I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpdlsXD1iU
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApZbVH6dCm
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAamQLAuifZ
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4xpciDSnh
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3aA1qwmYu
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNTeOgCfUG
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtWtui4tnZ
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzklkk6Gari
He's already someone else's. 970Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ6oI2iIYf
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