在KO便利店吃飽後，我回到住所，把電話卡安插在手機裡。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuYJixon5H
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這樣手機就有了電話號碼，雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPIrdSKFF0
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw94KStW0vS
站在大鏡子面前，我拿著牙刷，看著自己。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5nD7hWLU4
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刷刷刷牙，灌水，吐——795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH2c5aVVzh
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用毛巾抹臉。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJs3HmggQd
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走進我的房間，落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UBYOH0JDd
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuMQdqIMZ5
我卸下外套，掛在牆勾，便撲到床上。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCBHpwBgPR
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmkZDni0nf
「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子，把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHcqL0eS8d
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這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPlsTmpl4I
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我居然有點期待明天的來臨。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3Vao0mb1p
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r737JZkQc
我很少會這樣想的，以前做學生的時候也不多，上班之後也很少，除了星期五。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJbkfQ7N1t
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX8KaAGZH9
流落到孤島之後，就完全沒有了。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwaVXxpJ5e
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE0UzDprqv
「晚安。」我對天花板說，徐徐合上了眼。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62FEZUsSiF
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhcOuFdEkT
在一片寧靜中安睡，很舒暢，呼出鬆弛的氣息，全身都放鬆了。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d2JaiYepj
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隨即，意識被一下子吸走。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM0uxQ2Yxs
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耳邊聽見風聲，更感到涼意，張開眼睛——795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7MYzkQIK9
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我站立山上，拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSXXuW736G
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BAfHrYNId
在浩大星空之下，手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4sCUrdgc6
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDf6mTPIvl
「返嚟喇？」神明丁微笑地走來，取走我手上的練習簿。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkduYSUC6MW
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbl0oZHLHz
「吓？完喇？」我才回過神來。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF59l6SNML
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7T39njTJM
「個測試就咁？得一日時間咁短？」我追著神明丁問。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bJBV5kO7g
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYDdtNyLsq
神明丁一邊散步，一邊翻閱，狀甚悠閒。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R4lEpnkfF
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC6bJZO6Zg
「一日咁短？畀夠一年你好唔好？」祂反問，繼續閱讀。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKEG61AE1o
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tLcnW0sY0
「一年又……」我有點難堪。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuDU7Uqflk
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWH0m4necX
「速戰速決OK？」神明丁要求，「如果多幾個人要你幫，個個都要N日先搞掂，咪要排好耐？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9C0EDz6Kq
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPOJaVoYRd
聽了這話，我又有點不滿了，「我又唔係神，又唔識讀心，我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzEiwOPblW
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2oCRT9RTo
「樣樣都要我自己查，係要啲時間啦！」我繼續說。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbadVkOoTy
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6flhNYmIjD
「咁你又唔洗激動，我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說，「我係想你珍惜每一日啫，唔好以為測試係無限期，可能隨時完都唔定。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgNr0usnv3
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ltMPSDC6O
「我好珍惜喇已經！」我替自己辯護。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxZbcV94dk
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D52KqwNt6
「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj8wjrWG8c
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aUzrMN0wT
「咁目前為止，我表現點啊？分數高唔高？」我熱烈地追問。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYIev7JHx9
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8oZfyLi5i
「無可奉告。」祂說，再翻了一頁，便把練習簿合上。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDd81wrUxL
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFVDCnWnzg
祂直視著我，「係測試完結之前，我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWDLbKY79D
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1cBT3aZx8
「不過，如果你有嘢唔明，又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍，我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxFqyWxrD9
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpfpfDNMcR
不明白的事情實在太多，我整理一下有什麼可以問。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h4DwHCniG
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKVZ14Z7QD
「點解我會返咗嚟？」我問，「我明明想瞓覺。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayahVnuND7
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmMOc1yNyP
「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說，「本測試嘅機制係，你一上『床』瞓覺，就會被視為一題嘅終結，練習簿會暫停記錄，你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿，翻到下一題嘅位置，測試就會繼續。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulSRwifVMu
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK00hzMtL5y
「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢？」我問。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNYIYXH9U8
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMvuY2KffR
「咁最盡係去到清晨六點，練習簿就會因為記錄已滿，而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVa5UqU1As
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphurhbJUwH
原來如此。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCAWfiqH23
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z74D4Rnrp
我想了一想，「我想問個1404室，點解咁特別嘅，有一半以上同我以前屋企好似，幾乎一樣，係大小唔同，同埋廁所唔同，再多間房。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1WGANZe3C
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這個問題，原本我只是隨口一問，沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmaCG08H0l
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjFfZCBlO9
「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說，想回避我的眼神。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj155JVYag
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LXK5ApXqw
「咁關邊個事？」我站到祂的前方。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjznGBuSJPS
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGuJsPW5la
祂摸著下巴，思考了一會兒，才再次看著我。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWX4Ax12zC
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7GSm9z4cB
「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說，「應該話，係神明辛戰死前，所住嘅地方。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt9yLRefqn
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcehOSMtH7t
神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中，因戰死而出現空缺的神位，也就是我正在爭取的位置。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvWxQh4Z2D
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppSMREaUcx
「吓？佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁？」我不解。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYHSWf8Lm3
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk2NWLXTyo
「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說，慢慢回想當年，「大約五年前，前任神明辛離職後，我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2qMd2uF9z
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSys0IxDgNA
「當時，遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述，「佢好特別，有一種魅力，一種影響人嘅正向力量。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡand7RkZaWM
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fYx69Yirv
「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說，「然後如我所料，佢成功通過測試，得到我嘅提名。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKOEjeqjnV
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS7xVYp8hP
「係下一步遴選，雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手，好險咁當選神明『辛』，但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DVC9Rrqb6
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9MBxpJHHN
「作為神，我自問，有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gPf75qZND
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpio9hvZeDA
「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係，一個好有情嘅神。」祂說，露出一絲感慨，「有時我都諗，如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁，世界或者……又會唔一樣。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BipztZNUE
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默默地聽著神明丁的自白，我理解的只有一部分。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsdjo2olu8
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFZMeuvCrH
就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直，是另一個平行世界的我。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HRaCQ3swD
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSV9kduMcb
「佢同我有咩唔同？」我忍不住了。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIFOw6iJdz
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEA1Bf5er5
「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDBjehF0aR
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzstnYIELBm
「總有相同嘅嘢掛，例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzYszs8uzy
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYvsj5twCM
「佢同你嘅分歧點係，係中學。」神明丁說，想了一下，「你記唔記得……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbPxoO5kfj
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y4gXqYJxX
「你曾經為咗，同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日，花心思安排咗一日嘅行程，由朝早見面，下午去邊，至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物，打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物，你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfHjHi360z
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmNlKIIHi4
「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPKR9wn6NH
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH0u9NACKF
「而最後，你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血，「白費晒所有心機，禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶，冇送出去。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9B8yIuyUH
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw12xPvsYO
「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4cR9uC2Cb
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqXseVmxFj
「冇錯，佢係咁多個平行世界之中，唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後，仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOK0ECYSJA
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4idfmP3vcG
「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟？」我心痛如麻，還是爭取發問，「個行程點啊？計劃成唔成功？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu5XGsqQuN
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MNWEGDIJZ
「你真係想知？諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我，不知有何打算。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp9ApW4D5r
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJunTHPSRGk
深深地吸一口氣，平靜一下。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGAHGNQf9P
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirl8HAWXHZ
「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己，「另一個世界嘅過去，冇必要再提。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSGfq7bbMs
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaQTu6ZnJN
「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講，錯過咗就係錯過咗，已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說，再對祂問，「重點，係之後吖嘛係咪？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOEYxaquAs
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1fjwA9Gnh
神明丁沒有回答，只是露出了一絲微笑。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qnOCZnytQ
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3XFUIWCOs
「講！點解要搵我嚟做測試？」我問，「唔通你會以為，可以搵到第二個佢？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XkpMULva6
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY4Z1UzipE
「唔係，我冇咁諗。」祂說，整理思路再說：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGs5u59lHA
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqbE9TyD1d
「人唔知點下決定嘅時候，選擇去馬定退縮，有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛，咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦，咪退縮囉。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbMb2Fn6Xg
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xpUluFvp2
「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半，有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多，少退縮，咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說，「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁，係一個勇敢嘅神。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2btTjucHk
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM0jjs43AL
「佢嘅戰死，救咗數之不盡嘅人，雖然世人未必察覺，但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaiPXb6S1h
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQoSaf7H9c
聽著，我心裡不是滋味。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3ujwplBYW
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11U70i9xKB
「冇錯，我就係怯懦比較多，少勇敢嘅人，咁又點吖？」我挺起胸膛問。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMuAl4u50d
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQTsf2ooFL
「冇錯，哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人，多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ19nlA7B7
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwxCmd9haH
慢慢地，祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkim3aUHt8F
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVIUhmJQJk
「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人！」祂對我說。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR9jMYATev
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6azJ4Z0jx
「本神並唔係要搵另一個，好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGT9FhSBo5
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