第四十三章:解釋796Please respect copyright.PENANAdu35J9tCAF
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」796Please respect copyright.PENANAM0klyfocE9
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAJPirQGSQS9
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。796Please respect copyright.PENANAks5ptTC6kQ
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……796Please respect copyright.PENANAJmbVb4o1W4
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」796Please respect copyright.PENANAMKMXIjTdiS
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。796Please respect copyright.PENANAExMDkuLjY6
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAWo3IRztQy4
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」796Please respect copyright.PENANAHly9lCJtvq
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。796Please respect copyright.PENANAkHqz3RdCoH
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」796Please respect copyright.PENANAR43HnnH38Q
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。796Please respect copyright.PENANAFCJdLvLFqg
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」796Please respect copyright.PENANAg8jD77CO6B
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。796Please respect copyright.PENANA7OqPCpXTMn
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」796Please respect copyright.PENANA99kmxRtcGh
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。796Please respect copyright.PENANAjlpuLdeHRs
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……796Please respect copyright.PENANAgMzmSxyJO0
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」796Please respect copyright.PENANA0EAcgevlzZ
她的眼淚開始流下來了。796Please respect copyright.PENANAGZaPnLSAI6
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。796Please respect copyright.PENANAemVswmC964
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」796Please respect copyright.PENANArBw89iGm0w
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。796Please respect copyright.PENANANfBctqpqMp
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「依玲!」796Please respect copyright.PENANAIXncL9ahyQ
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……796Please respect copyright.PENANABEMJcvBx9J
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」796Please respect copyright.PENANAhYf31RCBnC
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。796Please respect copyright.PENANAq5jWE62QTZ
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。796Please respect copyright.PENANAoImVNvrzFZ
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。796Please respect copyright.PENANAPHe2pB3Ha6
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。796Please respect copyright.PENANAmRK7DHWVfo
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。796Please respect copyright.PENANA5GY8Jpwhgs
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。796Please respect copyright.PENANA508vewmPkL
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……796Please respect copyright.PENANA8tp8n2ezI6
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAkBYCdAzBr8
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。796Please respect copyright.PENANAcnnxgJ4izv
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。796Please respect copyright.PENANArilyhM1Bf1
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……796Please respect copyright.PENANANvXNFMBf5s
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。796Please respect copyright.PENANANf7ev6WPvR
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」796Please respect copyright.PENANAfa7ph1cJH3
我最終都是向她道歉了。796Please respect copyright.PENANAy8btN7vRl7
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。796Please respect copyright.PENANABG5ofLLJgx
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。796Please respect copyright.PENANAlTwlNttiBm
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。796Please respect copyright.PENANArFQHufJWnb
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。796Please respect copyright.PENANAolNindl7Mp
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。796Please respect copyright.PENANAVMdb5qcDNu
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」796Please respect copyright.PENANArkl5ndGnx1
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAerQMMOLLLy
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。796Please respect copyright.PENANABa9EDFxrJ8
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。796Please respect copyright.PENANAz02EWbS0Vn
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。796Please respect copyright.PENANAqtReneGhJS
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?796Please respect copyright.PENANAbFAOEdXfJi
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。796Please respect copyright.PENANAv5YIhqIwil
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。796Please respect copyright.PENANAFZss383VaL
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」796Please respect copyright.PENANA9Pmcit4Nwp
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。796Please respect copyright.PENANAhF0I6s2EXk
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但我仍然沒有回應她……796Please respect copyright.PENANAw4BXQNH69U
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。796Please respect copyright.PENANArF2ka5dJKT
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。796Please respect copyright.PENANAdphHjVxSKl
令她失望的也是我。796Please respect copyright.PENANAhBhajNInsx
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。796Please respect copyright.PENANAuTdI14bo9X
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。796Please respect copyright.PENANAtgFGYkwW6Q
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。796Please respect copyright.PENANA0PHoWzmerB
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我沒有說話。796Please respect copyright.PENANACntBuydxRK
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAcgZ7Yms2WW
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。796Please respect copyright.PENANAX2zmpw89oe
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。796Please respect copyright.PENANAsYOhvncweg
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。796Please respect copyright.PENANA8zYHWt192a
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。796Please respect copyright.PENANA63E7TBV7op
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。796Please respect copyright.PENANAQuiB9JuL9s
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAJBDvF2LS1m
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」796Please respect copyright.PENANAO18YNvetiN
我仍然被她緊摟著。796Please respect copyright.PENANAkdUGaRoYSx
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。796Please respect copyright.PENANAMjN4M4uD4Y
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。796Please respect copyright.PENANAUO99UeDdlq
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。796Please respect copyright.PENANAGo9MgmR4rL
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。796Please respect copyright.PENANAffASHh0Auk
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。796Please respect copyright.PENANAWpg4mqWslV
我不是故意的這樣問的……796Please respect copyright.PENANATzJM7WTYwv
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」796Please respect copyright.PENANABjnhEUZpK8
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAyrlgrv8gCS
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「哦……聽到啦……」796Please respect copyright.PENANAWyU0HeE9A6
我又被她罵了多一次。796Please respect copyright.PENANA2FxTR0BpUt
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。796Please respect copyright.PENANAgpWamhKn7D
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」796Please respect copyright.PENANAg5pEgXWF1Y
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。796Please respect copyright.PENANA6QzUYpepDs
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。796Please respect copyright.PENANA3lyY1EQRjT
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……796Please respect copyright.PENANAGubeXP1ulw
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。796Please respect copyright.PENANAGcxcvh1jdq
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」796Please respect copyright.PENANAo28yiq91Ya
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。796Please respect copyright.PENANAtGTZSy5htm
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。796Please respect copyright.PENANAkTEjQ19WMn
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」796Please respect copyright.PENANAgTRJRxMoR3
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。796Please respect copyright.PENANAvcjqZEKyTu
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……796Please respect copyright.PENANAUa2Ev9c2b7
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」796Please respect copyright.PENANAj52EWTc8rt
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。796Please respect copyright.PENANARPP7PN2F1l
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。796Please respect copyright.PENANAzrRx0gFa6L
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」796Please respect copyright.PENANAkoW061g9QZ
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。796Please respect copyright.PENANA2P2snfMUs4
然後就拉著我一同走回去。796Please respect copyright.PENANACSP3J5B9OX
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。796Please respect copyright.PENANAdnKkfhfg0P
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……796Please respect copyright.PENANAwA053CS8Ep
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。796Please respect copyright.PENANAW94QSKc1ER
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」796Please respect copyright.PENANAZVIZyFtUJM
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。796Please respect copyright.PENANAmh6JOx1Uql
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。796Please respect copyright.PENANA7WLk4HysmM
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」796Please respect copyright.PENANA0SOgAeGvRw
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。796Please respect copyright.PENANAbo142Zkfxq
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……796Please respect copyright.PENANAQdqtzs6j44
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」796Please respect copyright.PENANA1ekv79j3qv
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」796Please respect copyright.PENANADhqPUXbDjz
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」796Please respect copyright.PENANA7eANPOyqji
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。796Please respect copyright.PENANA9GikjycJQk
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。796Please respect copyright.PENANA2a6EIPTEPq
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……796Please respect copyright.PENANAyWI1wZrHBq
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAsFI1AwwebO
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。796Please respect copyright.PENANAIsgrRS0Dak
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……796Please respect copyright.PENANAgnOtfi1Ya9
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」796Please respect copyright.PENANA7ivhiZH70S
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。796Please respect copyright.PENANA3OfoCe39R0
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」796Please respect copyright.PENANA5hcmmZFdsX
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。796Please respect copyright.PENANAjlztrBqVI8
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」796Please respect copyright.PENANA7Wcbr3gWyP
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。796Please respect copyright.PENANAgRCF46PhLp
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」796Please respect copyright.PENANAVLqXqoFRP6
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。796Please respect copyright.PENANAuj4oKljEZg
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。796Please respect copyright.PENANAfKnOGKs0lh
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。796Please respect copyright.PENANA2x4Sbo3sde
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。796Please respect copyright.PENANACX54ZIKi0m
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。796Please respect copyright.PENANAaru40MQ0GQ
然後就一直掃著我的手機。796Please respect copyright.PENANA5Mqw7F1xqm
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。796Please respect copyright.PENANA32yrPIu6LD
我八卦地看了一下四周。796Please respect copyright.PENANAzzKNvo6mb9
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……796Please respect copyright.PENANALEyNQYwWbL
我看見了Mandy。796Please respect copyright.PENANAXH3PWpQExZ
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。796Please respect copyright.PENANARR2u9mgXOK
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。796Please respect copyright.PENANAauZyZTQwiJ
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。796Please respect copyright.PENANA1OwEJC35zG
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。796Please respect copyright.PENANA1oHnHHU4x8
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……796Please respect copyright.PENANAak1unzDbSG
我並沒有再看到她。796Please respect copyright.PENANAboUNgpIl36
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。796Please respect copyright.PENANAhM9T02r9Dj
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