第九十二章：承諾與失望578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4HEcCNuLJ
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOLu3pQ0W9
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn5vg9eBT4
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnQKKKeIos
對，那個人……就是Mandy。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaY0PdWwrg
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkZWFSP4Kq
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvGgLKtKFa
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIwdiSFuKQ
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRn4vUpQMl4
「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEgdaHLsX1
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0PGueJ5Tq
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf0822uqkn
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi647edlHx
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YhR9XU7pU
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgGQfqYIB3
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYv5u9gIze
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArv7SW0bEO
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnyytB63mA
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzljYI4e5AI
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWQtXswVvE
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkTI9hVLnY
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjgwm18CAZ
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsLyAIEQeV
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcju6BoHa55
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGVbyOIPXi
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI8S3ycul4
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5GRsomiXR
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfLR1WuaiP
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvnsusWNSZ
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFicxmIAcw
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQujaqr5WS
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgQUj9ow2T
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfKrVtFa8P
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6TsoDXC06
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AhahAszrL
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip7ln0vWPe
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM1sERjIaD
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V3Fv2PP0H
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOvEJpQnrd
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPoqwA8tZK
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsY6PK4Q1L
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt1zZAwVid
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYHS6YDgpr
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELu43uwTab
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzW65pbTuX
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1YGRVAPO5
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUHZ3W92hQ
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwwfQE6BUQ
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybpvoNZGwy
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jNfix8sd9
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIY7TA9G3r
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6ioqSki39
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAvd6X7d2y
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgqtLq8jcG
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCesalAuB6v
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdOs9XUjuU
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BhmLIxBTP
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqWJs8VrT0
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgyprKeG1n
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRspEfrm1w
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yC8v8f8CE
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6LPUxdonn
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwBdins391
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXLdsWwkkC
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI4dnw48Z3
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYg86N1oDjK
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6glpUs6jzd
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk9DS6Ziso
「Online住唔應嘅？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmrQNwaqzO
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfDUkzwZI3
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTU9GirXNp
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t9IKmgOHS
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4rhmP2DfV
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlIxf8VadV
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORtAD7CVN4
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVtvodmF9M
「我準備做手術啦」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf4RQo7w69
「做完再覆你ouo<3」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbDkhnZCti
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JhJHScz63
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktEOlk9qod
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8PObNBtrN
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5xXVj0Hbz
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF2vXIld0T
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvawOJmwYC
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0P233QhJA
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37soESVauj
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWQV5cNj1T
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVWRKoh0Xm
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8WU7SBf9z
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPblSt8k2LG
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdiL36mE5U
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtm8thDYjV
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka5ykTEVxa
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf4JrjRSNJ
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq35uZ7schS
「各就位……預備……」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIUfQMXRcy
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KmBCTFPF7
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ydDE7xuaa
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBof7RWiB3W
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHmGKVY4x3
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVolqMhONa
「呯—」 578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj4KgatDet
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEFQNLrzF9
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoT4lPnTGK
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnfT36sHDZ
最後更成為了最後一名。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i7Nmyu16K
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMlWrdT3o4
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJNyo8tAXY
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNlWvKZdQP
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBBr2xvQg6
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJwyw8g3lk
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd30ww3CxVk
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOi12MgQ5d
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqi805VYwk
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNxYWilwYx
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip7GtFYfX7
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFme5TPvPP
是Mandy。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlII48lo02h
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLm3E5HJBv
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcvblaJFXI
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh123bK6Hz
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0lPZw0BYe
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6uTFQaJAi
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CTut7bTu6
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHa8ZNruR8
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRBpCyB3iN
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTQMWPG9l8
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUSP28Bm3D
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuHUTjGMvC
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnpenkwMkX
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdOGO9UwVF
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk1BEQDb4b
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCI38bmYg5
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlFVS0UU8b
「啪—」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaQ1O3DPs4
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SvrF3JG9z
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qJ4bvpdbG
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAuIkKSSoG
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRor7GDuoDm
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzbrQxAJG3
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuFJs11LBe
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbIQhOj8bn
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEzSqSWmb2
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Eh4rPHqoc
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