「係啊,冇咗佢嘅出現我諗而家我只係個每日淨係識翻工放工嘅毒撚。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAvyPdUSATAv
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「一個重要嘅人出現的確可以改變自己好多,咁之後呢,你地嘅生活過成點?」98Please respect copyright.PENANAHPPqaDjDWm
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「我地一直都仲好甜蜜,直至有一日佢突然間..失蹤咗。」他說。98Please respect copyright.PENANAPNrov3KuqH
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「失蹤咗?」我驚訝道。98Please respect copyright.PENANAgJvjVNzZDM
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「有一日,佢無聲無息咁喺我生命中消失咗。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAoBSHVJ2Vf4
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「毫無預兆咁消失咗?」我害怕自己聽錯,反覆地問。98Please respect copyright.PENANA1xwJV5PiYV
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「係,IG, Facebook, Whatsapp全部都仲喺到,但已經搵唔到佢,電話冇Cut到但都冇人聽。佢好似從來冇出現過,又好似冇消失過。淨低嘅,只係我地存喺手機嘅合照。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAUngYuWC6Fw
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「係幾耐之前嘅事?」98Please respect copyright.PENANA25AhSNHBnU
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「九個月前左右。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAUy7nA4th20
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「佢屋企人呢?」98Please respect copyright.PENANAd59vjNyeb8
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「都一樣唔見曬。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAQEC7rM2l1g
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「我試過登報,但其實效用根本唔大,因為我錢銀其實有限,唔可以登喺啲顯眼位。我又試過喺佢屋企附近貼街招,但轉頭又俾人撕曬。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAc25CJEaLKR
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言語間,我也感受到他的無助。什麼是無助?就是當你很焦急,感覺做事沒有方向,只會不斷做一些徒勞無功的事情時。98Please respect copyright.PENANAbhlOKrsWvo
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「咁之後呢?」我問。98Please respect copyright.PENANAWtudwdmbNo
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「其實我果陣都好唔知點做..我啲朋友,包括啲中學同學都有幫手搵,但都冇結果。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAnZhrX8Z2K5
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「佢失蹤之前有冇啲咩跡象?」98Please respect copyright.PENANAjqJiTh1z87
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「冇,我記得佢失蹤前一日我地都仲有見,果陣佢都冇乜特別唔同。我仲送到佢去樓下。」98Please respect copyright.PENANApmhbN1h7wt
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「會唔會講咗啲令你覺得好奇怪嘅說話?」98Please respect copyright.PENANAAUH8d2S66x
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「有,佢突然講過佢想去旅行!」98Please respect copyright.PENANAviy9y0P9M7
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「去邊到?」98Please respect copyright.PENANAPvfiYBVFRy
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「好似係..加拿大。加拿大係佢嘅家鄉,佢突然話想番去旅行。我話好啊,遲啲同佢一齊去。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAZdDdF8f8Ho
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「我相信佢應該唔會忘記呢個約定。」我打算以這句安慰他一下,可是..98Please respect copyright.PENANAegFGor2XIG
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「我相信佢唔會忘記,雖然已經冇機會實行。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAMkdalKyNqa
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「你嘅意思係..?」98Please respect copyright.PENANAiXQZIw3LEG
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「有一日我收到佢爸爸個whatsapp,我突然覺得呢個世界有翻希望。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAGf2HWVgvhG
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但..為什麼是他爸爸傳來的訊息?98Please respect copyright.PENANAW0EbGNKUFF
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我抱著萬分期待前往她的家找她,到達後卻看見一片愁雲慘霧..98Please respect copyright.PENANAx96b994KhP
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「嗨,世伯伯母,好耐冇見,子月呢?」我強顏歡笑地問。98Please respect copyright.PENANA0pM1sLgcfD
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因為當我看到他們的神情,一陣不安的情緒襲上心頭。98Please respect copyright.PENANArJL92HccWm
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「Alvin,對唔住。」子月的媽媽一看見我就緊緊的擁著我,口中一直說著抱歉。98Please respect copyright.PENANAdC0Mfjd5p9
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「伯母究竟咩事?」我焦急的問,我很想知道什麼狀況,但心中卻一直不想聽到我所預計的答案。98Please respect copyright.PENANAXXce3qvJeb
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「子月..佢離開咗我地。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAcm2FFUAM6A
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「離開咗?去咗邊啊?我去搵佢啊。」我仍然強顏歡笑的說,但心中已經有數。98Please respect copyright.PENANA725X7b61J1
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「Alvin你冷靜啲。」子月的爸爸也開口了。98Please respect copyright.PENANAzQWI0eO6c4
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「子月已經離開咗我地..離開咗呢個世界。」他說。98Please respect copyright.PENANAlSLFyFyAro
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「唔會架,點會冇啦啦死咗!」我仍然是那一副的強顏歡笑,但眼角已伴隨著幾顆淚珠。98Please respect copyright.PENANAQIq3vZGdKz
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他們一直避免說一個「死」字,或許用「離開」是奢望著她會回來。因而聽到我說個死字,他們也更加傷心。98Please respect copyright.PENANAUmcdhAOmuZ
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我不知道為什麼,我哭不出來,但內心卻像被千刀萬剮。98Please respect copyright.PENANAtINv3LIHeD
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也許呼天搶地的嚎哭也不及欲哭無淚來得傷心。98Please respect copyright.PENANAFDprYhr1My
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那一刻,我真正感受到什麼叫崩潰的邊緣。98Please respect copyright.PENANArjXuhvLM1u
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想不到當天那一句普通的告別竟然是訣別,多日來的等待竟換來死亡的信息。98Please respect copyright.PENANAEJiJO8gzI4
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「佢係因為Cancer所以先..」子月的媽媽跟我道出原因。98Please respect copyright.PENANAgIuMzpPn0b
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「我地送咗佢翻加拿大睇下有冇辦法醫,但始終都係..佢唔想俾你見到佢最後果個病入膏肓嘅樣,所以唔俾我地通知你。」98Please respect copyright.PENANAICLYTiCI4Z
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「點解..點解你地咁自私!」我不斷的責罵他們,我知道我不應該再加添他們的內疚。但我想不到任何方法宣洩我的傷感。98Please respect copyright.PENANAH6G2lov1tr
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「真係好對唔住..但係個傻女話如果要話你聽,佢寧願唔做化療,我地都冇辦法。」她繼續說。98Please respect copyright.PENANAxhYXvxx2DU
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「佢喺房入面留低咗好多嘢俾你,我諗..你最好入去睇下。」子月的爸爸說。98Please respect copyright.PENANAsQJmuIz5Ij
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「咁佢留低咗啲咩俾你?」我問Alvin。98Please respect copyright.PENANA0Kwd1qj0op
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確實的,我也想像不到,身邊重要的人突然消失,了無音訊,我就當阿強好了,再度有他的消息時竟是他已逝去的消息,正常人也是接受到不到的。98Please respect copyright.PENANAlk96GBZbKW
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我相信我的情緒會更加不穩。98Please respect copyright.PENANANiciIaVGnM
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「呢9年我地一齊嘅回憶..同埋一封信。」Alvin回答。98Please respect copyright.PENANAzCKJmixzJi
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