第四十三章:解釋787Please respect copyright.PENANACURzaF2Yf5
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」787Please respect copyright.PENANASJhewgShIy
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJoHolm11d5
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。787Please respect copyright.PENANAbli7sZxw3H
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……787Please respect copyright.PENANAs6WhuNvBYf
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」787Please respect copyright.PENANAjgdYzxmsN9
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。787Please respect copyright.PENANAvVqF37sFvi
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAl4WDRabNzw
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAYj6q6SRAFv
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。787Please respect copyright.PENANAkTJDakZb4u
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAskmvdNgiJD
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。787Please respect copyright.PENANAu3lzG43mlx
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAmNGAD1nAds
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。787Please respect copyright.PENANAfo3CWfAQ0s
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」787Please respect copyright.PENANASGeVhImpWv
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。787Please respect copyright.PENANAe9JXqawyJa
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……787Please respect copyright.PENANAPhS1NVdGIF
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」787Please respect copyright.PENANAsejtEGPkQI
她的眼淚開始流下來了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJLsTcuO8bo
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。787Please respect copyright.PENANANctkUVMlEN
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」787Please respect copyright.PENANA5Bus4mAEt2
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。787Please respect copyright.PENANAhQmiXzreEZ
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「依玲!」787Please respect copyright.PENANA0VMY1q3E73
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……787Please respect copyright.PENANAG0cQafj2hC
787Please respect copyright.PENANAp0EN4IR7mj
「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」787Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0fSU1stnB
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。787Please respect copyright.PENANAkHdQFkpx7H
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。787Please respect copyright.PENANAdhY6l9mwMS
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。787Please respect copyright.PENANAuMMzxDcHot
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。787Please respect copyright.PENANAaGGCNrAfq8
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。787Please respect copyright.PENANARdj838san9
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。787Please respect copyright.PENANA3tPgvK4al3
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……787Please respect copyright.PENANABFYpEn10lQ
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAp96fkn6NkV
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。787Please respect copyright.PENANAalsIAKHmIP
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。787Please respect copyright.PENANAr2DRkr0KaQ
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……787Please respect copyright.PENANAVpl2GT0xFC
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。787Please respect copyright.PENANA2xe6vd4NBq
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAdBTz1avxfp
我最終都是向她道歉了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAfoxCxxaB41
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。787Please respect copyright.PENANAVxNm6E88NT
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。787Please respect copyright.PENANAUbC7TxScdD
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。787Please respect copyright.PENANAHBGJ5nR0yS
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。787Please respect copyright.PENANAv8I00Ko66e
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。787Please respect copyright.PENANAMFQr1tVoou
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」787Please respect copyright.PENANAqRFc3SfJCt
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。787Please respect copyright.PENANA6eb5yY4A32
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。787Please respect copyright.PENANAGBZbj40BbA
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAau5prA8rex
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。787Please respect copyright.PENANAlBrFoYKaV5
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?787Please respect copyright.PENANAdvcCWl59DP
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。787Please respect copyright.PENANAOv2eh0fEAL
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。787Please respect copyright.PENANAR2uA1ceVsa
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」787Please respect copyright.PENANAT9wAHcEl2e
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。787Please respect copyright.PENANAleSSmxuCuW
787Please respect copyright.PENANAD2v7k4tlct
但我仍然沒有回應她……787Please respect copyright.PENANA16iiHFnGUc
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。787Please respect copyright.PENANApwReBqKtA4
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。787Please respect copyright.PENANAE5TN67vtre
令她失望的也是我。787Please respect copyright.PENANAAsSijnlsCg
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。787Please respect copyright.PENANATlH0cpxT9W
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3FXsI7QPU
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAgSZ621ezkL
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我沒有說話。787Please respect copyright.PENANAX3gw6jLTp1
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。787Please respect copyright.PENANA7P1n2se0aJ
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。787Please respect copyright.PENANASvAj7zB4qZ
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。787Please respect copyright.PENANAKwKUVxwg6B
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAM1VIVnuIhP
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。787Please respect copyright.PENANAmOxW2IDaF3
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。787Please respect copyright.PENANAzb7SaLv9Nj
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。787Please respect copyright.PENANADJYrjNxxjK
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」787Please respect copyright.PENANAkK8gK4XLvi
我仍然被她緊摟著。787Please respect copyright.PENANAa3T7hzQOC8
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAF3gJfu2Iod
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。787Please respect copyright.PENANARkp1Tv3LfI
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。787Please respect copyright.PENANAmdRSRE1C5N
787Please respect copyright.PENANAh2d74yjZfC
「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。787Please respect copyright.PENANAj3K6aEhduH
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。787Please respect copyright.PENANAPRm5jBkiB8
我不是故意的這樣問的……787Please respect copyright.PENANArMzrx2qcep
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」787Please respect copyright.PENANACWssZ6iwwc
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAm0GWFvba0x
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「哦……聽到啦……」787Please respect copyright.PENANAX2s3o5Jvt5
我又被她罵了多一次。787Please respect copyright.PENANA6W2NorGiJy
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。787Please respect copyright.PENANABrE0dcxG2q
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」787Please respect copyright.PENANAR0IU98D7Zo
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。787Please respect copyright.PENANAGZRvwFtKA6
787Please respect copyright.PENANAr3syUe09oi
剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。787Please respect copyright.PENANAffTXIo1rH7
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……787Please respect copyright.PENANAVPyrBhqAyX
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。787Please respect copyright.PENANAgXZkgHp7mY
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」787Please respect copyright.PENANApQdgQvNXPL
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。787Please respect copyright.PENANAwI1Lp7sdcL
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。787Please respect copyright.PENANABrvHlrxr7S
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」787Please respect copyright.PENANAixDYQkMRdY
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。787Please respect copyright.PENANAl78R4TbjWY
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……787Please respect copyright.PENANAkpGe8uWSUE
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」787Please respect copyright.PENANAlOzTbcmZIK
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。787Please respect copyright.PENANAf0AdOjWNay
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。787Please respect copyright.PENANAvt25fZTNr5
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」787Please respect copyright.PENANArdEGD2UQvW
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。787Please respect copyright.PENANAtEkozhiuMb
然後就拉著我一同走回去。787Please respect copyright.PENANAo2bPVWEMWK
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJP6YVcGQdK
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……787Please respect copyright.PENANAoxTAmP8JcJ
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。787Please respect copyright.PENANA1NJH256g2h
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAMqKHB6074l
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。787Please respect copyright.PENANA0I6FCqlafk
787Please respect copyright.PENANAjGvNuZSovx
「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAVRf55Y8V6P
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」787Please respect copyright.PENANA8DiaiOPokV
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。787Please respect copyright.PENANAPa8H7FiVzf
787Please respect copyright.PENANAudjERH9dfn
而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……787Please respect copyright.PENANAPZD8ZUmllx
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」787Please respect copyright.PENANA7zJO4k1xoF
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」787Please respect copyright.PENANAC2N2mdkkuh
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」787Please respect copyright.PENANA8G9RyryvYH
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。787Please respect copyright.PENANAvbNOQsjOGc
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。787Please respect copyright.PENANAHyXfnefM48
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……787Please respect copyright.PENANAutzxonfc0s
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAs38Bi2KtNd
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。787Please respect copyright.PENANAd5jmeKmdwY
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……787Please respect copyright.PENANA3imoChfLvj
787Please respect copyright.PENANAVkEn3EU4rN
「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」787Please respect copyright.PENANAZYPHtXYenX
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。787Please respect copyright.PENANA4QsnfGEupt
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAn1bh5G7AFu
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAxoTYtXY6sW
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」787Please respect copyright.PENANA2jKfTCwi9U
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。787Please respect copyright.PENANAdKg8stXLK9
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」787Please respect copyright.PENANAO7hlIPtU4J
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。787Please respect copyright.PENANAG9wcbk1HDE
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。787Please respect copyright.PENANARMC4SvOpC9
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。787Please respect copyright.PENANA65m9mTCG6W
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。787Please respect copyright.PENANA2zR3MOAoQx
787Please respect copyright.PENANAcEjAy17uSR
我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJcYLevJ7zQ
然後就一直掃著我的手機。787Please respect copyright.PENANAOaMCtNDLHj
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。787Please respect copyright.PENANAwn2MozKIXY
我八卦地看了一下四周。787Please respect copyright.PENANAOlnUtcH4eA
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……787Please respect copyright.PENANAf4euyAWAf9
我看見了Mandy。787Please respect copyright.PENANAePW10MFYcQ
787Please respect copyright.PENANA2x2iSxXriU
當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。787Please respect copyright.PENANAb0jD19vshG
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。787Please respect copyright.PENANApKLxJ8VChJ
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。787Please respect copyright.PENANAqktSPCQpZ9
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。787Please respect copyright.PENANAlzz11KFhUK
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……787Please respect copyright.PENANAb1HH19DwWe
我並沒有再看到她。787Please respect copyright.PENANAIiv31lcsCz
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。787Please respect copyright.PENANAkvrcQwRhyY
就只餘下我一個人站在車站的月台上。787Please respect copyright.PENANAzionshgOos
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到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……787Please respect copyright.PENANAuLQ8l6sB2e
我都不知道。787Please respect copyright.PENANAcj4cyZ1PjI
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「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」787Please respect copyright.PENANAPq9PhknkTo