Chapter twenty one
Matt is just staring at me.
"I'm sorry for making you feel like that," he says after a few minutes of silence.
"Matt, you...you made me feel like a slut," I tell him. I knew he was telling the truth when he said that I was 'practically begging' for him, but it still made me feel like shit.
"You know you're not a slut. You carry yourself differently than every single girl that I've met. Do you want to know who's a slut? Alessia. She'd give herself up to any guy that asked. You, on the other hand, didn't. You're the only girl that I've slept in a bed with and not fucked." he says. Skylar was telling the truth. Wow.
"You're serious?"
"Yes."
"So what's different about me?"
"I...I don't know." he stammers. "You're just different. He turns on his side and caresses my face. 337Please respect copyright.PENANA7BoNdmnDBq
"You have to believe me. I hate seeing you cry. I would never want to make you cry. I hate seeing you sad because of me."337Please respect copyright.PENANA2UjqR66cTy
He presses his lips to mine very delicately and it makes me believe him. That kiss felt very sincere. He kisses me again this time with a little bit more force. He pulls back. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAASc8XJSGB9
"It takes a tremendous amount of self-control to be around you cause' you're so fucking beautiful," he says, voice taking on a husky tone. He rolls on top of me and kisses me again, our tongues entwining. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAQgEJ4a7tnn
He breaks away from my mouth, leaving me wanton. He kisses the base of my throat and I start breathing heavier. He lifts my shirt over my head and I don't even protest because I'm so desperate for him. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAu2GOjo68N9
I want him so fucking bad right now. He moves up to my neck, lightly sucking on my earlobe. I'm panting, at this point. He wanders down my neck, sucking on every single spot his mouth grazes over.337Please respect copyright.PENANAvNQsC2AsJQ
It's torture at its finest. He kisses me on the lips again and then rolls over, lying next to me. It takes me a few seconds to catch up.
"Why'd you stop?" I breathe.
"I don't want to push you," he replies.
"No," I say, my voice still wobbly from his gentle assault.
"What do you want?" he whispers in my ears.
This just makes me even hotter. The way he uses his words like weapons. He's so seductive with his words.
"I want you to kiss me again," I whisper. I think I see him smile in the moonlight.
"Do you forgive me?" he asks as he kisses in between my breasts.
"Matt," I pant
"C'mon. I really am sorry," he says as presses his thumb against the front of my panties. I moan softly and he chuckles.
"You have to promise..." I start to say but I don't finish, for I'm overtaken with pleasure. He slides two fingers inside of me.
"You're so wet, babe."
"Matttt...." I moan and arch my back.
"You..." he thrusts his fingers in. "Are so..." again. "Beautiful." and again.
"Come on," he says and pushes his fingers into me deeper than last time.
I stifle my moan as he withdraws his fingers.
"It's okay to make noises, baby."
"What about the neighbors?" I ask him, my voice raucous and hoarse.
"Fuck the neighbors," he says before putting his head between my thighs and thrusting his tongue into the moist opening. I tug on his hair gently and he moans.
"Come on Novah. Cum for me, please," he says and rests his lips on mine. I can taste myself on his lips. Mmm it all feels so good.
I finally release as he's telling me how good I look under the moonlight.
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