第九十二章：承諾與失望578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQynio2N9g3
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW1dIsIbNW
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDTK3FIaMF
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF4iRlt5lq
對，那個人……就是Mandy。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrsjtIP6Gw
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuFXdsUqDO
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sJuxcJGg0
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5C9SfnixU
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UsGQOU296
「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSJVt6rmbI
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0jVgQQq2J
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8r9kc5cNB
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXzvwx5Y72
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiMHfumsNn
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOWvUWztz0
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVMwyuyyTI
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlAX1aTaez
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8oMs8yvT5
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ9vPRkxmm
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTFWMSN9h3
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehUxV1qCeA
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu4snu8M6T
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqK9lCO40l
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MWJ36GBJu
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyS2esZTDI
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zgBwmYWpF
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ABjY3Ldwt
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCcwmkAXVl
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5F9k3v1br
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXbuZEmQM8
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyxa858yON
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcGQrLH9YI
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWAkduLz6v
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZLd7xZVXv
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiBB3gIY1b
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1GfRMUvsC
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqdVsKzcTn
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXxbF1pnvu
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FdshDvSTz
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvswRChMXgj
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbwirZa80N
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIBFKV4QAG
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRldMvxTxFm
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6TtvNa7BJ
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt2U62IjdZ
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhgoIOD0RY
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nUD2FfJIf
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb0Br8WGwP
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhGWOQHOSX
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡescKBXknwu
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7jYDFMPsv
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4WH7mYuUS
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHGScuhE35
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn98jAgrpZo
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskVK4rHi2C
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oaU1o7iXy
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh51Qnn9dT
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7qSTa6JGF
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYBjsizcgf
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh0By0pRDw
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KgK0pQ7Ma
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52EwcaGYPl
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdy9dQ5MDL
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPufO3d3Is
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7JdlPgcKv
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17m1WpOVLw
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGb8ujWKVN
「Online住唔應嘅？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyr2qse4kS
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjERtEuQs7T
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YM1nnBLWq
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCEWZttK3R
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUeEndzi8q
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jZSdKskGi
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hwtvPmLPX
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAWB7X9FyR
「我準備做手術啦」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhIPghsNmn
「做完再覆你ouo<3」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNDb2srLFb
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjsTatRq3Y
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwZlsdVevl
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVvKvdSrjf
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF5ZUIuUzO
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFFmKHNJ4e
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MOuVJaeN4
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFSSLcNDaJ
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsFEnOQpJh
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCMe2dRUUC
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ieOzdf6Y3
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbo9rvVTd8
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfXP74GUO0
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx1n8VgQY7
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCl9DiclmE
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAELM4ZpnWE
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17mTg4ZNRs
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「各就位……預備……」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZ74fkTw0m
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWK3LX7ltw
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROoEM8fEny
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvyed0hhlJ
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OafcITJaq
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9v3SK32d4
「呯—」 578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyBx2PwiGt
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK3KU97Ygg
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTNiNWzjRD
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWubMUldjBk
最後更成為了最後一名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv24KdQH2Sn
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uZaMdpQgD
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMPmWacRyO
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5lnRsULG4
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8ivCRT6v1
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiismnKCS1D
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF6WadVJGR
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydbBxgfjHf
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhkwVeRo27
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4z9wW9T8pL
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXlmTP2eh8
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NeWZ3W9ZF
是Mandy。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY3xtzJnsB
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbuapFGVyP
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwKtVYMuHJ
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0KR3Xu1ul
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIKcMrcpTC
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZBUzzeejk
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGPANL2uD2
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNFIX8iBHG
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7F4M4DfWj
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz7llxGWop
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9COfONGPj
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRCpEtpYyt
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuD5e1BBz0
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrZ2ukRUJF
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9wblHQz0n
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NSFannIVM
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「啪—」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceIuU195DO
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bgWzy43o7
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqMCcUQjrG
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2pWk0AUCe
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gfPuA9TY0
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KEb9bNHnA
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSq8nZ9ZSj
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE02gUKOZbR
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWmnI0Wo7Q
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu4RiO2uGT
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