV59yFE33A
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我想大家每次一走進殯儀館都會感到毛骨悚然,坐立不安。89Please respect copyright.PENANA0Flc1YRslR
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周遭的一片白茫茫、冷清清,不期然會令人產生膽戰心驚的感覺,但更多的,或者是悲傷,因為那是與親戚好友作出最後道別的地方。89Please respect copyright.PENANAwt2i8UnSUk
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因為家庭關係,我自小已不停出入於殯儀館。89Please respect copyright.PENANAh9VvxkB6Zd
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在這,更讓我看盡人生百態。89Please respect copyright.PENANASjuCb7xV2z
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靈堂中,家屬們哭個肝腸斷絕,很正常。反常的是,竟也有些懷著恨不得你早點死的冷笑來奔喪的,實在讓我摸不著頭腦。89Please respect copyright.PENANAW4HKeXubbq
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每天看見那麼多的生離死別,我以為當我面對身邊的陰陽相隔,或許不會有太多的感覺。89Please respect copyright.PENANA7RHJYTo9mW
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我的朋友叫阿惠,她是我升上中學後的第一個朋友。她很堅強,在她身上仿佛找不到一絲絲的脆弱。89Please respect copyright.PENANAPc9RyZ1L8d
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迎難而上是她一直秉持的人生觀。可是有一天放學,她跟我說了很多關於她自己的事。「89Please respect copyright.PENANAMXB7Tc6ZES
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你呢啲嘢全部我都知啦,做咩喺咁講?」我問。89Please respect copyright.PENANAmVUVwX51hX
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「唔知呢,我突然覺得,如果有一日我突然死咗,就唔會再有人記得我。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAMwpwovBPZ8
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「好地地點會死?除非你自殺架姐。」若我知道會一語成讖,我絕不會開這樣的玩笑。89Please respect copyright.PENANA1n3EApWGOy
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那一晚,當我在店鋪幫忙時,竟收到這樣的一個噩耗。89Please respect copyright.PENANADKSa0tyDqo
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她死掉了。當刻我可是呆立當場,作不了任何回應。89Please respect copyright.PENANAsYRIW5SPWw
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想不到下午的一個玩笑竟剎那間發生了,有別的是,她是死於車禍,而不是自殺。89Please respect copyright.PENANAKWJiyL2PJp
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更可怕的是,開車撞死她的,是她的父親。89Please respect copyright.PENANADoMFrZgTp7
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原來那個混蛋欠了高利貸很多錢,走投無路下打算携著家中剩餘的資產,挾帶私逃。89Please respect copyright.PENANAj9uON9SovL
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他駕著車一直往前衝,生怕阿惠的媽媽會追上他。人比車跑得快,那根本是沒有可能的事。89Please respect copyright.PENANANz03eM006x
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但當時他因私慾所泛起的愚昧,令他碰上剛過著馬路回家的阿惠。聽起來十分無稽,取巧得無法令人相信,我也不想相信。89Please respect copyright.PENANACKBNQp5Tgk
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若不是阿惠與我聊天而耽誤回家的時間,若不是她的父親駕車馳騁時的位置是他們家附近,這悲劇..應該不會發生的…應該不會。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZWiHZaxIVw
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但世間上若有那麼多「若不是」,這巧合也不會發生。89Please respect copyright.PENANApYL9gQg9nv
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阿惠的身後事,是我一手一腳包辦的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAzS8YOgp2ty
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過程中,心中的悲痛實在難以形容。當天的那聲告別,竟真的把我們從生死間分隔。89Please respect copyright.PENANAb0Lorp0rSc
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從來我也不覺得籌備喪禮是那麼痛苦的事,畢竟不是自己的親友。但這一次,每一個步驟都令我感心如鉛墜。更滑稽的是,當天她的喪禮,除了她的媽媽和我之外..一個人都沒有來。89Please respect copyright.PENANALUvNONpLp3
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記得有一年,那年暑天仿佛全班學生均著了魔似的,每個人都為著期終考而拼搏。89Please respect copyright.PENANAwTB3LaOmga
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沒有人記得我的生日。他們寧可七嘴八舌把整份考卷談論一番,卻沒有人願意跟我說一聲生日快樂。89Please respect copyright.PENANAl4CUUHHhai
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只有阿惠一個,我們默默地在課室的一角慶祝著。但我卻感到很滿足。89Please respect copyright.PENANAXTgHR3HHlK
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本來我以為,沒有人記得自己生日是件很失落的事。89Please respect copyright.PENANAoKELmvsDSu
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但看著倘大的靈堂空無一人,一大片的蕭條,才發覺這才是人生最糟糕的。89Please respect copyright.PENANAOm29hjJKTI
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沒有悲泣,沒有懷緬,只有喃喃的唸經聲。看著遺照上那笑容可鞠的可人兒,她平日待人不只豁達,還是掏出心來的。怎麼沒有人願意前來陪伴她走最後的一程?89Please respect copyright.PENANAxdpTRpNeH8
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「吓,我平時同佢唔係好熟炸喎,去黎做乜?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAiJFqOlrhHE
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「我見佢咁抵得諗,咪敷衍下佢囉。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA6ooIN1iVIF
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「頂唔順佢成日懶樂觀咁,洗唔洗咁假啊?」89Please respect copyright.PENANAOx79hl9nNN
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當我回到學校,在課室外聽到這些說話。當下我對世界真的感到很絕望,在與阿惠的相處中令我真的相信人性本善。但聽著這群人面獸心說的話,我頓時也覺得人類都是一隻隻從地獄裏走出來的惡魔。89Please respect copyright.PENANAAXNp9Nzvkq