在KO便利店吃飽後，我回到住所，把電話卡安插在手機裡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAzzvBnr1s
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這樣手機就有了電話號碼，雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY67nWfhNb
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站在大鏡子面前，我拿著牙刷，看著自己。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrkPzRrqAQ
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刷刷刷牙，灌水，吐——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz5hdfAtLk
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用毛巾抹臉。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrsGewUXPo
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走進我的房間，落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpkjuTFqUr
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我卸下外套，掛在牆勾，便撲到床上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz6K9JWYWB
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「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子，把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURuNgXVbk0
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這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohdqb0VYtR
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我居然有點期待明天的來臨。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68zGcqpZd8
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我很少會這樣想的，以前做學生的時候也不多，上班之後也很少，除了星期五。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhOzsZyB5K
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流落到孤島之後，就完全沒有了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMTRJVtGU3
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「晚安。」我對天花板說，徐徐合上了眼。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCucv75AboE
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在一片寧靜中安睡，很舒暢，呼出鬆弛的氣息，全身都放鬆了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXUzSdnM5N
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隨即，意識被一下子吸走。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3iToZ4F9V
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耳邊聽見風聲，更感到涼意，張開眼睛——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jMqjYQnLr
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我站立山上，拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qGZcDKbYi
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在浩大星空之下，手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ90lj7erjN
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「返嚟喇？」神明丁微笑地走來，取走我手上的練習簿。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTb6WK1X9k
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「吓？完喇？」我才回過神來。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0DCr43wfF
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「個測試就咁？得一日時間咁短？」我追著神明丁問。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdEGZ0uTAK
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神明丁一邊散步，一邊翻閱，狀甚悠閒。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiNS3DmyuP
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「一日咁短？畀夠一年你好唔好？」祂反問，繼續閱讀。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3qnO2AEGj
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「一年又……」我有點難堪。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pj8gGb7y7
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「速戰速決OK？」神明丁要求，「如果多幾個人要你幫，個個都要N日先搞掂，咪要排好耐？」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmK4TDJ2TX
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聽了這話，我又有點不滿了，「我又唔係神，又唔識讀心，我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩？」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkqBl0Bn9f
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「樣樣都要我自己查，係要啲時間啦！」我繼續說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodnKcvoTN9
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「咁你又唔洗激動，我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說，「我係想你珍惜每一日啫，唔好以為測試係無限期，可能隨時完都唔定。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkmib4NGvl
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「我好珍惜喇已經！」我替自己辯護。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNZHmOxWeL
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「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4vVxaHvcm
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「咁目前為止，我表現點啊？分數高唔高？」我熱烈地追問。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9gvdtNkuM
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「無可奉告。」祂說，再翻了一頁，便把練習簿合上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbfZtnwz2Z
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祂直視著我，「係測試完結之前，我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE0o8NMLhF
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「不過，如果你有嘢唔明，又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍，我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENJNZHaDtS
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不明白的事情實在太多，我整理一下有什麼可以問。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS22ITa28OV
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「點解我會返咗嚟？」我問，「我明明想瞓覺。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9mRXMxzZY
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「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說，「本測試嘅機制係，你一上『床』瞓覺，就會被視為一題嘅終結，練習簿會暫停記錄，你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿，翻到下一題嘅位置，測試就會繼續。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrXhzeZpFl
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「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢？」我問。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwJn2jiIVk
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「咁最盡係去到清晨六點，練習簿就會因為記錄已滿，而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v4BBW4ul7
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原來如此。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDOvOzRdjE
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我想了一想，「我想問個1404室，點解咁特別嘅，有一半以上同我以前屋企好似，幾乎一樣，係大小唔同，同埋廁所唔同，再多間房。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCoTHvA6T1
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這個問題，原本我只是隨口一問，沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZAPnCAHIQ
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「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說，想回避我的眼神。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJN60XARYh
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「咁關邊個事？」我站到祂的前方。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTITmuJwK9O
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祂摸著下巴，思考了一會兒，才再次看著我。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArhR3KwhNS
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「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說，「應該話，係神明辛戰死前，所住嘅地方。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKCXtkv9DU
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神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中，因戰死而出現空缺的神位，也就是我正在爭取的位置。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUj62ocTZ2
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「吓？佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁？」我不解。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdI7iOw6rc
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「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說，慢慢回想當年，「大約五年前，前任神明辛離職後，我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWO6sanj0O
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「當時，遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述，「佢好特別，有一種魅力，一種影響人嘅正向力量。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9KKdOUE4X
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「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說，「然後如我所料，佢成功通過測試，得到我嘅提名。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvRG3L0pbq
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「係下一步遴選，雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手，好險咁當選神明『辛』，但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxekrHGuzn
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「作為神，我自問，有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmybXxKLked
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「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係，一個好有情嘅神。」祂說，露出一絲感慨，「有時我都諗，如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁，世界或者……又會唔一樣。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gUWHQRTLd
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默默地聽著神明丁的自白，我理解的只有一部分。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P6Qe62mNJ
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就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直，是另一個平行世界的我。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSHEkNYxEC
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「佢同我有咩唔同？」我忍不住了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5Qm3D5QiH
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「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqjSwSzIuB
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「總有相同嘅嘢掛，例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1Gyawt6lU
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「佢同你嘅分歧點係，係中學。」神明丁說，想了一下，「你記唔記得……」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjeyRqi4IT
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「你曾經為咗，同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日，花心思安排咗一日嘅行程，由朝早見面，下午去邊，至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物，打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物，你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETV0TBTNQu
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「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjhnyxtlhF
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「而最後，你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血，「白費晒所有心機，禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶，冇送出去。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjry7QNNHlx
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「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifiREfkF5A
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「冇錯，佢係咁多個平行世界之中，唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後，仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ1Ioc8tPT
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「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟？」我心痛如麻，還是爭取發問，「個行程點啊？計劃成唔成功？」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0SY5pRYKr
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「你真係想知？諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我，不知有何打算。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0qv9qjyMM
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深深地吸一口氣，平靜一下。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4Ggk1XMv7
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「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己，「另一個世界嘅過去，冇必要再提。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRpfL586DZ
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「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講，錯過咗就係錯過咗，已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說，再對祂問，「重點，係之後吖嘛係咪？」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfg4JElEkb
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神明丁沒有回答，只是露出了一絲微笑。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa55eXYDQNO
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「講！點解要搵我嚟做測試？」我問，「唔通你會以為，可以搵到第二個佢？」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNioyldpw7
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「唔係，我冇咁諗。」祂說，整理思路再說：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohwrNlfYxG
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「人唔知點下決定嘅時候，選擇去馬定退縮，有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛，咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦，咪退縮囉。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmmRli1iS3
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「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半，有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多，少退縮，咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說，「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁，係一個勇敢嘅神。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBm8oFbxaE
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「佢嘅戰死，救咗數之不盡嘅人，雖然世人未必察覺，但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKI05hIdcGk
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聽著，我心裡不是滋味。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5GkFmHy3m
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「冇錯，我就係怯懦比較多，少勇敢嘅人，咁又點吖？」我挺起胸膛問。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre3ngwIWbA
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「冇錯，哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人，多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbJXvCjyJR
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慢慢地，祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8wvDlQuSJ
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「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人！」祂對我說。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfF0zdnptG
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「本神並唔係要搵另一個，好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmYlvHLhJK
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「我係希望搵一個，經歷過諸多磨難同後悔，變得睿智而充滿慧根，最後超越上任神明辛嘅孫正直啊。」神明丁說，眼神滿是期望。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqsxniZGZV
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